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epival
    #5439402 - 03/24/06 08:03 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

hi everyone, Im out of luck here for opinions as of tonight, so Id kindly ask that if some of you could read this, and maybe offer some advice, Id like that a lot.

I started this medication (epival) a couple weeks ago. It's suppesod to act as a mood stabilizer, but tonight I'mm thinking about never taking this fucking shit again.

I turned into some disgusting animal. I still am, really, really irritable and angry, just not in the enviroment that triggered it. I thought I was okay today, until I went to my cousins house, got into a huge argument over trivial matters, and started having full blown hallucinations. Never before have I hallucinated so vividly on any drug, and Ive done Shrooms, LSD, Ketamine, weed, amps...a pharmy is the first to properly fuck my vision and the rest of my thinking right up. Ive been having these totally destrustive, murderous thoughts, harming myself, and usually others as well. My cousin thought I was SMASHED (I havent had a drink since October) because I was staggering, and seemed like I was on something, probably due to the fact I was throwing every and any insult at him I could think of.

I feel so utterly ashamed of my actions tonight, I burned another bridge, man, I fucking torched it.

And the thing is, I was suppesod to see my doctor today about this medication, but she wasnt in. I hate hospitals, as I cant fucking stand them after this totally bad experience a couple summers ago.

Im just not sure if I should keep on taking it. Maybe this is just one incident that wont happen again, maybe it has yet to properly take effect.

Has anyone who has taken this had similar or any problems with it, & if so, did it eventually subside? Should I stay with it and hope for the better? Im definitely asking my doctor on monday, but for now, Id appreciate some comments if you could


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Re: epival [Re: Spenny]
    #5440803 - 03/25/06 11:57 AM (17 years, 10 months ago)

hey man how long have you been on (epival) it sounds to me like youe body is rejecting it. im not a doctor and i dont know about the drug but thats what it sounds like to me.
good luck and i hope you get things streightend out with your cousin, he's family hopefuly he will understand


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Re: epival [Re: DriAno]
    #5440828 - 03/25/06 12:09 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Not too long, maybe 3 weeks in total (rough estimate) there was a period of time when I ran out for a day, but i resumed it again

but yeah I never considered that it might just be my body rejecting this shit, interesting idea.

and thanks for the kind words, I hope he does too...


Edited by Spenny (03/25/06 12:12 PM)


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Re: epival [Re: Spenny]
    #5445917 - 03/27/06 12:23 AM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Exercise can stabilize your mood. See.. when you kick your own ass then things can only look up from there.


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