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kaniz
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What did I just see? - wow.
#5391245 - 03/12/06 07:55 AM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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My head is still going in loops over this one.
1.5 hits of LSD Clean stuff, really good - go out to a club, have an amazing time, come home.
Sitting on the couch, I start to space out And then, the bubbles in my vision (sort of like, a gridwork of bubbles that goes over my vision) starts to swirl and get brigther towards the center of my vision.
Then, in mid air, sort of forming between me and the roof - it gets brighter, and brighter, and gets denser and bigger, and then its like reality splits open - and all this "white" comes pouring out of this slit
and all of this white is also consiting of the most beautiful things I have seen - I cant even describe it - I went from being in 'me' looking at this visual forming before me and pouring out of this 'rift' at me - to just this space of pure white, but the white was also forming landscapes and things that I cant even describe - in colours that I dont even know the words for.
and it felt like a part in my chest just sort of exploded - but in a good way. It was like there was this big ball of energy building up in my chest and then it just burst and mixed in with the energy comming from this white light.
I was only there oh so briefly - but I wish I could of stayed longer, and then I was back in my body and the tunnel that had opened before me started to 'zip up' and go back to normal
just leaving me laying on my couch utterly speachless.
and even trying to describe it, ..... doesnt do it justice at all.
Just this rift, forming in space before me, then just pouring out this constant stream of love, and beauty and energy - just so flowing, and so bright.
and just when you think your LSD trip is comming to an end, Lucy has gotta go and pull out one big hat trick on ya before landing me softly.
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RemainRandom50
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Re: What did I just see? - wow. [Re: kaniz]
#5391765 - 03/12/06 12:19 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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sounds fun
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Springs
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sounds like some good pure acid, fun indeed!
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kaniz
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Re: What did I just see? - wow. [Re: Springs]
#5391898 - 03/12/06 01:01 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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Indeed, it was an amazing trip.
At first, before heading to the club - I thought I was maybe in over my head, but figured give it a shot anyways - and ended up having an amazing time. The music was so good, and so beautiful - I just kept getting lost in it.
Then came home, had a shower - turned off the bathroom lights, turned off the music, and just layed in the bathtub with the water pouring on my - listening to every single drop of water, hearing each one splash, the sound of the water running through the pipes.
Focused on some deep breathing/etc and just meditated - was great.
Had a bit of a fight with the BF, but then also worked through it - so ended up being good, aired out some issues that we needed to deal with and some issues I needed to deal with. While not the 'funnest' part of the trip - probably one of the more insightfl and useful parts of it.
Then I went for a nice long walk down to my favorite tripping spot and hung around there for an hour or two.
Then, came back to the apartment - and thought things were starting to calm down and level off - and then that thing hit me, and /WOW/.
When I was out for my walk, was looking at the tree's - and it was like my mind would start to draw in the tree branches as if they kept extending, but then they would animate as dancing female figures swining from branch to branch.
Or, looking at the CN tower - and it looked like a giant insect crawling up the side of another building that was in my field of vision.
One of the many things I like about LSD - is that it feels like being home when on it.
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Re: What did I just see? - wow. [Re: kaniz]
#5392070 - 03/12/06 02:16 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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I've had a similar experience with 5 grams of shrooms...the lead in to ending up in that space was completely different but I ended up in a place that was pretty similar to what you described. It was the purest brightest "white" I've ever seen. Within that space there were simultaneous explosions of every color I can possibly imagine and then some...it was completely awe-inspiring and beautiful...and like you said, it was fleeting.
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Re: What did I just see? - wow. [Re: Kaleidoscope]
#5392293 - 03/12/06 03:31 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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you went to the first bardo (clear light) and then subsequent places.
you were about to have ego-death had you pursued. read the psychedelic experience, he even describes how one of the planes correspond to your heart bursting!
http://www.erowid.org/library/books_online/psychedelic_experience/psychedelic_experience.shtml
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Re: What did I just see? - wow. [Re: leery11]
#5392601 - 03/12/06 05:09 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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I have not done Salvia properley but i have read many trip reports and it sounds similar to this, as though the fabric of "space time" tears open infront of you, often in a diagonal way.
Glad you enjoyed yourself Kaniz 
I tripped at a psytrance club last week for the first time, amazing night! I was dancing all the next day, it's as though the music engulfs your body and you cant not dance
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Re: What did I just see? - wow. [Re: mikeyboy]
#5392641 - 03/12/06 05:18 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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^^^ yea hah i went to a psytrance party too for the first time two weeks ago.. ive never been a dancing person hell i never even danced before, i was candy flipping and and i just felt it.. . you dont think you just feel.. hah then durring the car ride back home i was listening to psytrance and there was no radio
Edited by leafing (03/12/06 05:20 PM)
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Re: What did I just see? - wow. [Re: mikeyboy]
#5392647 - 03/12/06 05:21 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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Im pretty sure ego death is a process and can come before or after the amazing things being described(though it would typically come before it). I just dont think its cut and dry ego-death and the effects that coinside with it.
Same thing happenes to me with salvia(if I use a whole lot at once). The visuals give way to something unspeakable as this explosion/implosion seems to come out/into your chest. Like you are the axiom, and there are things outside your body that came before you. Its just very hard to describe. It like a push and pull.
Edited by stemmer (03/12/06 05:22 PM)
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