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OfflineHorribla
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My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria.
    #5362073 - 03/03/06 03:54 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Okay now here is a little background about myself. I?m a tall, skinny and lightweight guy. I?m usually very sensitive to any type of drug and get fucked up more than any other person does. I?ve done shrooms before, but they were the psilocybin ones, I?ve done E a few times and I?ve smoked a lot of weed in my time. Now this experience with the Amanita was quite different from anything I?ve ever experienced before. I went to hell and back. I?m not sure if this is the right place to post this or not, but I?m posting it here and I ask that everybody reads this before even considering the use of the Amanita.

It all started on March 2, 2006 at around 3:30pm. I consumed approx 16g of this mushroom. Now I did do a lot of research and people said that after consuming only 5 or 10 grams they felt little or nothing and I wanted a good strong experience. So I ate half my bag that I ordered from I am shaman. If it makes any difference they were the African Grade A caps. And people say a good dosage is anywhere between 15g and like 25g so dosage should have been just fine.

While consuming I knew there were three stages to this mushroom, the first being nausea. I never experienced this stage and before I could finish all of my dose I was feeling stage two, I felt very intoxicated but I had a lot of energy as well, like I just took some really good E or something. Anyways, I finished my dose and it was around 4pm and I call up my buddy, D, who wanted some of these mushrooms as well. I get to his house and he consumes the other half of the bag (approx 16g) and it just goes to hell from here. I?m sitting on his couch trying to not pass out, I felt very tired and I was going into this dark abyss. My other friend, (there were three people at his house, myself, D, and C), C, he didn?t consume any he was our babysitter I suppose. But C kept hitting or kicking me and that would bring be around and I would return from the dark abyss. Well after maybe half an hour or so I get up off the couch after noticing that everybody was in D's room. I join them all and sit on his bed. Everybody else is at the computer. I have no recollection of what happened in the "real" world after this. While sitting upon D's bed I took a trip to hell.

I entered the dark abyss as ill call it because there really is no other way to describe it. I was like "passed out" but from what I hear from people after this experience I was talking and moving so :S yeah I dunno. But anyways it was total darkness nothing seemed to exist except for me, but I couldn?t see anything, all was black. This is where my hell began. There was a word that was repeated over and over and over, really fast much like a broken record but sped up like 2000x and it was just this one word repeating over and over. It was in my voice but I didn?t understand it for a while. It was like an endless cycle of this word. It?s VERY hard to describe this part but I will do my best, one would have to actually experienced this to have ANY idea how severe and hellish this experience was... The word repeated over and over and it was in my voice for a while but what?s weird is after a while it was my voice and at the same time my buddy B's voice and D's sisters voice so it was like all three voices but not, if that makes any sense. Well anyways I finally figured out and understood this voice. It was in fact an endless cycle and I was very much a part of it. Every time I said ANYTHING it would start this cycle all over again. It would repeat on and on in my voice.. What I believe is while I was in this abyss and hell, that I was connected with myself from an unlimited number of alternate dimensions or realities and we were all stuck in this hell together, some have been there for a very long time and others like myself not so long. And whenever anything was said by any of us it started the cycle over again and you had no control over anything and had to say the words spoken.. A new me as ill call it entered the hell and started the cycle over and this time I was apart of it and yeah it was really scary. Well this lasted for what seemed an eternity then the words changed without changing... Instead of being one word repeating over and over it turned into a song.. A song by the Kottonmouth Kings but it was in my voice and there was no musical sounds other than my voice... And it was continuous and never-ending... What?s weird is it was like it was always this way like it was never anything else but this song... And nothing existed except for this abyss and the voice. I completely forgot about the outside world and yeah its really hard to describe and explain any of this experience so I hope I?m doing a good job and I hope you guys understand what I experienced.

