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OfflineXris
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I'm done with mushrooms
    #5600039 - 05/07/06 02:39 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I've tried them four times. The first experience was absolutely wonderful. I got a lovely body high, closed eye hallucinations and at the peak a few open eye hallucinations. Every single time after that has been horrible.

The second time was probably the worst. I had taken them fresh, and could not keep them down as I ate them. I threw up immediately because of the taste and ate more, thinking I had thrown up mushroom, but oh no . . . I ended up taking a massive dose. I came up very fast. I saw and heard double. I got very hot and uncomfortable. I looked at my hands and each one had at least ten digits on it. That freaked me out. I went outside to watch the sunset. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Then things took a turn for the worse. I tried washing my hands and the sink which is really loud was defeaning. I tried to use my computer, but could not, because of my double vision. I went outside and eventually just passed out. I'm skipping a lot of stuff, but trust me this was not a good night. I woke up to my brother, my cousin, and a female friend of theirs waking me up. I had been eating grass, passed out by a bush. Why was I eating grass? Because, I was in hell and satan was commanding me to. Before I had completely passed out, I was basically paralyzed and could only move my head. (Think Dante's inferno, being a head frozen in ice) Well, I ended up pissing myself. After I was helped into my room, I noticed the female friend and kept asking her if she was my x-girlfriend. I could not stop thinking about my x-girlfriend. Well, I didn't stay in my room too long and went walking around the house convinced that I was still in hell and would be in the house in this state for eternity. I didn't realize that I was on mushrooms anymore. To me, this was the only reality. I managed to shower and change clothing after I fell asleep and woke up coming down.

The third experience I took a low dose. It was late at night. I waited two hours and decided it wasn't going to happen that night and went out with my friends to Denny's. It hit me like a freight train sitting in the booth. I didn't have any visuals or anything, but I couldn't stop thinking about my last experience and when I got home I just went to bed in tears.

The fourth and final experience confuses me a bit. When I decided to try mushrooms, I wanted to grow them myself, so I started some cakes and instead of letting them just fruit and following the PK tek, after they were colonized I put them in an outdoor growbed, because I had found some cubensis in a field and decided to just take them. I had been attending the bed for a while, but just gave up. It stormed for a few days, and I decided I'd have a look at my bed. Two very small cubensis were poking up and I decided to take them that night. (The strain is puerto rican. The wild ones I collected were from eastern texas) Well, the experience went to hell quickly. I completely relived my second experience in my mind and combined it with an even more horrifying vision of hell. I decided I had died and was now in hell again. Only, I was a single point. For eternity, I was a single conscious point. That's hell, trust me. Then, somehow hell became the inability to speak in any intelligible language. I ended up living through these horrifying versions of the after life. I thought about god, satan, good, evil, human consciousness, etc. I debated whether or not I could be god myself, that the universe was something I had created to entertain myself. That was the worst thought. If I were god and the universe my creation, then really, I was completely alone for eternity.

So, basically, every time I take mushrooms, I go to hell. I don't even believe in god when I'm not on mushrooms. For whatever reason, when I take mushrooms I contemplate the meaning of life, an after life and all kinds of things. It turns into a really horrifying experience.

I'm giving up on mushrooms. I just can't enjoy them. I thought it would bring me closer to nature and somehow connect me to the universe, but instead, they just scare the shit out of me.


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: Xris]
    #5600066 - 05/07/06 03:10 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

bro this is why we should respect them its not some silly high to be joked around with the potential of mushrooms is to take you mind to a different state of being this can be affected by residual feelings that you have before you take them .this is why when tripping for for the first few times I seriously recommend being guided by someone who is a very experienced tripper they will know how to bring your thoughts from the negative things back to positive.
mushrooms change your brain chemistry quite alot psilocybin mimics the effect of serotonin which is the chemical your brain creates to regulate moods an being able to feel happy so you can imagine that if you pump your brain full of psilocybin you can get very confused and if your in the wrong state of mind you tend to concentrate on negative thoughts more than the positive.
I'm not saying that if you realize these things you will never have a bed trip everyone gets them from time to time all I'm saying is that you can only learn how to deal with the negative thoughts when they come.
my advice is if you enjoyed being able to open your mind and think in a completely open way then experiment with small doses until you get the hang of it go somewhere in nature that you feel comfortable say like a park with flowers and beautiful trees all around and just concentrate of the beauty of all things just relax and let it all flow into you then back out into your surrounds think about things that make you happy people you love and i guarantee you will have a pleasurable experience the biggest thing is be open to what your mind is thinking about when on mushrooms your mind will tend to go off on its own tangent just be open to it...
only love can prevail.


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: Xris]
    #5600125 - 05/07/06 04:00 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

mushrooms aren't for everybody... maybe it just isn't your thing. You could always try again with a low dose in a while when the bad experiances aren't so close to the surface anymore.


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: stefan]
    #5600510 - 05/07/06 09:42 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

You need to work on your tonal before you can explore the nagual. Your tonal is way too cluttered.


