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OfflineDeeBohDamn
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5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper
    #5553456 - 04/24/06 11:52 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

A friend of mine called me one day during class to tell me a buddy of his in his religous studies class offered him two 150mg capsules with Meo-DMT crystals in them. We agreed for him and his GF to come over that evening to my appartment to try it out.
That evening as we discussed my friend and his GF arrived, and after my girlfriend and I briefly talked about the situation, we set up a circle of pillows in the middle of my living room and prepared for take off.
His GF was the most experinced tripper of us all, so she decided to go first. We emptied the brown/orange crystals onto a piece of foil and cut a straw. As we put the flame under the foil, the crystals vaporized immediatly, so much so that she failed to get a full hit. It still had some mild effects on her, enough to make her lay back, dazed, and she complained of some difficulty breathing. It wore off in 5 minutes or so.
With another capsule left, my friend and I decided to both do the dose at the same time. Once again we put the crystals onto the foil, and lit it up.
This is where my journey took its 90* straight down plummet into a rollercoster of mental and physical hysteria.

The last thing I remember seeing was alot of smoke coming out of my mouth, and none out of my friends.
"Oh sh*t, I took it all, Oh man, Here we GO!" I thought to myself.
My whole world began to close in on itself, reality as I knew it folding in ontop of me from every direction. With my last bit of consciousness I eased myself back into the bed of pillows and that is the last 'Real' thing I remember.
With my eyes closed, every breath filled my body completely, like I was pulling the air up through the ground undernethe me, filling every fiber, and then letting it out in a shakey wave of physical bliss. I could feel my arms curling up at my sides with every breath, sliding up my stomach and chest, my wrists curling under, rubbing my neck with the back of my hands uncontrollably. I could hear my friend say
'Dude are you Okay?'
and his girlfriend laugh
'Of course hes ok, look at the huge smile on his face. He looks like a cat rolling around on the floor!'
Thats is the last 'Real' thing I heard.
With another large breath the final shards of reality fell away, and all that was left was my soul. My physical being and all of its accompaniments had vanished, and all that was left of me was the voice in my head, the one that is narrorating this story right now.
I found my being to be a vessle of life, like an orb, in a great vast void. In one sense I felt completely alone, lost in space, but at the same time I felt as though I was one with everything around me. It felt like my soul was wide open.
My 'vision' persay, was more like being able to see in all directions, absolute wide open view, no filters. And all around me was the most brilliant collidoscope of colors, patterns, objects, emotions, lights, darknesses.
It was at this point I began to get vary scared.
I became so engrossed in my journey, so at one with everything, I had ceased to care about breathing anymore, because I could no long establish a connection with my physical body. I could only feel my soul breathe. I began to think I was dead, and that I had made the transition over to 'the other side?' I began to think about my girlfriend standing over my dead body, shaking me, calling out my name. I began to think about never coming back.
Panic nearly drove me to break, but my will was too strong.
"No" my soul said
"Youre not going to be an urban legend. Your not gunna fucking die."
"Breathe!"
With every bit of focus I had, I gasped in a deep breathe, and slowly let it out.
The time in between breathes seemed to last forever.
"Breathe!"
Every time Id breathe out, it felt longer and longer untill Id remember to breathe again.
-From the outside my friends and GF were seeing me breathe faster and faster, deeper and deeper, as if I was attempting to hyperventalate. My eyes would open briefly and show nothing but white, as I squirmed around on the floor, breathing more and more intensly every passing second.

I cannot say how long I was unreachable, my girlfriend says I didnt respond to anything she did for at least 2-3 minutes. It felt like 20-30 hours.
As suddenly as I had fadded out, my eyes opened and the walls of reality began to reconstruct. After a moment of panic and confusion I was able to make sense of things again. I looked up at my friend, still paralysed by body spasms. It took me some time to comprehend what had happened, to remember where I was, and why I was unable to speak. My head rolled back and forthe for a minute more as my body continued to spasm with each breathe.
I regained my powers of speech, and the only words I could utter for the first couple of minutes was "WOW" over and over again. My girlfriend began to talk to me, coaching me back into my own head. They wanted to know what it was like, where I went, what I saw. I couldnt possibly put it in words. I began to tear up, partly because I was so relieved to be alive, and partly because of the frustration of not being able to describe what had happened. I sat and wept in confusion for a moment, my girlfriend holding me and comforting me.
The afterglow lasted another 20 minutes or so, much of it feeling like a well dosed shroom trip, wavey visuals with paterns, intensity of light and contrast, circular thought patterns, and a tingly body high. I spent most of it trying to make some sense of the experience.
Within an hour I was completely sober again, but mentally exhausted.
For the next few days I couldnt get the experience out of my head. I was consumed by the thought of making sense of it. I was obsessed with trying to remember fine details, any details. It was the single most life changing experience Ive ever had, without a doubt.
To this day I get chills when I think about it.
I dont know if I would ever do this again or not. Part of me wants to go back, to see it all again, to return unafraid and take it in with confidence.
The other part of me is terrified I may never awake again.

