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I killed a child...
    #5350654 - 02/28/06 06:58 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

in a dream last night.

I was with my friend and we were running from something, I don't remember what it was. We tried to rob a small child probably about 8 years old, and I don't remember what we wanted but I took a gun and shot him 3 times.

He had first pulled out a gun in an attempt to shoot me. I shot at him once in the leg and twice in the chest. The shots were meant to only hurt him but I ended up killing him. His younger brother was right next to him and watched him die as my friend and I fled the scene.

I remember jumping into some bushes as a crowd ran by us, once they were out of sight I ran over to where my friend was and told him.. I killed a boy, "I'm dead."

I could actually feel the pain of taking another persons life and it was absolutely awful. I sat there and began to cry as I repeated the words "I'm Dead".

A second later I woke up and was so happy to be alive and to not have taking another persons life! It was really great, I felt reborn. It was a sort of Dream like ego death for me, very strange.


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Re: I killed a child... [Re: Animals]
    #5350658 - 02/28/06 07:00 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

That dream is rife with symbolism, please be sure to contemplate it and integrate it into your life.


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Re: I killed a child... [Re: dblaney]
    #5350673 - 02/28/06 07:04 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

I know what it was, last night was probably one of the lowest points of my life, like a breaking point, I felt pretty much dead. I think this will be a new start from me, I need to stop running and face my problems before its too late.


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Re: I killed a child... [Re: Animals]
    #5350688 - 02/28/06 07:10 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Also most of this week has been everyone telling me to grow up and get it together. I'm starting to think the child I killed was myself.


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Re: I killed a child... [Re: Animals]
    #5350695 - 02/28/06 07:12 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

In a small way this reminds me of a good book that our friend Skrop recommend. The Power Of Now. By Eckhart Tolle. I've read it a few times, but it really sunk in after the first two times I read it. This post reminds me so much of how he came to writing it.The feeling great dread, then sorta having a life changing moment were your eye are truly opened like never before. Every thing is an aw.

a few links...
http://www.eckharttolle.com/home.php
http://www.frimmin.com/books/powerofnow.html

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Re: I killed a child... [Re: blackroselove]
    #5350770 - 02/28/06 07:42 PM (17 years, 10 months ago)

Thanks I'll check it out.


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