Just after 9th grade (in the summer), I had tried weed and hash and I knew the names and effects of most drugs... But, my cousin brought some ones I've never heard about before to my house...
When my parents went out for the day, my cousin pulled a sandwich sized bag of brown-topped mushrooms out. I asked lots of questions, but he just said "They make you, laugh and they're not poisonous." I then ate a couple mushroom caps (half of the bag) that tasted pretty bad and drank pop afterward to wash away the taste. I thought my cousin got ripped off, because I wasn't high. I sat there with him, watching TV for a while, pretty pissed, but he seemed not pissed at all and didn't answer why he wasn't...
After about a show and a half I started to noticed weird colour and light patterns occur on the TV. They came and stopped, came and stopped. Then I noticed they became more common and things in the room were "alive". I started breathing heavily and wondering what was going on. My cousin leaned over to ask me what was wrong (he wasin't tripping out yet). That set me off, his voice faded away and I couldn't really listen to him, it was like the "cheesed" feeling on pot. Half his face rearranged and the other melted! I ran to the front door and the feeling felt like a first-person shooter video game (It feels like you're controlling the character, but can't feel what they feel)....
I became paranoid and ran outside and then I started to have a good trip. The trees, grass and nature were very birght. I ran up to a tree that looked the most dead. And a voice in my head was rining, it may have been coming from behind me, but I had sworn the tree had said it. It said "I'm tripped out on shroooooooommms!" I laughed soo hard. And I talked to the tree about nothing in particular, just like "hi" and "bye" then "hi" again. Then the tree was talking like a wise man. He was saying things I didn't understand, but it was like nature was explaining to me many things. And I thanked the tree 20 times and ran off somewehere. It felt soo good. I laughed and watch plants and bushes dance and come alive! Then it became really intense, and queasy, but not too unenjoyable... Then I felt very disoriented and lost, it was sort of like scenes from disney moveies when they're in the forrest running away from imaginary "tree monsters" and things. I was in a forrest, that's all I had to think "forrest". It became so intense that I was in a world consisting only of trees...
After I started to "come off" I found out I was at the mouth of a ravine. I then started home and found my cousin lying on the grass by the tree I had spoken to. I then tapped him and asked him if he was ok. He was still, "Not there". I then asked him questions about where he was and I had to refrase like 10 times. He was able to say my name and stuff... I waited about 30 minutes there, and people started whent they drove by. My cousin, still a bit tippsy wobbled home with me!
Was this experience my cousin tripping me out, was it my mind or was it nature? I don't know, but I can say it was spiritual and fun!
-------------------- I believe with the advent of acid we discovered new way to think and it had to do with piecing together new thoughts of mind. Why is it that people think it's so evil? What is it about it that there is scares people so deeply? Because they are afraid that there is more to reality than they have ever confronted. That there are doors that they're afraid to go in and they don't want us to go in there either because if we go in, there we might learn something that they don't know. And that makes us a little out of their control.
Edited by colimon (04/26/06 06:07 PM)
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