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leery11
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Incredible Softness
#5478707 - 04/04/06 10:54 AM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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When going to sleep with large amounts of energy flowing I sometimes hit this climax in which my entire body softens up inside out and I feel just inexplicably comfortable.
The first time it happened was on DXM. Then it happened a few times sober..... and last night on a bit of herb....
It happens when my conscious brain penetrates where it is not normally allowed to go and yet does not become sleepy enough to get hazy or foggy..... I basically penetrate sleep then immediately come back out, and when I come out my whole body goes super soft and I feel great!
Do you guys know what I mean? Do you have any idea if it corresponds to a chakra opening or anything like that? It's most good.
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Re: Incredible Softness [Re: leery11]
#5478716 - 04/04/06 10:59 AM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'd guess alpha brain waves or something along those lines.
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Re: Incredible Softness [Re: dblaney]
#5479476 - 04/04/06 02:59 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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i agree with the alpha waves, which are a result of meditation and deep relaxation
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Re: Incredible Softness [Re: leery11]
#5479635 - 04/04/06 03:48 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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snuggles the bare
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leery11
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Re: Incredible Softness [Re: Temptress]
#5480085 - 04/04/06 06:25 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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if it's alpha waves, I know I'm going way into theta before I come back out. Maybe instead of popping up to beta I stay in alpha though? That would make sense.
i went for a sleep study once and this guy said some people never even really stay in the alpha waves for any conceivable amount of time..... one moment in the night when i felt awake and asleep and neither at the same time, and had a good focus ... i seemed to be emitting alpha waves... just speculation though.
its verified that I'm going into theta though... my usual dance seems to be in and out of theta and beta without much middle ground, no real conscious hypnagogic state to straddle. (which would be an alpha/theta state?)
this is all upon GOING to bed and is irrelevant in the mornings though.
i can say that this kind of felt like being on opiates, only better.... except it wasn't lasting and you had to kind of focus on it, whereas with opiates you are just like "ahhhhhh... neat...." mmmm I can see why they are so addictive for people. I've only done them once.
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Re: Incredible Softness [Re: leery11]
#5480094 - 04/04/06 06:27 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Does it make you feel spiritually full?
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Re: Incredible Softness [Re: Disco Cat]
#5480168 - 04/04/06 06:54 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Ummm.... Yes, but with a no. When I feel things it's like I still don't feel them. This may be an energy dysfunction. Like I was doing spontaneous tai chi movements while stoned and it felt so good, but the ... sort of JOY just kind of flickered up then disappeared like just a tease... I was like "ah so this can bring ecstacy and inner peace.... nice" but I didn't really FEEL it....
and like..... when having an orgasm. sure i have it. but I don't "have" it at the same time and still feel normal. Maybe I have a strong ego-hold on things that keeps me from feeling... or maybe I've learned to round myself out so that everything is good and nothing is better than anything else.
It seems like you should be able to completley let go and be in a raptured frenzy of ecstatic peace, joy, pleasure, just screaming YES! or maybe even just being broken to tears.... but maybe this is as far as I'm willing to feel right now?
anyway..........
it's actually a bit personal but it came with a flash of memory/connection to someone which humbled me and made me re-evaluate my disconnection from life/other people. gave me a glimpse of pure humanity.
it also involved Jesus....... so I believe in him. But I don't. I pray to him sometimes... and I don't know, it seems like he helped me with this a bit more than I usually feel it but it was in the middle of the night. All I know is both believe and don't believe in him. I believe in him symbollically and taking him as a literal person .... is where I'm caught up. I'm thinking he's just someone inside you/everyone (i.e. Atman? inner God?) that eventually grows to become you so that you are transformed in all spiritual aspects.
-------------------- I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo! ....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human...... Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!
Edited by leery11 (04/04/06 06:56 PM)
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Re: Incredible Softness [Re: leery11]
#5482242 - 04/05/06 10:12 AM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Raised brainwaves..
hum, that sounds "right" ..
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