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: EquilibriuM]
    #5600529 - 05/07/06 09:51 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Quote:

EquilibriuM said:
You need to work on your tonal before you can explore the nagual. Your tonal is way too cluttered.



Is it just me or are there more people who have no clue what tonal and nagual are?


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: Ekstaza]
    #5600642 - 05/07/06 10:30 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

personally, taking mushrooms and hours later being commanded by satan to eat grass sounds like fun...


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: Ekstaza]
    #5600671 - 05/07/06 10:41 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

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Ekstaza said:
Quote:

EquilibriuM said:
You need to work on your tonal before you can explore the nagual. Your tonal is way too cluttered.



Is it just me or are there more people who have no clue what tonal and nagual are?




No, most people don't understand, but thats OK, if they want to learn they will seek. It is the easiest way for me to talk about it...


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: EquilibriuM]
    #5600676 - 05/07/06 10:44 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Quote:

EquilibriuM said:
Quote:

Ekstaza said:
Quote:

EquilibriuM said:
You need to work on your tonal before you can explore the nagual. Your tonal is way too cluttered.



Is it just me or are there more people who have no clue what tonal and nagual are?




No, most people don't understand, but thats OK, if they want to learn they will seek. It is the easiest way for me to talk about it...



Thanks for clearing that up for me. :confused:


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: EquilibriuM]
    #5600700 - 05/07/06 10:53 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Quote:

EquilibriuM said:
You need to work on your tonal before you can explore the nagual. Your tonal is way too cluttered.




http://www.toltecnagual.com/nagual.htm

:confused: :confused: :confused: :confused:


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OfflineEquilibriuM
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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: Mike_yy]
    #5600802 - 05/07/06 11:34 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

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mikeyyork said:
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EquilibriuM said:
You need to work on your tonal before you can explore the nagual. Your tonal is way too cluttered.




http://www.toltecnagual.com/nagual.htm

:confused: :confused: :confused: :confused:




From your link....

"To perceive energy we must raise our frequency. To raise our frequency we must begin by cleaning, clearing, healing and strengthening the human tonal, or the our bodies of structure. The human tonal consists of three bodies, the mental body, the emotional body and the physical body. Each body of structure in the human has a specific purpose and function. It is important that 
each body function properly or there is dysfunction in the human system. A dysfunctional tonal blocks our ability to perceive the Nagual and the Second Attention, or at best any perception we have is perverted. As we progress we work with both our Nagual (unstructured) and tonal (structured) aspects of self. Too many want to go directly to the Nagual without doing the work necessary with the tonal. Working with the Nagual and the world of energy is fun, but without the foundation of the tonal we will end at a dead end, or in the worse case in fantasy. When a warrior has succumb to fantasy they are, in many cases, impossible to rehabilitate. It is best to lay a strong foundation in the tonal. "


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: EquilibriuM]
    #5600853 - 05/07/06 12:08 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I don't buy it.


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: Ekstaza]
    #5600906 - 05/07/06 12:37 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

It says Ekstaza posted another response, but I cant see it. WTF?


That was really strange...


Anyway, its just a concept, a way of talking about something that cant really be talked about. There is nothing for you to buy or for anyone to sell. You either understand or you don't...


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: EquilibriuM]
    #5601206 - 05/07/06 02:21 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Not everyone can handle their own brain.... Atleast you tried. Get a little control over yourself in reality before you jump the looking-glass...... or learn how to lose control.

Sobriety is just a crutch for those who can't handle drugs.


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: Edgekrusher]
    #5601829 - 05/07/06 05:23 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

well man im sry to see one of us go maybe ull be back but just remember shrooms can teach if u listen....get in a comforable place with a comfortable friend with a comfortable dose then let me know


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: mungojerry]
    #5603094 - 05/07/06 10:49 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I may give it another try. I've never taken them in a place I feel comfortable in or with people I even like. I can't stand my room mates.


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: Xris]
    #5603164 - 05/07/06 11:04 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

try acid  :smirk: ?


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: Xris]
    #5604111 - 05/08/06 06:47 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

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I may give it another try. I've never taken them in a place I feel comfortable in or with people I even like. I can't stand my room mates.




There you go. The first two times I did mushrooms I did them in awful environments with people I wasn't even quite familiar with. However later that summer I got a quarter and on a nice and bright sunny day ate an eigth, alone at my house, and it totally changed my opinion of mushrooms. Totally unlike my previous two trips.  :thumbup:

Take care!


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: today mylove]
    #5604119 - 05/08/06 07:00 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

SET & SETTING!

That's why ur going to hell. Cause u'r already there before tripping. Make yourself some heaven and then use mushies.


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: AngeloWish]
    #5604125 - 05/08/06 07:05 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Come on man, set and setting are the BASICS of tripping... And you wonder why you're going into bad trips?


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Re: I'm done with mushrooms [Re: StickyWater]
    #5604699 - 05/08/06 11:49 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

we have our good trippz and our bad trippz dont give up yett


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