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OfflineNirvana7
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    #5380845 - 03/09/06 10:58 AM (17 years, 10 months ago)

uh, i just wanted to post about my fucking life real quick. im always thinking about life and about every little detail the life entails. its weird. i always have several things happening all at once to combine in a weird sort of emotion. i have a stomach problem that hurts when i dont eat fiber or get to unhealthy and when my stomach hurts i get mild feelings of unpleasentness. ive had horible anxiety in the past that dosnt really bother me much anymore but it ads to this emotion and throws me for a loop. all this stuff isnt drowning me or anything its just weird and i wanna know does anyone else feel like this? the reason i posted this topic in this area is because part of the emotion comes from my cannabis usage. do you think that shrooms would be interesting for me? keep in mind the emotion isnt always bad and it almost never gets to be horible like bad bad anxiety or anthing.


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Offlineleery11
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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: Nirvana7]
    #5380856 - 03/09/06 11:00 AM (17 years, 10 months ago)

i sort of know what you mean, especially from cannabis useage.

when i eat and am not stoned it can upset my stomach, doubly so when eating unhealthily. but its only a mild unpleasantness.

i also have emotional areas in the stomach that cause anxiety and fear and confusion about future and control/lack of control.

i also just quit smoking, for what it's worth. it was destroying my lungs severely after only 1 year of usage.


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....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human......
Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!


Edited by leery11 (03/09/06 11:02 AM)


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OfflineNirvana7
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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: leery11]
    #5380884 - 03/09/06 11:12 AM (17 years, 10 months ago)

yea, it sounds like you get the same thing i do when i get stomach pain. the good thing is that this emotion has never been bad whilst i was high, *tap*. i used to get horrible anxiety when i thought about the future and it still makes me uneasy a little bit but ive found when i get axiety its best to focus on what happening right now. btw, as a completly random thought that somewhat gives insight to the emotion, right now i feel like i just wanna be with 3-4 of my best friends hanging out at night getting really high or even trying shrooms for the first time. as part of that thought im also thinking that i just wanna be fucked up beyond belief right now....possibly im subconsiously thinking i need a little break from reality....not the best reason to do drugs though.


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: Nirvana7]
    #5380892 - 03/09/06 11:15 AM (17 years, 10 months ago)

not a good idea at all.

when i used to smoke heavy and then quit, like say becasue i'm at my parents. i would have CONSTANT anxiety so bad...... watching scooby doo just freaking out thinking about cops or wahtever and knowing its irrational and that i have nothing to be afraid of.

thinking my friend wanted to kill me when he asked me to take him to the airport......

thinking people are looking at me through the windows while at my grandparents alone.

weed does this. you do it too much, it puts bad vibes into your stomach and makes you paranoid, not necessarily while high (i agree it can remedy emotions but this = addiction) but when you truely come down from being blazed constantly it can get pretty bad.

and then it corrects itself.

dude i say lay off the weed, cut down to once a week smoking or better yet once a week eating to get really stoned all evening long.

i can't advise on shrooms.... i often have visuals of mushrooms while stoned and thinking about how i want to try them........

but to fix the emotions you stop getting high, you don't get higher.

a trip might work though since trips only happen once in a while, but make sure you have the right intention before doing so.

the intention to get fucked up leads to bad trips, IME. if you're gonna trip you prepare for it, meditate a lot, and when you take it you take it in a calm passive mind and just note what happens.


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....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human......
Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: leery11]
    #5380928 - 03/09/06 11:27 AM (17 years, 10 months ago)

yea, ive done my homework on shrooms. i dont get blazed constintly though. i did get fucked outta my mind for a week and a half every night and when i took a break for about 5-6 days i felt fine. i think that if you get bad anxeity already not because of the weed then you try to quite it just makes it worse, but if you dont get anxiety and try to quite its not really that bad. my thoughts on a bad trip are that as long as the bad trip ends when im not high and i learned something from the experience that ill take that chance. ive had a bad trip before where i OD on MG and it was horrible, i was trowing up, passing out, freaking out, but i learned to respect the drugs you do and to know what their capable of or theyll kick your ass, and now that i look back on that experience i have to say that im glad it happend, but i dont wanna experience it again. life is really good to me most of the time so its not hard to be happy, but i know im not normal in most things.