But yeah, anyways after a while of being this continuous song it changed yet again, hell became smaller or seemed to be smaller and the words changed but I don?t remember what to and the voice was different but I don?t remember why or how exactly. All I knew is that my hell became smaller and I couldn?t escape. D's mom returned home sometime while I was in hell and tried to get me to respond but I guess I was just laying there unresponsive stuck in my own little hell. What happened later is I guess she called my mom, not wanting to get police or anything involved.. So my mom came and I guess tried to get me to respond and I never heard anything from the "outside" world all I knew was this hell and it?s like that?s all that ever existed and it would always exist and always has existed. Anyways I guess my mom and my friend C loaded me into the car and they took me to the hospital. During the car ride that?s when I started to "hear" voices from the outside world. I could hear my mom talking to me a little bit but I couldn?t respond and I was stuck in my hell with the endless cycle of words repeating and yeah It was really bad and I was really scared. She later told me that in the car I kept saying Fuck and I?m sorry over and over, I wasn?t sure why but now I believe I know why. I had to say fuck like 2000 times to end my part of the cycle so that it would eventually come to an end, and I kept saying I?m sorry because I was talking to all of the ?me?s? that were in the hell with me, I apologized for making the cycle go on and on like it did. And the voices in the hell kept telling me to shut up and go to sleep it was weird. I guess every time I even thought a word it started the cycle over with those words and yeah I was just awful... But yeah I kept being told to shut up and go to sleep and the voice doing that was D's sister's voice :S I didn?t want to go to "sleep" in this hell though I thought I would cease to exist if I did.

After all that I arrived at the hospital and this is where this experience gets REALLY BIZZARE. I was traveling back and fourth through time.. I hope I can explain this part okay because it was both scary and interesting. What happened is I was being unloaded from my car onto a stretcher and the doctors kept asking me questions. The voices asking me questions would be like a few minutes ahead in time than I was. I would wait for my body to "catch up" and I would answer the questions minutes after being asked. But what?s weird is my mom said I was answering the questions very quickly and yeah it was really bizarre. Anways I was on the stretcher and I saw myself go through this one hallway like 30 times just over and over and then I found myself in a room with a doctor there and I was really confused I thought I was on a different stretcher too because the one I "saw" myself on in the hallways was different then the one I was on in this room but no they told me it was the same one. So yeah I really hope I described this all well and accurately as it was one hellish experience and the time traveling was VERY bizarre and hard to explain, one would have to have the experience to even have a slight idea of what this was like.

With that all said the doctors are worried I may have ingested a poisonous mushroom and my liver could be destroyed. I have to go back in a little while for some more tests, I really hope that ill be okay because I?m not ready to die and I?m way to young, I?m only 18 years old. Oh and for the places that said the effects of this mushroom only last 5-6 hours well its now been 24 since I ingested them and I still feel really "weird". Everything seems dreamlike and it?s like I?m floating. I?m not sure if this all is real or if its all just a big hallucination. I don?t even know if I?m alive or dead. :S Its really crazy and bizarre but yeah just wish me the best and pray for me and all that. I hope you all found my story to be a good one and I hope that it makes sense for I?m not sure how great I can write right now lol. Anyways I hope that anybody considering trying Amanitas has read this and wont, they aren?t any fun and aren?t worth it at all. Maybe I just had this experience because I OD'd and had way too many, maybe not. All I know is I did my research and 16g should have been an okay dosage.

I would appreciate feedback from people that have read ALL of what I have written. And if anybody has had a similar experience from Amanitas I would love to talk with you about it on msn or yahoo or something. Or if anybody else wants to talk with me I?m more than willing and would love to discuss this with people. Right now I really just want to talk about all of this and yeah I dunno.. Well I?m off to the doctors to get some blood work done. I hope to have some responses by the time I return.


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Horribla]
    #5362233 - 03/03/06 04:50 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

you're still alive. wanna bet 5 bucks?


