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vivid
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Eureka! My first great e experience!
#5424081 - 03/20/06 11:37 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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A few of you who know me, probably also know that I have never really had an enjoyable ecstacy experience. In the past it has always effected me different than everyone else; i never felt the overwhelming sense of communion or universal love that many people seem to love the most about ecstacy.
They might also know that I keep trying ecstacy biannually, chasing the tail of elusive escatic experience... usually only to reaffirm the frustation ofnot feeling what everyone else seems to be feeling and loving so much.
I finally found it. I took a blue smiley last night around midnight at a small afterparty at my friends house after a small private electronic show at the Phoenix Theatre... At first I was nervous that taking it on a whim was setting myself up for disaster, but that was sooo far from the truth!
As it kicked in, I felt completely under control and relaxed. I was surrounded by my friends that I have been tripping with since i was 13 years old. I must say that taking the psychedelic waterslide is phenomenally better with people whos tripping selfs have grown togehter over dozens of trips!
As midnight passed we were all rolling great and as usual we began our deconstructionalist banter. The conversation flowed, and I felt... so connected, so understood by my friends, so able to express how i was feeling inside... more so than ever before. It was absolutely FANTASTIC! The trip was beautiful. I love tripping with those friends because we always reach these epiphonies together through our conversations, and just look at eachother with brilliant grins and sigh.
Our existentialist philosophizing led us all through my e trip and their e and acid and into the next morning... a total of 6 and half hours! I felt like I had reconnected on a different level not only with myself but with my friends who i care about a lot.
I finally achieved what I had been longing for since my first experience with E. I felt the comfort, understanding and reflective innocense that had been described to me by so many before, but had always slipped through my fingers.
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danlennon3
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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: vivid]
#5424092 - 03/20/06 11:41 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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im glad to hear that you had fun. friends + conversation + E makes a great time.
-------------------- "Psychedelics should be used not to escape reality, but to embrace it"
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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: vivid]
#5424095 - 03/20/06 11:42 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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rock on. =)
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sui
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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: 40oz]
#5424109 - 03/20/06 11:49 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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score!! i love those kinds of trips. Im really looking forward to this NorCal gathering if it happens. Ive been alone the almost 20+ times ive taken e. I hope to change that at the gathering.
-------------------- "There is never a wrong note, bend it." Jimi Hendrix
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vivid
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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: sui]
#5424115 - 03/20/06 11:52 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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yeah man we should really put that together.. even if it ends up just being some of my friends and some of your friends and some other shroomerites that can make it. It'd be a lot of fun!
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mndfreeze 
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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: vivid]
#5425432 - 03/21/06 01:50 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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You E-tard!
;D
*sm00tch*
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Chikitta
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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: sui]
#5425551 - 03/21/06 02:17 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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Taking e alone? Isn't that kinda weird?
I'd hate it if there was nobody with me to listen to my constant talking.
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OneMoreRobot3021


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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: Chikitta]
#5425552 - 03/21/06 02:17 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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I wanna try rolling alone sometime.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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Chikitta
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I can understand tripping alone, but rolling alone?
I just feel a constant urge to be and talk with people. It'd still be cool alone, but I can't imagine the roll being half as good.
To each his own I guess
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OneMoreRobot3021


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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: Chikitta]
#5425562 - 03/21/06 02:20 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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Perhaps it'd teach you something about solitude.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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Jadian
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It'd probably just teach you how much you'd rather be around people
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deadheadjpc2000
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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: Jadian]
#5425798 - 03/21/06 03:19 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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Was curious...is the gathering in Eureka?
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Re: Eureka! My first great e experience! [Re: vivid]
#5426063 - 03/21/06 04:22 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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my first half dozen or so experiences with E were huge disappointments for me. didnt feel much of anything. all my friends who took the same pills were having a blast. i remember one time my friend had some that he claimed were really good. they all just took one, i ended up taking three and all it felt like to me was someone turned up the lights a little bit. i was ready to give up on the drug....until i took one at my first rave.
ever since then ive had no problems feeling the full effects, both positive and negative.
glad you had a good time man
-------------------- how's your WOW?
Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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