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DriAno
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venting!!!
#5365066 - 03/04/06 04:21 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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honestly I'm writing this post not for anyone to answer but to try to get some thoughts out of my head its about time i start being honest with my self and start figuring out my true thoughts and feelings but how do i do that how do i really find out what it is i like what drives me what i feel passionate about there is nothing i cant think of what to feel or what to think for that mater its like i cant pin point my true feelings without feeling guilty about my thoughts there is a constant battle for conclusion a Battle with in me where the only casualty is me its like a wall in front of me that doesn't allow me to express what is within ahhhhhh then frustration sits in and the want for resolution only fuels the fire what is my reality what are my thoughts i cant help think what people that read this will think and what they will say but again you are not the reason I'm writing this i hope i don't get my ass thrown out of here for being a selfish asshole but this feels like my only outlet do i feel or do i think o do i think to later feel what the fuck why can i not find these answers are these even questions how do i discover what i think and feel what if after all these years there is a part of me that has just shut down and Will never come back it looks like fear fear of absolution or is it denial is my seek for personal truth in vane i ask yet i have no answers I'm tired I'm worn down some times it seems like the fight isn't worth it but i keep telling my self that it is and it will be in the future but today is today its like demons in my head preventing me from moving on from breaking free from this confusion i want to know my deepest secrets find what makes me tick and how to keep that ticking alive is this too much to ask is it what makes us who we are what is the motivation to carry on and be truly whom we are to be
-------------------- ...................................................................Smile. Its not that hard. Just squeeze ur But cheecks. SEE!!! ...................................................
Edited by DriAno (03/04/06 04:22 PM)
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budsicle
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Re: venting!!! [Re: DriAno]
#5365385 - 03/04/06 06:29 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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you have your whole life left to find out your answers, dont drown yaself in the confusion ?cause what u need may come slowly and from unexpected ways
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DriAno
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Re: venting!!! [Re: budsicle]
#5367607 - 03/05/06 02:41 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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some times its hard to see past the confusion but when there is someone on the other side it provides a diferent perspective so thanks for the advice
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wrestler_az
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Re: venting!!! [Re: DriAno]
#5367733 - 03/05/06 03:22 PM (17 years, 10 months ago) |
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im in the same boat man. and its in some choppy waters, let me tell you. my only advice is hang on tight, and know that the storm will end, eventually. its then that you can collect your thoughts and make some sence of it. but for now, try to just let it pass.
its hard to do, i know cuz i try and fail all the time, but im told its best to try to get your mind off things for a while. come back and tackle the problem with a clear head. and who knows, you may come back to find that there was no problem in the first place. and that it was just you creating the drama. theres something about chaos that we find amusing, not sure what it is.
-------------------- how's your WOW?
Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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