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DoctorJ


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i don't think I have too much longer to live
#5597795 - 05/06/06 02:01 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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5, maybe 6 years, tops
the older my body gets, the more I tire of living
for it is not my way to be in the flesh
I am much happier beyond the realm of things
so don't be surprised if I suddenly disappear
and do not be sad for me, for when I leave this world I will truly be home
and when the world needs me again, I shall return!
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QuantumMeltdown
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5597800 - 05/06/06 02:03 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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cya
-------------------- -QuantumMeltdown Total abstinence is so excellent a thing that it cannot be carried to too great an extent. In my passion for it I even carry it so far as to totally abstain from total abstinence itself. -Mark Twain "The time has come the walrus said, little oysters hide their heads, my Twain of thought is loosely bound I guess its time to Mark this down, Be good and you will be lonesome Be lonesome and you will be free Live a lie and you will live to regret it That's what livin' is to me That's what livin' is to me" Jimmy Buffett
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: QuantumMeltdown]
#5597811 - 05/06/06 02:10 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
QuantumMeltdown said: cya
BAHAH!!!!!
How old are you?
If you kill yourself because you feel old, when you're really not... then.... fuck man im gonna give you 1 shroom if you're under 60!
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DoctorJ


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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: Ginseng1]
#5597818 - 05/06/06 02:12 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I don't plan on commiting suicide
but I will leave the planet earth in a few years
probably around the time I am 31.
right now I am 25.
celebrate my disappearance as you would a birthday!
but all of you will be the ones who recieve the presents!
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5597883 - 05/06/06 02:40 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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25? Don't wish your life away
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5597902 - 05/06/06 02:48 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
DoctorJ said: I don't plan on commiting suicide
but I will leave the planet earth in a few years
probably around the time I am 31.
right now I am 25.
celebrate my disappearance as you would a birthday!
but all of you will be the ones who recieve the presents!
Can you tell us what disease you have?
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: carshissbymywinda]
#5597903 - 05/06/06 02:49 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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yah i feel u, i will die of heart attack soon 2. see u wherever we go doctor J.
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DoctorJ


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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: carshissbymywinda]
#5598116 - 05/06/06 04:20 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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pictureperfect said: 25? Don't wish your life away
"he who is truly rich knows when he has got enough"
these are not idle words!
let me show you the way!
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eligal
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598117 - 05/06/06 04:22 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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is he trippin or something?
-------------------- \m/ Spanksta \m/ "do you have the freedom to do with your nervous system what you want?" "MolokoMilkPlus said: I'll respect you if you let me give you a blow job" "tactik said: respect the can."
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: Ginseng1]
#5598118 - 05/06/06 04:22 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
Ginseng1 said:
Can you tell us what disease you have?
I have no disease
I cling utmost to emptiness
every day, I have less reason to live
I know better than to value such a life!
but, I am not sad, indeed I am filled with joy!
the more I fill myself with joy, the less reason I have to be here.
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598142 - 05/06/06 04:34 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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no.... don't..
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598145 - 05/06/06 04:35 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
DoctorJ said:
Quote:
Ginseng1 said:
Can you tell us what disease you have?
I have no disease
I cling utmost to emptiness
every day, I have less reason to live
I know better than to value such a life!
but, I am not sad, indeed I am filled with joy!
the more I fill myself with joy, the less reason I have to be here.
So, you ARE going to kill yourself.
Do u have any kids?
U need a wife man...
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: Ginseng1]
#5598147 - 05/06/06 04:36 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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i thought he had a girlfriend?
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: Ginseng1]
#5598158 - 05/06/06 04:39 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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U need a shrink man...
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: Animals]
#5598160 - 05/06/06 04:40 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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If you got an Old lady.... Shes causing the depression.
..Don"t fear the Reaper..
just don't encourage him
Edited by alsnow469 (05/06/06 06:57 PM)
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DoctorJ


