Last night I tried it for the second time. This time I had a sitter.
This time everything around me became totally 2 dimensional. Flat, like a sheet of paper. It wasn't just my room that was flat either, but my universe as I knew it was stretched out onto a thin sheet. I was then pulled off of this sheet that contained everything Ive ever known. My memory gets a little foggy here, but I remember it felt just like last night. I was no longer in my human form, but I couldn't really tell what I looked like or was a part of. I did feel as if I was just a small part of a much larger being or form. And then I felt like I was about to crash. I mean I felt like I was about to come to my senses (in this salvia world) and there was someone who was just out of sight (but the presence was def. there) who appeared to be waiting for me. It was about this time that I began to be forced back into my own body, which was still laying on the couch as though time had stopped. This was an overwhelming sensation. I was so happy to be coming back to this life knowing that there's something more to it. As I came to, I felt myself as well as everything around me becoming dimensional again. Then I looked at my sitter, I could tell she was concerned (shes never seen nor experienced this). At that point in time, she was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. She was the first thing that I saw that reminded me of who I really was. I still couldn't communicate with her very well at this point. But I could get "whoa.... hold on.." out of my mouth. For the next 2 minutes or so, everything gently came back to normal.
I tried explaining what I had just gone through, but for those experienced with Salvia (although I wouldn't call myself very experienced) you know its not like anything else on this planet. I asked her what I looked like, did, said while I was gone. She told me that after I took the hit and laid the pipe down I kinda laid back on the couch. I remember this and also remember holding the smoke until I felt faint. Then I was out, She said hardly any smoke came out at all. I just suddenly went limp. My eyes were went from shut to WIDE open to shut again and WIDE OPEN again, and right before I started to 'come to' I said "what????" In a very deep and concerned voice. I think I remember thinking "what???" in both my salvia experiences. As in, what you get out of the experience is so overwhelming you cant believe what your seeing. Asking "what" was like asking "is this for real, i cant believe..."
Anyway, I think I'm going to refrain from using anymore for a while. She showed me what I needed to see, but didn't expect to see. This is a plant that if you choose to partake, partake with the up most respect.
Oh, on a side note, The vendor I ordered this from wrote me a little mesage with the order it said "get it while you can". Which I beleive means Salvias soon to be scheduled. With all the press its getting lately I wouldnt doubt it. Its a shame that because there are people out there who just use drugs to abuse drugs it ruins for the rest of us who can actually learn somthing from them. Anyone know where I can get a Salvia cuttling?
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  ~You know that same rowdy crowd was here last night is back again~
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