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when 100mg of hydrocodone doesnt get you off...
#5381584 - 03/09/06 02:28 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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since i can remember (5 or 6 years old) ive had pretty bad and untreated depression and weird ocd shit (i used to spend hours combing the tassels on my rug when i was in fifth grade and would cry and throw a fit when someone would walk on em and fuck em up). but i spose lotsa people go through this. fuck i dont wanna turn this into a 'wining about how hard my life is' post. ive used opiates nearly every day for a year now. it was mostly poppy tea due to its cheapness and availability, with the occassional 80mg oxycontin or oramorphs. it made it so no matter what happened, i would feel content and carefree, the shit from my childhood and present wouldnt even phase me, basic opiate euphoria and whatnot. well, now im 19 and, seeing as how im not totally retarded, i realized this shit has to quit. this morning was the official fourth day of my opiate freedom. felt like so much shit. the most apparent symptoms are the cravings, fucking god-awful stomach cramps, and, of course, the good ol depression, which is so much worse now. well, i broke down and had a one pod cup (6 pods was my former standard). i feel better now but am extremely dissapointed in myself. i urine tested myself right before i made the cup (which i hadnt planned on doing until i saw the results of the test). NO sign of a line. even after 4 days. i shoulda figured, i suppose. mental illness runs in the family, btw. anyway, my question is, when the fuck am i going to hit the top of this hill!? im sure i just fucked everything up by having this cup, but i guess im doing better than earlier.
the symptoms arent as bad as i anticipated, but still suck. and im super bummed i pussed out and had a small fix just after four days! i feel like a fucking mess.
sorry for running this post so long, but im looking for similar stories, advice, etc. should i see a doctor? my pulse at day three was really fast and i keep going from too cold to too hot, and so on. what the hell should i do. i was considering getting a couple benzos as a crutch, but crutches suck...
can anyone spare two cents?
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Re: when 100mg of hydrocodone doesnt get you off... [Re: purity]
#5382653 - 03/09/06 07:14 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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Whooo that does suck. I am sure you are already doing this but I like to just say "Suck it up" to myself and not listen to any more of my internal bitching. God bless ya
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Re: when 100mg of hydrocodone doesnt get you off... [Re: purity]
#5382667 - 03/09/06 07:17 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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ween yourself off the opiates.
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Re: when 100mg of hydrocodone doesnt get you off... [Re: The_Red_Crayon]
#5386826 - 03/10/06 05:56 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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ween yourself off the opiates, eh? didnt even think about it...
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Re: when 100mg of hydrocodone doesnt get you off... [Re: purity]
#5387399 - 03/10/06 09:27 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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Step one: Drink a lot of water one day, eat salty snacks, to retain as much water as you can. Needed for step two.
Step two: Upon waking in the morning, drink about a quart of water with maybe two tsp pure no-iodine sea salt. Should allow you to pass all the stool you've saved up from the opiate constipation. (even if you're not terribly constipated, most people don't ever do this, and it's good to cleanse the bowels once in a while.
Step three: Get a trip sitter. Set up a date (sooner the better) in which you can spend maybe two days together. Take Ibogain.
Ibogain: http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/ibogaine/
Improvise from there.
-------------------- If you don't ask the question, you always get it wrong.
Edited by Xanthas (03/10/06 09:28 PM)
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Re: when 100mg of hydrocodone doesnt get you off... [Re: Xanthas]
#5421145 - 03/20/06 02:32 AM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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The first 4 or 5 days are usually hell, then after that it's not near as hard and cravings are only half as strong as they were on day 3. I'd say you should be back to your normal self in less than 3 weeks as long as you simply take a multi-vitamin every night, get a little exercise, and eat healthy.
If you're lazy like me and would like a non addictive alternative, give Kratom a try. Actually, I think I remember it being mildly addictive, but not much. The effects are somewhat similar to Morphine and from what I hear, takes the cravings away.
Benzos, especially Klonopin, may help a great deal.... but these too can be addictive.
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