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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: Ginseng1]
#5598165 - 05/06/06 04:42 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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no. suicide is not my way
I have ways of leaving planet earth without commiting suicide
these avenues are available to you as well.
your higher self will let you know when it is time to leave
Quote:
U need a wife man...
I do not need a wife. I desire one.
but if no woman will have me, then I will have myself. and that is enough.
if I were indebt to a woman, then that may be a reason to stay a little longer!
sadly, women don't know well enough to give me credit.
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598168 - 05/06/06 04:44 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Shut up.
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eligal
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598171 - 05/06/06 04:44 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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ill marry you
-------------------- \m/ Spanksta \m/ "do you have the freedom to do with your nervous system what you want?" "MolokoMilkPlus said: I'll respect you if you let me give you a blow job" "tactik said: respect the can."
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: eligal]
#5598176 - 05/06/06 04:48 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I have myself almost everynight...not all its cracked up to be, least thats what they say --- zing! --- .. anyway i dno whats got you down in the dumps if anything but time heals alot of wounds and im in the same boat as you as far as wanting someone to care about and/or love...but hey soon enough someone will come along thats worth the time and energy and it'll be well worth the wait... (god i hope so...)
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Edited by cApTaInCrAp (05/06/06 04:52 PM)
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598183 - 05/06/06 04:50 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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DoctorJ said: no. suicide is not my way
I have ways of leaving planet earth without commiting suicide
these avenues are available to you as well.
your higher self will let you know when it is time to leave
Quote:
U need a wife man...
I do not need a wife. I desire one.
but if no woman will have me, then I will have myself. and that is enough.
if I were indebt to a woman, then that may be a reason to stay a little longer!
sadly, women don't know well enough to give me credit.
I see ... yes I have read of Australian Aboriginals leaving earth by just letting go... but they were already near death physicaly.
You're much too young. You cant possibly be the wisest of them all. What you need it a nice female and a couple kids.
Teach them the ways. Show them the light, and hope they can do more with themselves than you. 
Dont get me wrong, I respect what you are saying to the fullest. I kinda look up to that. I could even be saying the same thing as you in 5 years. Im just gonna make sure Ive had a couple kids and taught them the ways of the mongolian samurai.
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: eligal]
#5598186 - 05/06/06 04:51 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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... If the end is nearer, go borrow money from everyone
and head to the titty bar
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: alsnow469]
#5598197 - 05/06/06 04:57 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Yeah, that just might work too...
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598209 - 05/06/06 05:01 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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25? You're still a young'un! Don't spend the rest of your days worrying about dying because you won't be able to enjoy living then.
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Microcosmatrix
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598309 - 05/06/06 05:33 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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lol wtf
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RandalFlagg
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598441 - 05/06/06 06:08 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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You sound as crazy as that Ewok dude.
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598444 - 05/06/06 06:10 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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this is way too  for me
-------------------- Is a man not entitled to the sweat of his brow? No, says the man in Washington; it belongs to the poor. No, says the man in the Vatican; it belongs to God. No, says the man in Moscow; it belongs to everyone. I rejected those answers. Instead, I chose something different. I chose the impossible. I chose... Rapture. - Andrew Ryan
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5598470 - 05/06/06 06:17 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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There's no such thing as crazy. He just needs something to depend on him, not something to depend on.
Doc, you didn't choose to be here, and it sounds like you don't want to be here. You're gonna die anyway, so why not take a random leap of faith into something more fullfilling, like a marriage or moving to another country?
Edited by Newbie (05/06/06 06:19 PM)
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: Pat Bateman, VP]
#5598492 - 05/06/06 06:26 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I le magnifique said: this is way too  for me
Yep. This thread has emo written all over it. It looks like DoctorJ is feeling dark and sensitive with low self-esteem.
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: Newbie]
#5598493 - 05/06/06 06:26 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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i 2nd that.
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: QuantumMeltdown]
#5598601 - 05/06/06 07:04 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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QuantumMeltdown said: cya
Wheres the love, Brother? roflmao
You're oddly deranged and not in a good way.
I like that quality in a person.
You're developing Nicely

http://cgi.ebay.com/SUPER-HIGH-YEILD-mag...bayphotohosting
Edited by alsnow469 (05/06/06 07:18 PM)
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5598690 - 05/06/06 07:33 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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just because I make light of death, you call me pessimist?
how backwards you are!
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598718 - 05/06/06 07:39 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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hey J, how did you find me on myspace???
-------------------- PEACE
zippoz "in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption" "People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: ZippoZ]
#5598731 - 05/06/06 07:43 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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you were on shroomism's friend list
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Newbie
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598734 - 05/06/06 07:44 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Death is an unknown territory. Death could really be just that...the end. I don't think you're a pessimist, but we're built to last longer than 30 years and leaving before that would leave a whole timeline empty.
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598736 - 05/06/06 07:45 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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ahh the chain becomes complete, well dont feel too bad, but i dont think that ihave anyone on there that i havent met, and like to keep it that way...
althoug you could argue that i have known you for longer than a few of the people on there......
-------------------- PEACE
zippoz "in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption" "People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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DoctorJ


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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: ZippoZ]
#5598741 - 05/06/06 07:46 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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no offense taken
hopefully someday we will meet... in 3D.
failing that, our higher dimensional energies are surely connected
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598743 - 05/06/06 07:47 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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how about meeting in NE ???
-------------------- PEACE
zippoz "in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption" "People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: ZippoZ]
#5598788 - 05/06/06 08:01 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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lol, Zippoz, I am pretty sure I added you 2, along with DocJ, and Shroom. I am "mescaline", just so you know, and you dont have to add me, I am just a fellow shroomery member and figured it made sense to add! -Later buddys
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: ZippoZ]
#5598796 - 05/06/06 08:04 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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j i know what you are saying this life is not whats inportent, i too somtimes find the day to day world a struggle but do not wish it away simply because you desire oblivian when it comes it comes when the wave breaks it will always flow back into the sea
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Re: i don't think I have too much longer to live [Re: DoctorJ]
#5598815 - 05/06/06 08:15 PM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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basically, what I'm trying to say with this thread is that sometimes our higher self warns us of the difficulties we must face in the future.
this has happened to me many times.
I have been warned about betrayals, health problems, robberies, financial problems, you name it. Sometimes it happens in dreams, sometimes meditation, and sometimes during trips.
Sometimes the warnings are just telling me, "Hey, this is gonna happen, it's inevitable, so you better start dealing with it now, so you won't panic when it happens."
Sometimes the warnings tell me, "This is what will happen if you do not change your present course." Very few times I have been wise enough to heed these types of warnings, and in doing so have avoided great catastrophes.
but when my higher self told me I might be leaving the planet earlier than my ego expected, I did not see this as catastrophe at all.
for if I have no body, then how can I have catastrophe?
many are faithless. but I have faith even through hardship, struggle, death, and beyond. If just one person who is lacking in faith could find faith through my example, then my sacrifice would be well worth it.
"It is a far, far better thing that I do, than I have ever done; it is a far, far better rest that I go to than I have ever known." - Sidney Carton from A Tale Of Two Cities by Charles Dickens
let me just once again remind everyone I have no intention of ending my incarnation via violent means. There are tricks of the breath and mind's focus that can achieve transcendence from the earthly plane, and these are the only ways I will use. I'm not even advanced enough to use them now, but my higher self has told me I'm rapidly approaching them.
I just want my friends to know that they need not grieve for me when I am gone, for I will never be truly gone. And that goes for anyone who's life comes to an end.
Edited by DoctorJ (05/06/06 08:18 PM)
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