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: Nirvana7]
    #5380956 - 03/09/06 11:35 AM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Well you can never be sure on what mushrooms give you.
Once it's a bliss, then a bad trip, and so on. They are helpful indeed, but depends on what you're looking for.
Cut off the weed for a while, it helped me lot and now I enjoy every single hit I take.
Anyways, if you really look for something to make you feel in peace, I'd suggest an X. Before it got illegal, it used to be very helpful in psychiatric therapies. And it really does wonders.
But whatever you decide, stay away from weed, even for one or two weeks.


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: MushroomTrip]
    #5380967 - 03/09/06 11:39 AM (17 years, 10 months ago)

what do you mean by an X, as in the drug extacy? if that is what you mean ive concidered using it just because ive heard the stories of how its made people feel at one with the world. ive gotten that from weed, after i took it and i was sober again. as for laying off the weed. this makes sence but then again i dont have any problems as a result of the weed. i do know what you mean about taking a break though, after you dont do it for a while you appreciate the trip a little more.


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: Nirvana7]
    #5381048 - 03/09/06 12:06 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Yes I was talking about extasy. Biy, it really did wonders for me.


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: MushroomTrip]
    #5381101 - 03/09/06 12:18 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

i could easily get some, but i dont know if drugs are the answer right now, theve helped me to open my eyes and see the world for what it really is but right now i think i have to go the rest of the way through me, not drugs. thats not to say i cant do drugs but i dont think theyll teach me anything at this point, its left up to me.


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: Nirvana7]
    #5381159 - 03/09/06 12:35 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Sounds like you are just getting started on the path of drugs. It is a push-pull relationship and in my experience it becomes more and more push-pull the further down the road you travel. Shrooms and Weed are in a totally different category. No amount of weed will prepare you for your first shroom trip. My advice is to not go more than the once a day smoking that you do now. My use slowly increased to 2-5 times a day (over the course of a couple years). Addiction doesn't happen overnight so don't let it sneak up on you.


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: Nirvana7]
    #5381211 - 03/09/06 12:47 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

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thats not to say i cant do drugs but i dont think theyll teach me anything at this point, its left up to me.





Very naive statement. Did you think you just took drugs and they gave you knowledge or something? It is always about you, the more drugs you take, the more you will realize, it is not the drug that is special. It is YOU. Psychedelics can show you so much, but without the ability to integrate those things in your life, well you are just essentially masturbating. Some people do this their whole lives and never understand why psychedelics are powerful, after all they took them before and all they saw was pretty colors and then they prayed for it to end. See where I am going. It is you that can make something out of your drug experiences. It is you who can embrace learning and learn from things or you can continue to play the same old feedback loops making the same mistakes again and again, like a rerun you hate.

And for many, it takes a strong psychedelic experience to even see that those feedback loops are in place.


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: mecreateme]
    #5381231 - 03/09/06 12:53 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

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mecreateme said:
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thats not to say i cant do drugs but i dont think theyll teach me anything at this point, its left up to me.





Very naive statement. Did you think you just took drugs and they gave you knowledge or something? It is always about you, the more drugs you take, the more you will realize, it is not the drug that is special. It is YOU. Psychedelics can show you so much, but without the ability to integrate those things in your life, well you are just essentially masturbating. Some people do this their whole lives and never understand why psychedelics are powerful, after all they took them before and all they saw was pretty colors and then they prayed for it to end. See where I am going. It is you that can make something out of your drug experiences. It is you who can embrace learning and learn from things or you can continue to play the same old feedback loops making the same mistakes again and again, like a rerun you hate.