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Horribla]
    #5362261 - 03/03/06 04:57 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

wow 16 g of mushrooms is way to much


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Offlineleery11
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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: keefboy]
    #5362284 - 03/03/06 05:01 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Dude....... I feel you. I've never been through that but it really resonated with me, strongly........

Salvia.......... KIND of....... does that. I really feel like I know what you mean about the thoughts..........

Hmmm. The time distortion though.... I know that. Like a year and a half after being drunkenly passed out and narrowly avoiding the police with a scheduled drug in my pocket that I DID NOT WANT but was peer pressured into having by some intimidating hicks which I was going to flush when I became conscious....

I recalled this [hell i probably just remembered it a few days ago]
I was beyond blacked out...... but the police were there..... by me..... passed out....... and something.... somehow... "I" did (on a very nonconscious level) kept them from fucking with me... like I was talking to them from outside my body.

Your whole being in the hospital and "time travel" feelings strike resonance with this.

also reading your post made my mouth feel odd.........


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Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!


Edited by leery11 (03/03/06 05:03 PM)


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Trippy_Search]
    #5362289 - 03/03/06 05:03 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

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Trippy_Search said:
wow 16 g of mushrooms is way to much




It was Amantias, and if he wasn't doing something stupid like taking it in a place where he knew it wouldn't be ok for him to do it, he wouldn't have had to goto the hospital, get take any blood work, or pay the massive medicals bills, oh well.


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Trippy_Search]
    #5362298 - 03/03/06 05:07 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Where did you look that told you 16 grams was "enough" and not way fucking too much? especially for amanitas thats a hell of a lot

I really hope someone prepared them correctly before you ate them, they are toxic and deadly if no one did and you might need a liver transplant to live.


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Then as it was, then again it will be
And though the course may change sometimes
Rivers always reach the sea.
-Led Zeppelin "Ten Years Gone"

You know the day destroys the night
Night divides the day
Tried to run
Tried to hide
Break on through to the other side
-The Doors "Break On Through"


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: ClammyJoe]
    #5362304 - 03/03/06 05:08 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

his experience sans the hospital and getting in trouble with mommy part sounds pretty good.


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Trippy_Search]
    #5362305 - 03/03/06 05:08 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

yea dude if u were feeling them before u finished your dose, to me thats a signal to stop eating more. although now u have a good story to tell

nice post


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: leery11]
    #5362308 - 03/03/06 05:09 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

I was also reminded of Salvia when reading this trip report!

Wow it sounds like a terrible time. IAS must have sent you a really bomb batch. :p


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: MushroomColin123]
    #5362322 - 03/03/06 05:14 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

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MushroomColin123 said:
Where did you look that told you 16 grams was "enough" and not way fucking too much? especially for Amanita thats a hell of a lot

I really hope someone prepared them correctly before you ate them, they are toxic and deadly if no one did and you might need a liver transplant to live.




He should be fine, I don't think its gonna kill him to take that much, but it sure as hell will stop him from eating them. Poison is in everything, nothing new to the human body. The trip also reminded me of my Salvia experiences, they all seem to have some sort of evil undertone to them. Amantias haven't been widely explored in current culture, but there's definitely something to them


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Amber_Glow]
    #5362342 - 03/03/06 05:20 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

crazy shit. did you eat them raw? or boil em up?


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Amber_Glow]
    #5362348 - 03/03/06 05:22 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

I'm curious to see what the result of the hospital trips will be. I wonder if he actually did need to be hospitalized, or if it was just an over-reaction from people around him. I?m a bit inclined to think its an over-reaction from those around him. Although, some times it is better to play safe than sorry.

Keep us posted on the results, and I hope all ends well for you.


