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Kras


Registered: 01/06/05
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Salvia: level 5
#5597269 - 05/06/06 09:26 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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PAST: My first try with salvia divinorum was in winter of current year. It was x10 extract. My friends used stronger ones but said that they achieved no satisfying effect. My experience was different. The Guardian didn't let me into Salvia's world and I was shocked. It's true what they say - nothing can prepare yourself for Salvia. After this experience I smoked some MJ with some herbs and start tripping. I felt spirits all around. During this after-trip I managed to communicate with my "fear of darkness" and visualize "sexual lust". So I thought that even I didn't experienced true visions it was worth it. Between the first and second salvia experience I was cleansed with Cacti. I had this trip alone and this was the most memorable experience ever... till this week. I think that it prepared me for my next experience.
I went with my girlfriend as a sitter to a park in my hometown. It was after dusk and I felt that maybe I should meditate first but my girl was a bit scared that I can star shouting or running around (it was city after all), so I loaded my pipe with x15 extract. I started smoking salvia. It was one toke and I started to count because I had no clock with me. I wanted to held my breath for 30 secs but after 10 seconds I had problems with counting. After something about 20 seconds of hold it in my lugs I felt that my skin is being torn off. I knew that something powerful started. I tried to take another toke but I don't remember it well because before I took it I was peaking. 30 seconds after ingestion.
I was shocked when I was out of my body, seeing that whole world was 2D and moved away remaining in half of my vision. Another half was amazingly bright with beautiful patterns that I couldn't "see". I was blinded by intensity of my experience. Only saw my girl standing there and looking totally strange. I'm skeptic and I couldn't believe what is happening. I saw whole reality and my life like a scene in a movie and someone shouted (I think it was in consensual reality) "let's get out of here". I thought "good idea!". I couldn't believe it and then THEY showed me. They morphed whole reality (I had closed my eyes but I don't remember to do it and I saw external world at my "side"). Then I knew I wasn't alone. There where friends that are there: out-of-space-time. They showed me that life is like a movie and I'm doing my part. No matter what I would do or what terrible things happened to me it was like a movie - unreal. This was amazing! I felt like EVERYONE where there. It was like heaven. They said that "I'm not ready" and my girlfriend said that I was repeating it while laying on ground. Then hundreds of thoughts rushed through my head. It was like hundreds of talks that I've done in "consensual" friend from Earth. I think that some were past and some where future. I was out-of-time, so I thought that I would NEVER smoke salvia again and then I saw myself sitting on a couch in my consensual friend's flat and holding a pipe with salvia.
Then I was partly back. I heard sounds from consensual reality. It felt like only this part of universe that I was aware of existed. I heard noises all around me (it was city and I heard people in their homes, cars and trains). I was totally confused and didn't knew what was happening and those sounds that where all around me made my alert of any dangers. I was almost down but confused and a bit hallucinating for next half of an hour. It was the best thing that ever occurred me (except my birth perhaps). I feel healed, repaired and refreshed. I think that other trips only forced me to crawl through reality labyrinth and sometimes we manage to "get it" and sometimes not (bad trips I think). This one was different. You don't only get it but you fall into this. I think that I was given a chance to experience Heaven. Something that is over our individuality but is very dear to our hearts. A place where YOU are without you. To paraphrase McKenna - it wasn't another state of mind, it was another place. I don't understand people that tell about their hallucinations and funny stuff. It wasn't funny... it was astonishing! Sorry for crappy English!
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Edited by Kras (05/07/06 07:58 AM)
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redgreenvines
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Re: Salvia: level 5 [Re: Kras]
#5597293 - 05/06/06 09:37 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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astonishing is exactly the right word
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rockytop83
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Registered: 01/21/04
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Loc: Rocky-lachians
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Ive felt many of the same effects you mentioned.
strange isnt it?
Ive been there about 4 times, each time I got the same feelings but at the same time every 'trip' was different. Ive never had a bad time with salvia, it always leaves me feeling refreshed with a new outlook on life. However, Im half afraid to go there again. Salvia is so powerful, that Im afraid if I did have a bad 'trip' that it would be HORRIBLE. The other half of me says 'dont be afraid, let her show you somthing special and you know its over shortly'.
I think I would feel better about it if I actually grew the plant myself, opposed to buying extracts.
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Kras


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Re: Salvia: level 5 [Re: rockytop83]
#5600076 - 05/07/06 03:15 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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Respect Salvia and she will reward you in return. Abuse her and she will show you how hell looks like. It's this same with all psychedelics. You probably know it but if you don't it may prove to be worth mentioning it. Maybe do something to earn her blessing? If you don't meditate - start doing it. If you know that there is something you should change in your life - do it. If your heart and intentions are pure then there is nothing to worry about. If you do worry, ask yourself: why? I also found esoteric and religious teachings very useful. A good Tarot deck is a must have for me. So many secrets can be learned from it. On a trip you just feel the power of cards and they are extremely helpful for me... but this is an off-topic. Sorry
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