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TheShroomNinja
Humbled Bastard Man


Registered: 02/27/06
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A Very Very bumpy ride with lucy. that changed me for the best
#5561714 - 04/27/06 04:24 AM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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well it all started about 3 months ago. i've been lazy so forgive my delay, but anyways me and my friend eric where just wanderin around one day in my house and gettin lit like usual. my friend sam was going to get me some fungus so i was eagerly awaiting her bekon. about 30 mins later she calls and says "dude i cant get you any fungus but i can get you doses right now!" now this would be my 2nd time frying, but realy it'd be my first true time with it. so i said yea come over and shit. she came about 30 mins later cuz they had to go buy something to put the cid on.
as they pulled up i was chillin outside. i noticed she had a passenger. a kindly ol hippy complete with dread tam and eveyrthing. i walk up to the car and the first thing i said was "now ya sure this aint no bath tub shit right" the hippy looked kinda offened and said "man i should leave right now" jokingly but you could tell he was some what bothered by my arrogant remark. so anyways as he's doseing my teddy ghrams with lucy he keep giving me a weird eye. he pulledo ut this eye dropper ful of what appeared to be lucy. so i bought 35$'s worth.
now the guy warned me to only take one cuz its strong stuff and so did my homies who hooked it up. i had never had a "good" trip like i wanted at the time. so i took 2. dumb idea haha. anyways i plopped them in my mouth and let it dissolve with some water and let it sit. instantly my whole mouth was tingleing. i knew what i had was good. my homie ate one for the first time.
so where sittign there watching videos and such in my rom and then i start to notice things and im coming up rather fast. i took it at about 5 and it really kicked in by 6. i had an empty stomach aswell. so i start gettin all loopy and shit and then my friend sam calls and says "hey dee, whats up man? how many did you take" i said 2 she says "DUDE YOU'RE GUNNA DIE" i knew at that point that i was fucked cuz she set my trip for me. so i started trippin abd getting really parinoid. so i put on a timothy leary intro for a voyage. as im laying there every sound starts gettin uncomfertably loud and intense. i could feel them. so i start flippin out and i yell "turn it off,turn it off turn it offf!!!" so i switched it to marley and turned it all the way down,
i coudl still hear it clearly tho. so i start feelin it as im laying there and then bam i feel all these weird feelings. all i cant remember is thinking that my dad was video taping me and such. then my dads friend brian and experianced tripper came over and was talkin to me. so he left outaa my room and i remember havign the phone. it rang so i answered it. sam said she and her bf where coming over. i got scared and hung up. it rang again instantly, this tiem it was brains voice and we talked and i was flippin out i didnt know who it was or who i was or anything. so after that a few times i hit my peak. i blacked out and seem to remember vaguely seeing my passed out body one the floor with emt's all around me with tubes down my throat and ill. i remember feeling them and also that thing where they yell clear! then i remember tihnking i foudn soemtihngo ut that i wasnt spose to and i was dissapearing and about to sease to be ie exsist.
i freaked out cuz i came back to counsiousness for a lil bit only to find sam and her bf came over with 2 guys i didnt know, which amde it weird for me. i was trippin bad. they smoked osme jays and when i was smoking them they would deplete and fill up liek sand blowign in the wind. then time went really fastsped up liek crazy. it hurt to walk. cuz my tactile was beyond explainable. i could feel so much. anyways i freaked out and had a moment of truth kinda then they were all tryin to calm me down and stickign weed and cigs in my veiw "in attemps to calm me down" i guess. then i blackedo tu when they left, they said theyd be back. so i remember wakign up in a body bad or i was just dead and i was fully counsious(one of my fears) i was yelling for my dad to not let them(the emt's) let me die, to keep trying to bring me back. the whole tiem i was askign myself "wha tabout my dad" i remember the feeling of not knowign which way to go. to stay here or go into the unknown that was beckoning me. then i came back for a bit. to find my friend gone and my dad gone.
i got parinoid again and thought he had a bad one and ran out into the wild or soemthing. i had no idea where my dad was(he knew i was frying, hes cool) then i looked at the plant i had of mj and it started growing like rapidly liek scary movie 2 and i got scared and ripped it out cuz 1 i thought the cops where coming cuz someoen had called them and i was scared it was gunna smoke or eat me. then. after a bit i was cool. when i looked at the clock it was 1 amish. i was stil ltrippin hard.
the musics verses and vocals where backwards with the music the same. i then puto n goa gil and chileld a bit. i cant explain the state of mind. only say zen like. after that sam and her bf came back over and smoked me out i apologized and shit they left and i stood up more trippin and i wen to sleep at 6 am. i woke up feeling great and a new look on life i had a more belife in a oversoul of life and myself and all my abilities seemd to increase. i remember that trip all the time. it was so scary and fun lol. my ego died for the first time that night. it got worse when i started tihnkign that i fucked up in my quest for answers and my internal development and that i was going to have to be put into a mental instutution. i remember during my out of body part of the trip when i tohught all the emt's where trying to save me that i was in my dads body or just his point of veiw but i could feel his sorrow and i watched him smoke these ciggarette fast and the tears and the cryign i felt it like a sharp razor in my heart. there's much more but it would be too long to make it shorter ill say this. i never was good with myself low self esteem fucked up life confused, me and my dad werent at our best and i had no ambision or faith in anything. it changed me for ever the the better i am no longer depressed or a lazy swine. i love life now so much cuz i tohught was done for that night. but i lived for my dad and even tohugh we still aint the best father son duo i still love him for what hes done for me and i was blinded my many of lifes traps and distractions to see anything. but im awake now, i see and know and i dont question why anymore. i know my path at least soemwhat better now~thank you for reading~
Edited by TheShroomNinja (04/27/06 04:26 AM)
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CarlZ
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Registered: 04/23/06
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Re: A Very Very bumpy ride with lucy. that changed me for the best [Re: TheShroomNinja]
#5563417 - 04/27/06 04:01 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Man, that's fucking sweet dude. I wouldn't like to go through the whole "bad trip" part of what you went through...but to be totally changed like you are now...it's crazy...like you're born again. I wish i could have that. I'd love to experience what you have...but i'm also pretty frightned about it. Your dad's cool with you trippin and shit...but my parents wouldn't be too happy, so it'd be hard for me. Anyways...great report, sorta scared me a little coz i remember the feeling of paranoia from one of my trips..which i didn't like too much. Take it easy man, cheers. Peace xx
-------------------- "an uninterrupted stream of fantastic images of extraordinary plasticity and vividness and accompanied by an intense kaleidoscopic play of colours" - Albert Hofmann
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TheShroomNinja
Humbled Bastard Man


Registered: 02/27/06
Posts: 284
Loc: Twilight zone
Last seen: 8 years, 11 months
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Re: A Very Very bumpy ride with lucy. that changed me for the best [Re: CarlZ]
#5565933 - 04/28/06 03:31 AM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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yeah, from my moms side of the family i was handed down parinoia. being a really bad stoner at the time wasnt good either. so naturally i jumped to conclusion that damn near killed me. i think if it had not been for sometihng telling me not to skip one breath, id be dead. i dont know why i took so much. maybe it was ment to be ya know. yeah my dad understands that im goin through my so called "thing" so long as i dont abuse the nature of it. it ruins the spirtuality. i think so much clearer now, idk why. maybe it has soemtihng to due with the pineal gland and such. im looking forward to dmt next haha
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