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inoculatedGreif
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what I love in live is growing. that might sound common, but Ive had a fascination with how stuff grows, hair, tree,plants, and yes mushrooms.that and animals. what i want in life is to be able to walk out my door and feel how awsome a day is, without someone being an ass, and me having to push that aside.but like you said people will never change. are you in buisness for your self? how did you get to where you are now? as for growing mj, I live in the city and its impossible to get up to the mountains. i dont have a vehicle at the moment.
-------------------- one branch of man turns away what has made us who we are, the other,excepts it for how its made man. which path do you choose? ------------------------------------- Man takes advantage of who he is,nature is his home, where he evolved from. So why does he turn it down, defy, and mutalate his birth ground? why does he spread disease, murder his native animals,rape and torture his land, and still feel descent of who he is? live a life that is not true? excepts an artificial home?
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natethegr8t
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This thread....is a CLASSIC example, of the way we humans are domesticated....paticularly english/american people. We grow up and live life worrying about BULLshit little things....believing our LYING minds 100% and living a pure hell. This is all a dream, and nothing is how it seems. We are brought up this way to keep us from the real truths....to keep us CONSTANTLY thinking over and over...worrying about what others think of us, and what we think of ourselves, and its all LIES! WAKE UP! Nothing is real!!!!
-------------------- Whoever can see through all fear will always be safe ~ Tao Te Ching
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eligal
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Re: I realy hate people.. [Re: natethegr8t]
#5616266 - 05/11/06 03:35 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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-------------------- \m/ Spanksta \m/ "do you have the freedom to do with your nervous system what you want?" "MolokoMilkPlus said: I'll respect you if you let me give you a blow job" "tactik said: respect the can."
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inoculatedGreif
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Re: I realy hate people.. [Re: natethegr8t]
#5616563 - 05/11/06 09:47 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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natethegr8t said: This thread....is a CLASSIC example, of the way we humans are domesticated....paticularly english/american people. We grow up and live life worrying about BULLshit little things....believing our LYING minds 100% and living a pure hell. This is all a dream, and nothing is how it seems. We are brought up this way to keep us from the real truths....to keep us CONSTANTLY thinking over and over...worrying about what others think of us, and what we think of ourselves, and its all LIES! WAKE UP! Nothing is real!!!!
I agree 100%. theyve inprinted in our heads that if we dont work and pay a fee, then we will die. we need to be controlled to live, wich isnt right. people such as the gov. and every day people forget were they started. nature. but instead they cut down forest and get wraped up in the spider web of lies, and problem. to servive you have to except the control, thats what america is about. its so fuckin pathetic. and the people who realize this, and dont want to do either have to give in for servival, or they waste away.( the so called failures, and discraces of society). and that pisses me off so bad, in a way I dont want to work, or deal with this bullshit, but the goverment has it riged so tight, that you have no choice. what has this world came to?..
-------------------- one branch of man turns away what has made us who we are, the other,excepts it for how its made man. which path do you choose? ------------------------------------- Man takes advantage of who he is,nature is his home, where he evolved from. So why does he turn it down, defy, and mutalate his birth ground? why does he spread disease, murder his native animals,rape and torture his land, and still feel descent of who he is? live a life that is not true? excepts an artificial home?
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natethegr8t
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Mind control....specifically Masonic mind control, is a perfected science...the science of fear. It goes so deep, that people these days domesticate themselves!! And it is spreading thooughout the planet like wild fire!!!
Computers, organized religion and TV have brought in the new age of slavery, we slave away just so we can get what we see on TV, and be like this or that person...because heaven forbid...what if they think i am stupid or lame...OH NO!!! I better start working harder so i can afford that nice boat....then people will think i am cooooool...BULLSHIT!! hahaha all LIES....and its crazy that people are taught to believe whatever thier CONTROLLED minds tell them...like 100%...
The only escape I have is meditation and drumming, and trying to return to our TRUE roots.
