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***My After - Shroomz Experience***
    #5505565 - 04/11/06 09:02 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

So.... It has been almost a year since my last post , some of you may still remember me!!??!

Let's just say that things didn't turned out as I expected them to. This is my experience...:

I used shroomz, salvia and marijuana for about 4 years... At the time it seemed like a cool idea and to say the truth I learned quite a few things from it, broadened my mind even more but in the process of doing it, I kind of...well...overdone it.

The summer past, I had some personal and work problems that really really stressed me. What happened after that? On November I had a flashback which lasted untill before 1 month...that is 4 full months 24/7 flashback. I was seeing things, objects as if I had ingested a very small amount of shroomz. Together with that came all the strange thoughts that shroomz have as an outcome etc etc. I went to a psychiatrist for the first time in my life as I really was on the limit after the first 2 weeks. He prescribed me some xanax(anti-anxiety medication) and said that in our next meeting he will probably prescribe me some anti-depressants too. There never was a second meeting because I didn't want to go. In my experience so far, people that start these kinds of medication have a really hard time withdrawing and many times they never do. Plus the psychiatrist told me that there was nothing wrong with me and that I just had severe anxiety and depression and I knew that that wasn't the case. In that point I should mention that I told him everything I did in my life...everything. So, with my condition getting worse, I was having some very schizophrenic-like thoughts, I decided to try homeopathy.

(For those of you who don't know what this is, it very roughly is the type of therapy in which they prescribe you with some plant extracts which in small quantities should have caused the same problem as that which you are trying to solve but they don't, in the contrary they cause a very slow and stable improvement).

This homeopathy doctor "interviewed me" for 2 hours straight and then he told me: "You have a mixture of conditions. It is a mixture of a syndrome caused by the shit you did, high anxiety and depression." I asked him if I was going to be ok and he told me 100% yes that I will be even better than I was before. But first, he said, we must clear your head from all these psychedelic shit. Now I put 100% of my trust to that doctor and that is because he told me the truth. Now...

After the first 2 months of homeopathy there was an average of 70% reduction in the visuals and thoughts. This Friday it will be 4 months since I started. I have an average of 94% reduction. It seems that I will be ok after all.... But... I still feel dysphoria many times with no apparent reason, dizzy and depressed. But I feel that I am getting better and that all these will change eventually and I can be my normal self again....

Here I should say that I am posting this to the Spirituality & Philosophy forum because this is where I used to hang out and want to hear some persons opinions...

So....that was my story...there were a few times when I thought to end this all[and I have never thought about that in my whole life(I am 23)and I used to think that people who think that are cowards but that is not the case.... whoever says that(past-me) has not been through some tough shit in his life], times when I felt I was loosing my mind...I went through a situation which I wish none of you will have to face...ever!!! Now I just want to be the open minded person I am and I really was even before all that, be happy for no reason as I used to be and live my life.

Live my life away from any kind of drug. Don't get me wrong...after all that has happened to me, I still think that everyone on the face of the earth should try psychedelics....especially lots of narrow-minded people because like it or not it broadens your field of understanding, consciousness and what reality and important things really are. It does lots of good things to you and gives you experiences that.....really.....you never thought..you could have....wait....no no no...I'll stop before I convince myself that I can set everything right with a nice warm cosy mushroom trip..!!!!??!?!!! :crazy2: :crazy2: :crazy2:

I can't believe I am joking about it.... That means I am getting better right? I thinks so... :rolleyes:


Point of the Post:
Psychedelics are good for you as a turbo is good to speed up an engine. But in a turbocharger if you allow it to spin more fast that it could handle, you get problems. Lots of them. Maybe. So.....do psychedelics but don't saturate your brain with them substances!!! And also know that even if you don't...you still have a chance of going through what I have gone through and maybe not be able to "return" like me...albeit a smaller one.

^^^Love,peace,health,friends^^^

Oh and something else. It is nice to talk about spirituality and philosophy issues if it makes you feel good and "fills you up" but don't dismiss the chance that there are many many things that could make you feel even better(depends on each character). Sorry, I am talking to myself here lol...