And for many, it takes a strong psychedelic experience to even see that those feedback loops are in place.




Beautifully said :thumbup:


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: Kerr]
    #5381562 - 03/09/06 02:24 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

im sorry if my eariler statement sounded like i was saying that drugs give me knowledge and not me, i know that its all about me i simply ment that for now my knowledge is to be gained through meditation not drugs. that is right now im not going to take drugs as a tool to gain knowledge, im going to use meditation instead.

i realise that some people go their whole life without knowing why they do the things they do, but im not like that. from an eairly age ive always looked for the truth in any situation and ive always had a strong bond with myself and nature. as an example ill tell you a little story.

today i took a walk that ended up being one of the most deep and gratifying experiences ever. i started by walking through my neighborhood but quickly found myself in nature. as i walked i found myself in a deep meditiative state and loved it, for the first hour of this walk i was connecting with nature, life, and indeed myself. after that hour i was simply connecting with myself and in some ways life.

once during this walk i decided to take a rest so i sat down with my back to a rock and just totaly connected with nature. i was no longer just robb, i was part of nature and the flow of things. this was a wonderful experience and im extremely glad it happend. i feel completly different from how i was before this walk. its as if this was ment to happen.

from the time i woke up this morning i felt weird, out of place, even a little sick. after a few hours of this i decided to take this walk and now im refreshed and feel great. i know i dont have all the answers, noone does. but that dosnt mean i dont know alot of stuff about life and how to be happy.

several times throughout this walk i felt as if i should have been shrooming. i felt like if i were to take shrooms right there that i would have an experience that would be happy most of the time but also a little harsh at times seeing as sometimes you need to experience some harsh feelings to truly learn a lesson, and i did. infact i learned several lessons today in those woods. i feel like my former hatred of the world and the people in it has gone away and that im now able to live a more rewarding life, whatever that may entail.

one fact still bothers me though, i feel like its a hard relationship to keep healthy and i think thats because in the past ive loved things and suddenly dropped them for reasons unknown to myself. on the other hand ive always had a love of nature and of knowledge, true knowledge, that i didnt really think about. i know that you cant learn everything all at once and that you have to work at it to continue learning but at the same time i know that i will still learn from nature till the day i die, weather thats tommorrow, today, or in 1000 years.

so to reply more directly to what has been stated by more than one person, yes i dont know it all, but then again i know alot more than most people and will continue to learn.


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: Nirvana7]
    #5381624 - 03/09/06 02:37 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

one more thing. this whole day ive felt as if somehow when i was sleeping or somthing somebody gave me some drug to make it so that i feel not like i used to and so that i cant get sad that much. i havnt been smoking weed that much and ive been taking a break for the last 2 days (which should have been enough to sober up completly for as much as i smoked)


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Re: what the fuck is going on? [Re: mecreateme]
    #5382708 - 03/09/06 07:35 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

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mecreateme said:
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thats not to say i cant do drugs but i dont think theyll teach me anything at this point, its left up to me.





Very naive statement. Did you think you just took drugs and they gave you knowledge or something? It is always about you, the more drugs you take, the more you will realize, it is not the drug that is special. It is YOU. Psychedelics can show you so much, but without the ability to integrate those things in your life, well you are just essentially masturbating. Some people do this their whole lives and never understand why psychedelics are powerful, after all they took them before and all they saw was pretty colors and then they prayed for it to end. See where I am going. It is you that can make something out of your drug experiences. It is you who can embrace learning and learn from things or you can continue to play the same old feedback loops making the same mistakes again and again, like a rerun you hate.

And for many, it takes a strong psychedelic experience to even see that those feedback loops are in place.



In addition to that, if you alrady know and understand the power of the psychedelics, you'll most likely undertsnd more and more after you do them.
Cause people which tale psychedelics and odn get a thing started using them with all the wrong reasons.
Hera it's the difference.


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