-------------------- Whoever can see through all fear will always be safe ~ Tao Te Ching
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inoculatedGreif
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Re: I realy hate people.. [Re: natethegr8t]
#5616654 - 05/11/06 10:38 AM (17 years, 8 months ago) |
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I know man, alot of the people I know would be out on the streets if they wernt working, just beacause shit is so expensive..its all bullshit.
you drum, what do you play? I know my bros looking for a drumer here in colorado.he plays some bad ass heavy metal.
-------------------- one branch of man turns away what has made us who we are, the other,excepts it for how its made man. which path do you choose? ------------------------------------- Man takes advantage of who he is,nature is his home, where he evolved from. So why does he turn it down, defy, and mutalate his birth ground? why does he spread disease, murder his native animals,rape and torture his land, and still feel descent of who he is? live a life that is not true? excepts an artificial home?
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DoctorJ


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inoculatedGreif said: ..I dont live with my at home im with a roomie, I lost my job and am having a crap time finding another. you say your life is what you make it, how can I enjoy my life when nobodys leting me enjoy it? I did good for my self, moved out got a job and then bam. its crap, work your ass off for people who dont care who you are, even my family. my sis, bro, dad, mom. theyve ben working their asses off for years, and thell be doing it way past retirement age. its a circle, I can help people out and be chrpy stop smoking pot, and quite growing mushrooms, but thats not going to help me. Ive helped my bro out with a shit load of stuff, and im proud of it because hes my bro. but thats it, nobodys done crap for me but my family. Ive chosen what I want to do in life, but there again there just dreams.no matter how hard I try I cant get ahead. all I have time for is work, and do some shrooms on weakends to relax, maybe smoke a bowle. I have a ball of clay and I form it, but the more crap and people I deal with it turns it in to crap. maybe your right, but how would I go about doing it? I have no money, and dont have a good enough job to get money to do stuff. like I said its a circle, you work, paybills work more. it be all right if there wasnt people being ass wholes, and acting stupid 24/7, but they do. maybe im just venting,but the modern worlds depressed me. I can go out tommorrow and do better, but what then. I still get treated like shit, and im supose to love and help the people? hell no. if this is what being an "adult" is all about than ill pass.
Let me tell you a little story, dear child.
When I was a small child I discovered I had the ability to enter peoples minds and influence their thoughts. For the first part of my life, I was pretty benevolent in the use of this power.
Then the teenage hormones kicked in, and the devil inside grew restless. I had this little manson family thing going on, where I would get together with a bunch of people, we would all eat acid, and I would manipulate them.
By the time I realized how wrong I was in doing this, I had already amassed a huge debt of bad karma. Luckily, a very good friend of mine turned me onto kabbalah, white high magik, and I began studying it and practicing it, as well as the tao.
The first year of living for the light was very arduous. It seemed as though my faith was not being rewarded, but in reality the fruits of my faith were being used to pay off the debts I had amassed. Many times in those first few years, I was tempted to go back to my old ways, to say 'fuck it' and just be evil again.
But now, 5 years later, I am happy to report the debt repaid and myself both stronger and wiser for taking out the loan.
believe. even in the face of overwhelming evidence, believe. Even in the face of tremendous disappointment, believe.
remember: you can't gamble with one-sided dice!
Love and Service,
J
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Life can be a shit sandwich sometimes... you have the choice if your gonna eat it or not.
There will always be assholes trying to use you as a door mat... don't let people abuse you...tell people when they hurt your feelings. do it in a positive way if you can...rather than lashing out.
Make friends with people that will treat you the way you would like to be treated. and in return...treat your friends the way that you would like to be treated. You will learn to enjoy other people more... or else just get a dog. A dog will love you no matter what!~
Don't worry about the World... just take care of you...and enjoy the time that you have on this earth. If you spend your whole life upset or depressed on how the rest of the World is... your gonna piss your life away.
Life is too short to be worrying about things outside of your control.
Take chances in life...don't end up living in your house with the curtains drawn shut...scared to leave the house.
That isn't living!~
If you ever need someone to talk to...please feel free to pm me. The best way to get out of being depressed is talking to someone about what is bothering you.
tc
-------------------- Laterz, Road Who the hell you callin crazy? You wouldn't know what crazy was if Charles Manson was eating froot loops on your front porch! Brainiac said: PM the names with on there names, that means they have mushrooms for sale.
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