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Peyote_Princess
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1st mescaline....
#5451034 - 03/28/06 12:00 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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wrote this 1st part while tripping...
Writing on mescaline, smoked viridis? boiling a witches potion. The film [fear and loathing ? I?ve mentioned it] was good, understood it more but also less. But that?s not now ? some other time.
She came down, in all the purple robes her red hair streaming out. Eyes the green of emeralds, the sea, everything in her eyes. Be careful she?ll bewitch you. She took me long ago ? but I had forgotten? now she reclaims. She makes sweet promises that I cannot utter, and I feel like crying as I know all she has given. And what she seeks to give.
I?m standing outside, cold stone on my feet and feeling her breath wanting her to devour me now.
I?m happy like never before? and I see him now, the 1st man before me. Loving in a way stronger than our misconstrued visions and all else. I am his, and she led me to him, leads me to him. Teaches me how to be his?. Really.
Nothing can break me because you cannot break her. Her wounds are gaping but yet this beautiful vision and this face; all at once I want to ravage her, and be her lover ? but I cannot but worship her as I fall down in front. Her soft hands and the breath, the breath that is all in us and around. She is the one that binds and it is older than anything that man in his great wisdom (!) has thought up. She goes unrecognised for the most part, as she is raped by humanity but wants to be seen and felt.
My fingers feel strange, kinda numb and tingly and my mind wonders how I am managing to type, these alien touches on the pads of fingers that are not mine, yet attached to me and whatever mind flow I am having at this moment. I keep flexing the muscles of my hand; part to show myself that I still can and part, revelling in how the muscles work and how the skin stretches over them so well ? it doesn?t split.
It was even better with the bubbles as I was washing up? how they flowed and bobbed kissing an molesting my hands; clearly they could see the beauty of the muscles and their movement just as I could ? I enjoyed the attention from them, they reflected light and seemed so happy I thought just like me.
Her breath doesn?t judge, neither do the bubbles because they are part of her.
I keep getting intense waves of horniness, just wanting to be taken completely, roughly, lovingly entirely the other, the 1st man. Just the sense of utter belonging; everyone to her, and me to him.
Good feelings definitely!!!!
writing now...
I feel utterly changed by the experience, it's almost as if its allowed me to let go of a lot of uneccessary baggage... it felt really good!
Drinking the magic potion [ayahusca made with b.caapi & viridis] was 'interesting' - I did throw up but it didn't feel too bad - and after a couple of moments recovering I felt even better; the cleansing was good & positive for me (maybe part of what gave me the feelings of letting go of stuff I imagine)
Also - feel happy as found confirmation on certain life choices, like investigating paganism/wicca - I felt that she came to tell me I was on the right track
I'm also more in love with the bf than ever... feels good to be so open...
Yes "open" is a good word - I feel opened up to life & its posibilities following the trip... I recommend it!
Peyote_Princess xXx
-------------------- "Was I talking? ... Did they hear me?"
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VirgilKane
Miner for truth and delusion


Registered: 05/17/05
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So you did Mescaline and Ayahuasca?
Im confused.
-------------------- Absense of evidence is not evidence of absense... "Religion is a defense against a religious experience" Carl G. Jung "So really, ordinary reality is a kind of chemical habit, sanctioned by culture, which says it's okay to use certain drugs, eat certain foods, and have certain sexual behaviors. However, when you transcend all this pre-conditioning by returning to the original wisdom of the animal body, then you discover this immense dimension of opportunity. For some people, it is a frightening risk. To me, that's the psychedelic experience." Terence McKenna
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chuck_lanuck
More Strange


Registered: 01/16/06
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Re: 1st mescaline.... [Re: VirgilKane]
#5451624 - 03/28/06 02:57 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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yeah, i didnt really get that either...ayahuasca or mescaline or both??
its funny how motivated to write we get sometimes while trippin', and then how crazy it sounds sober. i guess sobriety adds clarity to your thoughts.
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Peyote_Princess
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Registered: 03/16/06
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I did both...
After some time having drank the 'juice' for the 1st... yes drank it, about a pint's worth (lovingly prepared by DrJ) and while tripping on that we made our magic potion... which was made up of ayahusca made with b.caapi & viridis as I mentioned.
Bit of a crazy time... but I'm looking forward to the next experience
Peyote_Princess xXx 
lol - I'm typing this up in the Uni library... when will the funny looks start I wonder?!?!
-------------------- "Was I talking? ... Did they hear me?"
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