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Amber_Glow]
    #5362361 - 03/03/06 05:25 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Hey guys thanks for all the feedback. It was one wild ride that I dont ever wanna experience again... Leery11, yeah it was similar to salvia but instead of 3-5min it was 3-5 hours :S and was very strange. I dont think Ill be doing any hallucinogens for quite some time if at all... And to MadConductor, yeah bad location for this kind of a trip I know, I probably would have had a wonderful experience if I did it somewhere in nature and having to go to the hospital was a waste of time and money since they couldnt do anything but monitor me while I come down. :S If i was able to speak I would have told them that I was okay and to let me just trip at his house but I was so gone and lost in this abyss that nothing existed outside of it. And to MushroomColin123 I read alot of trip reports and read alot from many sites all around and people reported feeling little or nothing after 5-10 grams and some people have eaten as much as I have and felt very little so yeah I was just trying to make the best of what I had :S I guess I had a little too much that or like Amber said IAS must have sent me a really bomb batch... Too bad I had to have a bad trip with them :S Oh well, maybe next time if there is a next time it will be better... And yeah I really should have stopped eating them when I started feeling it but I only had like 3 or 4 more grams to eat and I wanted the whole dose so yeah :s lol. That and they became tasty after a while, kinda like chicken lol. But yeah all in all it was like a very long and very intense salvia trip... Oh and I forgot to mention when I arrived at my buddys house we smoked a bowl of Wild Dagga and a bowl of the "mophing blend" from my fatty bong that I also got from IAS. That may have also had somthing to do with my trip that I experienced. Because now that I think about it I didnt feel like hardcore passing out till after the two bowls... lol.. Hmm.. But yeah keep on posting with your replies I like to hear what people have to say.


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Horribla]
    #5362369 - 03/03/06 05:28 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

I ate them raw, straight from the bag. They were cracker dry like they should be. I was gonna make a tea but boiling them destorys the good stuff according to the label on the bag so I just munched em down with some leftovers from my work. Leftover burrito and taco stuff :smile: It was pretty tasty. And Kaniz I just got back from the dr they took some blood and will be testing it soon. When I get the results i will post them. I think its a big overreaction too but hey better safe then sorry.


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Horribla]
    #5362470 - 03/03/06 05:58 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

prolly not a good idea to be postin ur blood test results on this site


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: indica]
    #5362509 - 03/03/06 06:12 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

How is it not a good idea to post the results? Im not gonna copy and paste everything they say ill just say if im gonna be okay or if im gonna die. Simple as that really. Im sure ill be okay but hey if not people need to know that eating these things from IAS isnt terribly safe. I just dont want people to experience what I have, I literally went to hell and back and I dont ever wanna go back.


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Horribla]
    #5362523 - 03/03/06 06:19 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

I went to hell once on psylocybin mushrooms but I actually enjoyed. Two dark figures beckoned me through a gateway and yeah... it got interesting from there. Not your typical biblical description of fire and brimstone by any means.

It may have been horrible, but you have a story for the grandkids some day. That's all that really matters. That, and you're alive.


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Horribla]
    #5363291 - 03/03/06 10:37 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

tripping at mom's house isn't cool.


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: Nashbar]
    #5363317 - 03/03/06 10:44 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

oh i thought u were gonna copy it all
sorry :P


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Re: My hellish experience. A story and warning about Amanita muscaria. [Re: indica]
    #5363349 - 03/03/06 10:55 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

xk3m its all good man :smile: :P But really I think im gonna be okay because if i was gonna die we would know by now im sure. :P Anyways Gijith about that LSD trip, whats funny is the doctors kept asking me if I did any LSD and such and asked me if I did GHB I think they said and Im not even sure what ghb is... lol I told em I ate some legal mushrooms showed em the bag they came in and everything lol. I think they were trippin more then I was :P and i was freakin traveling through time it was insane. But yeah as for tripping in the future, I dont think im gonna do any hallucinogens for quite some time if ever again... Very bad experience and I dont ever wanna go back. Maybe if I had like half the dose and was in nature i would have had a great experience... But yeah bad locations and too big of a dose are no good as I discovered the hard way. And yeah nashbar I agree with ya, trippin at moms house isnt any good. Ill make sure to never do that again.


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