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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5479449 - 04/04/06 02:46 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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I feel like we are in a very bad episode of Kung-Fu
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Shroomism
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: goobler]
#5479597 - 04/04/06 03:35 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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TM is a megalomaniac sociopath.
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: Shroomism]
#5479905 - 04/04/06 05:20 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Shroomism, my trusted and beloved friend, it seems obvious that we each have made progress from the events of last night, productive time spent to say the very least. Your post was eloquently put, heartfelt and showed no sign of over-analyzing or filtering that would have prevented your full conveyance of your true thoughts and feelings. They came shining through in an impeccable fashion.
I'm so grateful for the help you provided in my head-shrinking, mind expanding, self-exploration and healing session. I couldn't have accomplished it without you.
When we make these kinds of strides in getting your life back on an even keel as you desire it to be, we'll be quite blessed with good fortune and good karma. Well, actually, we are already well covered there. Just expect further "boost".
Words can't possibly express how happy I am that you're here and for so many unexpectedly growing, positive reasons... It seems that fate must truly be shining upon us.
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"Have some congratulatory drugs." - C. Montgomery Burns I'll probably always do drugs, so that just contributes to the addiction to The Shroomery... It's a vicious circle of bliss. TM™
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5480117 - 04/04/06 06:32 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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It makes me happy to hear that you made some insights that will ultimately proove to be very beneficial to your existence. In the days after a trip, if you wish to maintain your new found awareness, it is important to watch your actions and listen to your thoughts. If you're like most people you'll gradually sink back into old habbits. Self-awareness is key.
I cannot stress how important meditation has become to me, I reccomend it to everyone. Check out the P&S forum for threads on meditation and self-awarenss, there is some gold in there.
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: Cherk]
#5480216 - 04/04/06 07:07 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Smoker For Peace said: If you're like most people
From what I learned last night, that is very subjective and difficult question. At this point, I'd have to say, "no, I don't think so, but I hope to grow to be so". Which can be a strong advantage in a case like this.
Thanks for your kindness and support.
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5480288 - 04/04/06 07:27 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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TM,
I'm glad you had a good experience. A wise man recently told me that people who Are trapped within the ego can only escape when things are really bad or when things are really good. It seems your really good experience has given you a glimpse of the outside. For this I am grateful. I have been praying for you.
In order to advance beyond the this initial stage of perceiving the true reality, you need to start living for others. You need to see others as equally as important as yourself (better to err on the side of more important than self). It seems to me that you helping Shroomism may be your beginning of living for others. 
You must never forget however that you have a tendency to incorrectly believe that you are more important than other people (It's a common problem). Never forget that in the end (death) self will be no more. What will continue is that part which is connected to the other.
Much love brother.
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: shroomydan]
#5480412 - 04/04/06 08:03 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Food for thought and more tears shed.
I love you too, bro, as I do this entire community.
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5480522 - 04/04/06 08:36 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Can I pretend to be a wayward Shroomerite and come up to your place so you can feed me E? Just kidding.
Edited by RandalFlagg (04/04/06 08:37 PM)
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SneezingPenis
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: RandalFlagg]
#5480804 - 04/04/06 09:41 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Psilocyberin said:
Im willing to bet that Shroomism helps you out just as much as you will help him out
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: SneezingPenis]
#5482539 - 04/05/06 11:43 AM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Psilocyberin said:
Im willing to bet that Shroomism helps you out just as much as you will help him out
So we see that sometimes the son teaches the father.
To quote a great philosopher of my age, "Knowing is half the battle".
Now on to hitching up your britches for the second half. GL
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5483054 - 04/05/06 01:59 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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You'v got to understand that the insights you had under the influence were real... but that mdma is not a cure all. People have so many insights on this substance, only to later forget about them, and say "wow, i said some crazy shit" You have to remember. Continue to think, and talk about these things while you are sober. Try to apply the lessons to everday life.
Somebody once said something to the effect of "mushrooms can take you to the mountaintop, but to really have acomplished anything, you must learn how to get back on foot"
the same can be applied to this situation.
