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Hah... I can sort of read what you were doing in your head through what you wrote.
That's why I love stream of consciousness... if the person writing it was actually doing a true stream of consciousness, then you really get a sense of seeing how they think; it's sharing their string of thoughts. That's really cool to me.
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Re: Dear sweet god! [Re: Konnrade]
#5509053 - 04/12/06 05:17 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Class One railroads of doom in my front yard rest the mind and rest the body too must sleep and not enough awake conflict, contradict internally. metal, need some metal NOW I'm loosing it slowly. sinking into distorted guitars and latin operatic too much too much word play and thought. I'm a visual person not a literary one. should be studying, lazy instead what to do...kind of hungry paranoia paranoia they fucking hate me I fucked up what did I do? I can't recall anything. something is not right though. something is not right between me and them. but what? I paid my bills, have no debts. been nothing but nice. what the fuck. Probably delusional. I hope I am.
hmmm...that was interesting...I just kinda typed out my internal monologue...I guess thats how it sort of works huh?
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you are officially required to attend the NE gathering and be placed on public display.
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I just realized... I should do this under the influence.
I'm really paranoid, so if I did a stream of consciousness during that... it would be pretty interesting to see. Especially with all my tendency to change ideas super fast, and to think of rediculous scenarious.
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I opened my Notepad not too long ago and I remember I wrote something like 2 years ago while wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fucked up... "Hitler invented the high five!"
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Damn I hate stream of consciousness.
All it does is say you have nothing better to do.
Why don't you provide for your family? I hear bird-hunting is supposed to be great this time of year. Assuming I do hunt birds-and I don't-I do believe I'd choose the quail. Those little bastards get in my way of running everytime I decide to go in the park. The park's really the only place I can go since running on concrete fucks my legs. They hurt bad enough sometimes to be considered a female a dog, but they certainly don't fuck me over like Hitler fucked the Jews. Or Bill fucked Monica. Or how I wonder if I'll get fucked. It's not so bad if you just relax. The ecstasy crossroad between pain and pleasure is one I'd gladly hitch hike on. I just hope I don't get picked up like a serial rapist. That seems to happen a lot these days. Oh well. I can't technically be raped because I enjoy sex, but that doesn't mean I'd let my attacker do it to other people. Moral ambiguity? Whatever
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it IS possible to be raped and enjoy it... i think.
iinm, the only technical requirement for rape is to say, "no" and it happen anyway.
this has happened to me when i was really really sick and sincerely didn't want sex. i said no and was too weak to fight back. i didn't necessarily enjoy it or not enjoy it. in my mind it WAS rape but i certainly don't feel too scarred by it.
i cannot help the fact that my penis will become erect with enough stimulation despite my state of mind.
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Was it your wife?
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The stimulation thing happens to a lot of people
Doesn't really matter if you like it or not
Of course, I think if you enjoy the rape it sorta nullifiess your defense against it
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it was the person who would become my wife long before she was my wife. i think we had only been together something like 3 weeks.
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Well, if you said no at first, but then you enjoyed it... then perhaps it's fair to say you changed your mind?
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Re: Dear sweet god! [Re: Konnrade]
#5509163 - 04/12/06 05:45 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Marvin does what marvin will, but jerk-socks attack fello freeloaders with aplomb. back! cocksucker's pit bull shouts aggro-steez but the fellas just look on in wonder. if the ketchup's on the corner you know missy elliot's comin to da party, whereas sumptuous pantyhose relinquish the stake, jersey will always be on top.
I like this game. Yours rules btw. 
I stayed up late one night on adderall and wrote a 10 page poem in this style, I'll post it up once I find it.
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Re: Dear sweet god! [Re: Konnrade]
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Konnrade said: Well, if you said no at first, but then you enjoyed it... then perhaps it's fair to say you changed your mind?
like i said, i didn't particularly enjoy it. it was like getting a shot at the doctor or something. you can't stop it and trying to is only going to make it hurt. just relax and wait for it to end. i'm sure many women have felt that way about sex... just smile and act like you like it so you can never do this again. it was definitely a unique experience.
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I'm going to ponder on that while I go smoke my peace pipe
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Re: Dear sweet god! [Re: Konnrade]
#5509291 - 04/12/06 06:22 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Konnrade said: Have you ever just opened up Notepad and wrote a completely bizarre stream of consciousness?
Ask Flowy this question.
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Re: Dear sweet god! [Re: Konnrade]
#5511373 - 04/13/06 07:55 AM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Hmm, interesting, I'm next 
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Ah, to compare you to a summer's fistfight, futile. Something's wrong in the methoxy department, I.. can't put my finger on it, it's still sore. The neon lights entice my presence, plutonium lights the sky tonight. Roses are red and violence black and blue, I'm sorry dude but the joke's on you. Still laughing away the ethyl but the drunkenness cannot be swayed. John Gacy laid thirty under the floorboards, I guess I can lay a twenty on a bum tonight, or perhaps a fourtyfive. Wandering the streets, amphetamine eyes try to force an angry fix from my wallet. Bring it on.
Ummm.. I sense a touch of subliminal aggression here
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Re: Dear sweet god! [Re: Asante]
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There is a it of an aggressive theme there. Hell, there's even a John Wayne Gacy reference.
It's neat how some people have fairly logical sentence structure, like you did... and others come a lot closer to disregarding grammatical rules, like I did.
I wonder, then... is something such as sentence structure capable of being embedded as a subconscious, instinctive process? Perhaps people can, even when not really trying, form decently constructed sentences?
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Re: Dear sweet god! [Re: Konnrade]
#5512923 - 04/13/06 04:36 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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There are so many different psychological functions involved in the creation of a paragraph. Nouns are generated in a wholly different part of the brain than verbs. Sentence structure is completely independent from vocabulary. Etc. So perhaps those who have coherent sentence structure (wiccan, myself) are unable to get our grammatical functions fully randomized. I'm glad my girlfriend is a psych major, its world-dissolving stuff.
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Re: Dear sweet god! [Re: Konnrade]
#5512963 - 04/13/06 04:53 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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My piece is a bit like "automatic writing" whereas yours is more dreamlike/delirious. (thats a good thing ^_^)
When I'm delirious I'm a lot like how you write, konnrade, basically I detach some psychological functions whereas you let yourself slip into sleep mode.
It's the how you do that what's interesting
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