**This is not something I would recommend to everyone, or for that matter, almost ANYONE. To the wrong person it could be a severly traumatising and terrifying experience, and Im fully convinced that had I not had the presence of mind to keep breathing, I may have stopped and died. This is a spiritual journey, a test of your very will and soul, not just some recreational trip. Unless you have absolute confidence in your self mastery and awareness, do not even THINK about experimenting with 5-MeO-DMT. This is in no way meant to make me look like a badass... I was in way prepared for what happened to me, so much so I wept at the end of it all. Im offering my story more as a warning than anything else. DO NOT dabble in such things unless you know what youre getting into.


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: DeeBohDamn]
    #5553756 - 04/25/06 01:47 AM (17 years, 9 months ago)

that is quite a fascinating report. have you read any other reports where people reported difficulty or even inability to breathe? this would definitely stop me from ever trying the substance, no matter how mindblowing it could be. Thanks for the beautiful words, and the warning.


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: Jeroen198]
    #5554289 - 04/25/06 08:46 AM (17 years, 9 months ago)

On Erowid, it common amongst the resports for people to be fixated on the act of breathing, as if it required a concious effort or they would stop. This is much how I felt, which leads me to believe its a common effect.
It wasnt really that breathing was difficult... its just when you cant see or feel your body anymore, you cant feel your lungs craving oxygen, you dont feel the need to breathe anymore. When I realized I had been so lost in my trip that I had stopped breathing, it scared the life back into me.


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: DeeBohDamn]
    #5555381 - 04/25/06 03:52 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

when i smoked it i had difficulty breathing also, but not so much difficult as you said. it's like you have to focus on your breathing much more than you would normally.

i took 2 hits, laid back, and was swept with panic and fear. i thought about having a heart attack (because my heart was beating so fast), my parents taking me to the ER because of this chemical, dying from the chemical, my funeral, being put in a grave, etc. frightening for some, marvelous for others. made me appreciate life much more.


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: mushiemountain]
    #5558794 - 04/26/06 02:02 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

I'm going to be trying this one soon, and I was considering taking a half dose of aspirin an hour beforehand, to thin the blood some, as well as a half-day fast.

I appreciate the good report. It mirrors what I've already read, and reenforces my resolve to do this chem, but not underestimate it.


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: Radioethiopia]
    #5558862 - 04/26/06 02:20 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

why would you thin your blood before doing it? just curious.


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: Jeroen198]
    #5558911 - 04/26/06 02:39 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

Sounds like something the substance would create.

GJ and was an enjoyable experience to have had the privilege to stare at your report for 2-3 minutes. To bad it was nothing like my ordeal with 5meodmt.


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: Muppet69_420]
    #5559970 - 04/26/06 07:31 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

I would thin the blood to calm any worry about heart attack symptoms...more for the psychological benefit of knowing its "in me", than the supposed preventative qualities it has...

It's just a quirk I have, certainly not valid advice for all.

I forgot to ask earlier, DeeBoh, did you actually take the whole hit yourself or did your friend get some smoke too?


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: Radioethiopia]
    #5583449 - 05/02/06 09:52 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

Well, like I said, the last thing I saw clearly was the smoke coming out of my mouth, and what appeared to be none out of my friends.
He told me after I came to that he didnt get anything.
I kinda felt bad, cuz I wasnt even gunna do it in the first place, and ended up stealing the whole hit :P

Radio, Goodluck, have fun, and if/when you black out into lala land my best advice is to remember that no matter how long it feels, its realistically only a matter of moments, so just keep your cool.
There is truely nothing else I can say to prepare you for the experience... there is nothing that could ever prapare you for that kind of an experience. GL, Be safe. :smile:


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: Radioethiopia]
    #5587453 - 05/03/06 07:49 PM (17 years, 8 months ago)

so taking a half dose of aspirin would make me not worry about heart attack symptoms? i am kind of confused.

if so, then i should try that because the whole trip i believed i was going to die from a heart attack.


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: mushiemountain]
    #5600489 - 05/07/06 09:30 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

I never smoked it but it appears to be psychological problem rather then physiological. Ask your friends if you stopped breathing. It seems that your forced breath could make you to hyperventilate. THIS is dangerous! Breathing is quite autonomous function and if you stop breathing, after few seconds your body will take it over and do it for you. Even if you would like to stop breathing willingly you would pass out (if you manage to hold it for so long) and your body will take this function over. Don't worry about your body - it will care about itself during your Journey :smile:
Bon Voyage!


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Re: 5-MeO-DMT: First Time- Semi Experienced Tripper [Re: Kras]
    #5604411 - 05/08/06 10:07 AM (17 years, 8 months ago)

My theory is that time became so dialated that the time in between each breath seemed dangerously long to me. As each passing second felt longer and longer, I thought I had been not breathing for longer and longer. I tried to compensate for it, but from the outside my friends saw me breathing faster and faster as time got more and more dialated.


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