So, you, that had the patience to read my whole bloody post lol...what is your view on my experience and......will I get well again...???? :rolleyes: :confused: :confused: :rolleyes: :confused: :rolleyes: :rolleyes:


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Re: ***My After - Shroomz Experience*** [Re: Shroomerious]
    #5505635 - 04/11/06 09:15 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

i don't remember you from before, sorry but i am really glad to hear youre recovering. i also over did it with drugs and not a moment passes where i don't feel the affects. i am quite scared that i will be this way for the rest of my life, although i have improved tremendously over the last year (there was a time when just going to the bathroom or watching tv could and often would, trigger a panick attack). i also get the dysphoria for no apparent reason and it can be quite discouraging at times but i am trying to learn to just accept it. i havent gone to a psychiatrist because i dont think they would be able to help me and the last thing i want is more drugs.


'' I have an average of 94% reduction. ''

just curious but how can you come up with such an exact number?


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Re: ***My After - Shroomz Experience*** [Re: Deviate]
    #5505670 - 04/11/06 09:19 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

Just a feeling I have....But they are almost totally gone...90something%... Panic attacks...well...lots of them...before drugs?absolutely none. Every year that passes drug-free you will be better. Also...try homeopathy...It's extremely easy and will speed up any kind of recovery. The good thing about it is that it lets you, your mind, do the hard work of recovering with only a slight boost but at the end you will be stable as a rock. Anxiety is an everyday condition homeopathy treats!


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Re: ***My After - Shroomz Experience*** [Re: Shroomerious]
    #5506289 - 04/12/06 12:15 AM (17 years, 9 months ago)

Good health to you!

Ever since I started psychedelics, I always did so with a responsible mind ahead of it

I think this is something more people should do instead of becoming potheads in their early highschool years because of peer pressure and what not.

Also, I believe everytime youre going to venture into the psychedelic realm, you should do so because of the experience and well, fun of it... not to get 'fucked up'... Thats when you begin disrespecting drugs and all around start abusing them.

One rule of thumb if mine is, that if I didnt learn anything from my trip or got enlightened in any way, is that Im overdoing it and I should take a break off of them.


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Re: ***My After - Shroomz Experience*** [Re: DICK]
    #5506360 - 04/12/06 12:56 AM (17 years, 9 months ago)

I remember you! :grin:

Just how much drugs were you using before you started having your negative experiences, and how frequently were you using them?

You mentioned that you started having stress issues and stuff like that, if one's state of mind isn't in order going into it, there is quite possibly going to be problems.

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Re: ***My After - Shroomz Experience*** [Re: fireworks_god]
    #5506460 - 04/12/06 02:06 AM (17 years, 9 months ago)

I was alright when I started, no stress no nothing, but then I did a very stupid thing... I continued taking shroomz and salvia when I was bored and generally felt bad for various reasons!!! So, that means that....well...in other words I was feeling bad and bored and ingested shroomz to change something...not a good idea at all. When I first started I stuck to the "guidelines" like don't use shrooms if you feel bad, only use them to enhance your feelings or at least feel neutral. Anyway I did some mistakes....and now I am trying to find the way back and to say the truth I think I found it!! Only prob is that it is quite long. But is worth it....and I am walking it ;-)


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Re: ***My After - Shroomz Experience*** [Re: Deviate]
    #5507155 - 04/12/06 09:08 AM (17 years, 9 months ago)

flashback, or breakthrough?

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Re: ***My After - Shroomz Experience*** [Re: Gomp]
    #5508197 - 04/12/06 01:40 PM (17 years, 9 months ago)

Whatever it was, and I'm glad I can now almost totally feel like I can use the past tense, it made me realise some of the things I said were wrong. Lots of different things. Mostly narrow-minded stuff like for example that I would never go to a psychiatrist because what are friends for right???sometimes nobody can help, about the thought of suicide and I really can't believe I am saying this, can't believe it's me with the opinion that some things if were to last for a lifetime are not worth the try. (I mean if you had lost any hope that you may recover, imagine a 40years bad trip...).

Ultimately I think that it was a flashback of the stuff I did that caused some kind of breakthrough, a small one but yet an important one.

What would you do if someone told you that you will be like this for all your life because really this is one of the thoughts that really scares the shit out of you when you are in my situation and can't think clearly. I know, you'll say "pills man!!!"... Well yeah you can take pills I suppose for your whole life......


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