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notapillow
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i just lost everything
#5617435 - 05/11/06 02:22 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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iv been going through a bit of a ruff spot in the last few months. i keep feeling like im getting my ass kicked in all directions, by the people around me, by random situations, and by myself. iv really been struggeling to stay on my feet. but yesterday after a very rewarding therop session i return to my car to find both my back backs gone. everything gone. every book, evrery peice of home work, every pen, pencil and drawing i had made over the last year gone, not to metion my other back back with all my favorite personal possetions and my trusty bubbler. im done, cashed, im not getting up... i really have no idea what to do. i feel like i just got slamed in the face with a shovel. i dont know wether to stay here hiding under my covers, or to make a mad dash for the woods and leave all of this behind...i just dont know any more
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617447 - 05/11/06 02:25 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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u cant just give up on life. Keep ur chin up and keep tryin'
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617449 - 05/11/06 02:26 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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That sucks man, I'm sorry to hear that. Life takes shitty turns sometimes. But it isn't the end of the world, its just a necesary part of life--bad situations happen to everyone. You'll be allright man.
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617450 - 05/11/06 02:26 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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things will get better
sorry for your loss
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617451 - 05/11/06 02:26 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Shit happens, it just sucks more that your shit got stolen during a difficult time in your life.
Everybody goes through difficult times and shit can happen that compounds the effects. I'm having trouble in school and my only transportation to school (my bike) got stolen from infront of my house last week. It sucks pillow, but it happens to everybody and everybody bounces back.
If you feel like staying under your covers all day or running out into the woods then you should do it. Just remember that you have to get out of bed or come back from the woods at some point.
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: Noviseer]
#5617452 - 05/11/06 02:26 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Hey, that really sucks, remember that they can't take your happiness, at least as long as you don't let them. Brighter days, please stick through it!!
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617454 - 05/11/06 02:26 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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omg
edit: Removed stupidity.
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"Have some congratulatory drugs." - C. Montgomery Burns I'll probably always do drugs, so that just contributes to the addiction to The Shroomery... It's a vicious circle of bliss. TM™
Edited by TM (05/11/06 02:36 PM)
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goobler
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: TM]
#5617460 - 05/11/06 02:27 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: TM]
#5617464 - 05/11/06 02:28 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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ive often wondered the same thing.. personally if i didnt have soo much here already working in my favor (finally).. i would love to take off to a completely new place and start over.. but things are finally starting to look better
i hope shit gets better for u dude
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notapillow
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: Noviseer]
#5617467 - 05/11/06 02:29 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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i knwo i cant just stay here and cry like a fuck, but what else am i gonna do. i worked my ass off this whole week to get my grades up, now everything gone. im looking at atleased $200 in lost books. have $0 and have a shitty job that works me to the bone for 7 bucks an hour. im stuck in a rut and im only 18 i feel like bursting out of my skin
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617468 - 05/11/06 02:30 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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PM me I'll front you for books
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: TM]
#5617469 - 05/11/06 02:30 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
TM said: omg
*disparity sets in*
*despair maybe?
Disparity:
1. The condition or fact of being unequal, as in age, rank, or degree; difference: “narrow the economic disparities among regions and industries” (Courtenay Slater). 2. Unlikeness; incongruity.
notapillow: much for you coming from the other coast man. So sorry, I know how shitty it feels when one bag containing your life is taken from you. Remember, those are things, and you are you. Life can keep punching you in the face but you will always have you. I'm in a rut myself right now. Shit pretty much sucks. But life is about peaks and valleys and you will never be able to appreciate the mountaintops without plummeting to the dark places like the one you're in right now.
That's not much consolation in the moment, I know, but I just wanted to share that. Stay strong buddy.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617474 - 05/11/06 02:31 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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notapillow said: im stuck in a rut and im only 18 i feel like bursting out of my skin
Nowhere to go but up my friend.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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goobler
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but up???
hey now
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: goobler]
#5617476 - 05/11/06 02:32 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Good man, this Goobler fella. 
And, pillow, drop your pride for a minute, you CAN accept help from people, that's what they're there for.
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notapillow
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the worst part is i hate school, i hate work, i hate my freinds. i bet thats no so uncommon in alot of people but it makes doing anything incredably hard. i have no will to do any of this shit for myself and no one can help me because i just keep running away.
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617498 - 05/11/06 02:35 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Stop running and start embracing. Live life one joyfull day at a time. If you want to make good grades man, you can do it! Put an extra 1 hour study time, don't smoke so much pot, and you will tell the difference. Keep your chin up and say fuck the man!
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notapillow
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Quote:
McKennaDMT said: Good man, this Goobler fella. 
And, pillow, drop your pride for a minute, you CAN accept help from people, that's what they're there for.
goobler has always been a good guy wether people could see it or not
as for my pride, i seriosly dont feel like i have any. the only resson i wont let my freinds, family, girlfreind help me anymore is because this shit just keeps happening. i know it all stems from inside me. i know i have to be the one who changes. im just spinning to fast to know what the fuck to do. ahhg....damnit
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617521 - 05/11/06 02:39 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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When I think lifes going downhill, I just got to www.ogrish.com , and watch a few slow mishandled beheadings. Always makes me appreciate what I got more,lol. Point is, Dont lose your head, lol.
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Re: i just lost everything [Re: notapillow]
#5617526 - 05/11/06 02:40 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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DON'T LET THE BASTARDS GET YOU DOWN!
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