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: Dreamer987]
#5483115 - 04/05/06 02:18 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Dreamer987 said: You'v got to understand that the insights you had under the influence were real... but that mdma is not a cure all. People have so many insights on this substance, only to later forget about them, and say "wow, i said some crazy shit" You have to remember. Continue to think, and talk about these things while you are sober. Try to apply the lessons to everday life.
Yeap
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: blink]
#5483269 - 04/05/06 03:16 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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The way I've been feeling, even now that I've had 16 hours of nearly uninterrupted sleep, is a complete shrunkenness of ego and a weight off my shoulders that's been there for years. I don't see how I could let myself lose this wonderful feeling of love, understanding and clear sight of right and wrong as applies to expression to and perception by others. I now realize how much others are just as real as I am and have all of the same feelings and emotions as well. My peers are my equals and nobody is superior to anyone else on a human level. I also realize that knowledge of fact does not constitute intelligence.
I'm overwhelmed by all of this and feel emotionally renewed as well. I love myself a bit more also, which was more difficult with that huge "tumor" in my mind that has now disappeared.
I realize that you guys are concerned about my miraculous overnight change being a nearly impossible, or should I say, improbable thing to have happen or be permanent without constant work and maintenance. I know that I will have to watch my progress carefully and make sure that the change does not revert back.
Please let me quote Shroomism, just to reminded you that this is a much deeper situation than a simple "Oh, I get it now"...
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Shroomism said: I've seen breakthroughs before.. but damn. What I witnessed last night was a complete reworking of the psyche laid out in front of my eyes. He poured his heart out to me and then some.. digging deep. I did the best I could to help him along.
I honestly feel like a new person with abilities and understanding of love far beyond those of the old TripMeister. I feel like that psychological exploration and adventure may have been equivalent to many years of professional psychoanalysis, the end result being even better, possibly.
As most of you said, and I did listen, "only time will tell".
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Burke Dennings
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5483739 - 04/05/06 05:05 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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I'm very happy for you, and look forward to having positive interactions with you on the boards.
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5483807 - 04/05/06 05:24 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5484822 - 04/05/06 10:12 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Congratulations, Sir.
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chinacat72
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5486624 - 04/06/06 02:12 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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As someone already mentioned meditation can be of great value to some people on the psychedelic path. While we are having these revelations and life shattering experiences we come into contact with energy's and wisdom that were out of reach before. The problem is even though these experiences do "change" our lives by what is seen for some of us that isn't enough. We need to integrate this wisdom and energy into our everyday life to live out the fullest potential of that pureness glimpsed while high. Meditation and yoga are great for this. There are many different types of meditation and some of us consider anything that improves focus and lifts the veil meditation. Hell I consider playing a musical instrument a sort of meditation. Find something that you can incorporate into your day to day life that lets you gently retouch that pure place inside if only for a moment.
Some people don't need this kind of thing, but I do as do alot of my friends. It wasn't until I made the commitment and gained the discipline of meditation that I really started to milk the psychedelic experience for all it was worth. I started to grow alot more. Instead of getting high and being beautiful until the afterglow wore off and my ego regained control, I started to actually live closer to the heart. I also found I didn't need to trip near as often. Just my experience though, thought it may be worth sharing.
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: chinacat72]
#5486824 - 04/06/06 03:45 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Well worth sharing, as always. So much food for thought from a true master of psychedelic understanding.
I thank you for all you have provided above and I will strive to achieve the goal of living as close to the heart as I possibly can.
Much Love, brother.
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5498193 - 04/09/06 09:56 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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Personally I think you can be very close minded at times, and generally dislike you.
Now, I don't know you in person so I will not so anything absolute, but I have seen times in your posts where you are unreasonable, irrelevant, unresponsible, and just dumb. And I am really sick of your real need for attention, exampled being the countless posts you create whenever you decide to take ecstacy, lsd, or what have you.
On a side note, I feel this thread is just you feigning your innocence and trying to make people change opinion about you, as well as getting yourself attention. You sound phony as hell.
Edited by Freeker (04/09/06 09:59 PM)
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Re: As To My Reason For Needing Be Sorry [Re: TM]
#5498210 - 04/09/06 10:01 PM (17 years, 9 months ago) |
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TM said:
I thank you for all you have provided above and I will strive to achieve the goal of living as close to the heart as I possibly can.
Much Love, brother.
Give me a fucking break, brother
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