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MOTH
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: danlennon3]
#5371124 - 03/06/06 02:43 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Well, today I am feeling very depressed. I don't know if it is because Xanax is a depressant and it's still in my system or what, but it's not a good feeeling...I am very low right now.
I just wasn't expecting to lose SO MUCH memory...I mean, I broke through three times on salvia and only remember what they told me I said about it. I have no memory of doing it. That bothers me.
It's like there's a big hole in my life now and I'm mourning it. Xanax is probably not the drug for me...
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5371131 - 03/06/06 02:45 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Xanax will straight up erase your memory tape for around 6 hours if you do enough. Some people like that, others don't. I don't.
Don't be bothered by it, it's happened to a lot of us.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: lukeboots]
#5371137 - 03/06/06 02:47 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Okay.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Cherk]
#5371145 - 03/06/06 02:50 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Quote:
Smoker For Peace said: haha! Is that randal and 40?
No, it's Senor Doobie and 40.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5371149 - 03/06/06 02:51 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Just a hangover. You'll be back up to baseline soon enough.
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MOTH
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: PinballWizard]
#5371172 - 03/06/06 02:58 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Cool, thanks for reassuring a NOOB.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5371247 - 03/06/06 03:23 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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ive never really messed with xanax but man klonopins make my temper come out and they totally erase my memory ive gotten into a pretty bad fight and didnt remember it till i went back to the same bar and they are all telling me they kicked me out for a week i was like wtf at least they knew what happened lol
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Silversoul]
#5371384 - 03/06/06 04:01 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Paradigm said: Xanax is bad, m'kay?
damn! 40 looks really fucking skinny in that pic...
oh btw ellemish... a couple of weeks ago i had one of those disaster nights where my tape was erased (i have only had 2 of these in my whole life)... and i felt just the way you do today... i couldnt believe i was missing 2 complete hours of my memory... this was especially hard for me since i have photographic memory... i remember EVERYTHING that is said, done and experienced... even by other people... and regardless of the amount of drugs i take... so it was a pretty hefty shock for me... give it another day... watch a movie and cuddle in your bed tonight... eat something nice and drink some hot chocolate... you'll feel much better when you wake up...
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MOTH
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Dobie]
#5371387 - 03/06/06 04:02 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Yeah, I guess I should have done A LOT more research before trying to attempt such a dose at Xanax. I just was not anticipating feeling so crappy the next day. I just talked to a friend and she said that it's normal so now I'm not so worried.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5371707 - 03/06/06 05:22 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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complete memory loss has only happened to me on a large dose of lsd not too long ago, about 2 months. i dunno if most of you guys consider this alot, i sure do, i took 4 sugar cubes at once. that was fucking crazy, the one time in my life where i was actually NOT THERE, i was sitting on a couch, staring straight ahead, and i was not there at all, and looking back on that really scares me, cause i had no control i wont even get into what i saw on the other side that night though
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5371781 - 03/06/06 05:44 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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EllemyshShade said: OKay..I'mm...REALLLLY stillo looppy right now, but last night I had te most drugged out experienced EVER.
Okay, Dreamer came over and we went to the park and walked around drinking beers, I took a Xanax.
After awhile, we walk aroudn town, go get some beer, meet up woth some other people and then then we walk back home...go to a star bucks or whatever. Then we walk back home...
Srtart drinking again...I took another xanax. Dreamer Kevin and I are having a blast...evidently, I had a blast too...
I took another xanax. The last thing I remember was letting everyone examine my breasts and then I decided to take Salvia.
I broke through three times after smoking it five times. I woke up this morning and didnt even remember I had smoken it.
This is what I said...Dreamer said I talked a lot, like I was having a conversation with...something...
He said I kept trying to use the Salvia (20x, 10x) again, even after my first breakthrough...like I kept saying I didn't break through ENOUGH I wanted to do it again to break through more...I loved it SO MUCH EVIDENTLY (since I can't remember anything, it's like none of this ever happened)
Here is what he said I said when I was blown away on Salvia....didn't even realize I was saying it..
1. Little men walking green dogs and a lady came into the salon and wanted me to groom her green dogs...he said I started laughing hysterically, like "SURE I'll groom your green dog, hehe"
Second breakthrough: He said it was like I was having a conversation with someone in my head. He said that I told it, "I don't want to make you mad or anything,"
and then later I said while still in the trip, "The shell of the corpse feels natural."
the last breakthrough I murmored: LIttle green particles...and then I said, I love you salvia and I'm never not doing you again. I love you salvia.
What is most disappointing is that I don't remember my breakthroughs or saying ANYTING like that because I was so fucked on XANAX...I Have faint memories but I am so proud of myself for at least going back to Salvia land...I've been scared of it for awhile and I did it three times in one night...and apparently I love Salvia now. I do not think I will have any intense fear about going back againm, which is a blessing of a sort, since I like her personality.
But I feel disconncted...still oloopy and not allthere..and a very vulnerable...liek it really disturbs me that I got so fucked on Xanax and don't remember...to have such a large chunk of memory missing coupled with three from what sounds like intense salvia experiences has left me feel very vulnerable inside...liek I just want to curl in bd with a book and/or cry a little...but everytime I try to cry a little I just can't because I don't regret anything of it. I'm just very worn out...a little sad and vulnerable.
I think I am through with Xanax though...apparently I have a habit of wanting to take more and more of it...dangerous.
I am trying salvia 100% sober in a few days and I can't wait to see how it goes....
Dreamer was so great...damn, just wish I remembered more!
wow, sounds like something to be proud of!
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Phoshaman]
#5371808 - 03/06/06 05:50 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Heh...exccept I feel soooo wiped out and I've realized that large periods of TOTAL memory loss really get me freaked once I've realized they've happened.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5371836 - 03/06/06 06:00 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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i wish i knew you in real life.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5371853 - 03/06/06 06:04 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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I learned my lesson regarding Xanax. Had a night similar to yours (I took 2 bars, remember NOTHING, had all kinds of misadventures, felt depressed for a day or two afterwards). The depression went away in a couple days.
From now on, I'm only using Xanax for two reasons: 1) to abort psychedelic trips, if necesary (also good to have on hand to give everyone in the group peace of mind).
2) To get to sleep after a night of amphetamine use, especially if I'm on vacation or have something important to do in the coming days.
All xanax does to me recreationally is make me feel like I have a few precious, worry free hours to do what ever I want. Which usually involves taking more xanax and becoming even more reckless. Dangerous
All things considered, a little breast-showing and salvia toking isn't a big deal. You'll feel better tomorrow. :
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Noviseer]
#5371875 - 03/06/06 06:13 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Hehe...thanks. I think if I'm going to put the time and energy into experiencing a drug I'd rather it be one of those "everything's alive and shifting and moving and I see ideas floating through the air and the trees are talking to me" type of drug.
But I tried xanax...had the experience...that's good enough for me right now. Just trying to recover from the depression bit.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5371935 - 03/06/06 06:45 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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My benzo use ended up with me getting charged with 3 felonys for possesion of diazapam, aprazolam and clonzapam. Cost 3 grand for bond and Ive had to take a piss test every week for a year since can't wait till its over on 4/20 knock on wood. I got lucky enough to get into a diversion program in which upon successfull completion my charges will be dismissed and the record expunged. I definately learned my lesson with benzos. I was using them pretty responsibly at first but their just so good you can't help but abuse them which leads to wrecklesness. Thank good I wasn't driving a car during this period in my life or I might not still be alive.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: QuantumMeltdown]
#5371967 - 03/06/06 06:57 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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My Dr. told me that alcohol increases the effects of Xanax by 4X. He said it is likely that one could die combining the two.
I guess you should feel lucky!
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: Left Nut City]
#5371987 - 03/06/06 07:03 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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Its usually not too likely that one would die from the combination unless it was in extreme amounts. I did nothing but pop benzos and drink 24/7 for 3 months ordering them from india. All it ever did was make me black out.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MOTH]
#5372331 - 03/06/06 08:51 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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This story is going to appear in an anti-drug commercial.
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Re: Most drugged out night EVER with shroomerite [Re: MushmanTheManic]
#5372442 - 03/06/06 09:26 PM (18 years, 17 days ago) |
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I wonder what else you don't remember......generally speaking ANY chems+alcohol is just a bad idea.
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