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my last 36 hours
#5330978 - 02/23/06 09:27 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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On Tuesday night I went skateboarding for a few hours. I came home to my apartment and drank a little wine and smoked a bowl with my room mates (with whom I haven't been on speaking terms for a long time). Around 1:30am my girlfriend went to sleep.
I didn't feel too tired, so I drove to my parents house, ate two mushroom chocolates containing about 2 grams of mushrooms and a gram of "st. john's wort" each, and then drove back to my apartment and ate a medium-sized cube. Why I did this, I have no idea.
I layed in bed next to my girlfriend in silent darkness and peaked my nuts off. I had incredible synesthesic visuals... my thought patterns were visible in front of my closed eyelids in some sort of way, they had their own smells and sounds, it was crazy. Words failed, time ceased to exist, I just flowed through these incredible worlds of thought. I wasn't sure if I was just dreaming the whole thing or not, it sure felt like a dream. I don't really even remember it.
Then at sunrise, Wednesday morning, I woke my girlfriend up and told her what I had done with a huge grin. " I ate 4-5 grams of mushrooms a few hours ago." I'm not an impulsive guy, and I'm really scared of mushrooms (my highest prior dose was 3.2 grams, and I tripped hard enough to scare me down into the 2-2.5 gram realm for a long time). So she was shocked.
We went for a walk around downtown LA at sunrise... it was the best hour of my life, period. God walked with us, he was everywhere, everything was perfect. I felt like a million bucks. I had the tactile euphoria of a strong dose of MDMA, but felt way more 'honest.' I was loved-up, certainly, but a truer, more grounded, holy sort of love, a love for life with all its problems. Behind it all, I had the strong conviction that everything is PERFECT, that we are all GOD. I internalized the notion, finally, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, yada yada yada, that sort of trip talk. it actually happened to me. Truly an epiphany, a peak experience.
Ok, this is where it gets weird. I had to go to work but was still tripping. I got a call at 9:30 from my co-worker, who told me the company had gone out of business. I've worked for them for the last 2 years strait, and the day I inexplicably decide to eat a heroic dose of mushrooms and meet God for the first time, I found out I had lost my job! Talk about synchronicity.
But fuck, I was happy. There's another company that needs drivers, I'm going to have to work harder and make more money, but I'll almost certainly get a new job with them.
So instead of having to work with my saucer pupils and God-knowledge, instead I went to bed and slept for 19 and a half hours strait, lucid dreaming for much of the night, still hallucinating and mulling over my trip in REM sleep.
Its been a crazy few hours my friends
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Noviseer]
#5331001 - 02/23/06 09:42 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Wow dude, that is one magic trip!
It sucks that you lost your job but at least you can get another one.
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Noviseer]
#5331002 - 02/23/06 09:42 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Wow that sounds like a cool couple of days
You seem to really enjoyed that
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Noviseer]
#5331004 - 02/23/06 09:43 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Wow, pretty cool how the job thing happened at that moment. Sorry you lost the job though.
Interesting how things turn out.
I liked your story. Have a great day!
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Brakkie]
#5331015 - 02/23/06 09:46 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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wow, dude.
It was just time. Every great trip i have had has been pretty spurr of the moment. It allways works like that it seems.
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Noviseer]
#5331032 - 02/23/06 09:54 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sounds like you had quite an enlightening Journey, there Novisseer!!!! I think the reason you ate such an Amount of the shrooms was because you were ready to see the true experience, of God within us and everything around You!! hsave a shroomy day Man!!
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Noviseer]
#5331033 - 02/23/06 09:54 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Wow man, that's pretty fucking awesome. Sounds like you had an enlightening experience. Be sure to integrate it!
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Noviseer]
#5331156 - 02/23/06 10:41 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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That is funny. I was just thinking about this trip that I had about a year ago. I had gotten a little drunk and went over to smoke some friends out before going home and to bed. When I get to their house, they were all dosed out and I eagerly ate a four square. It was those ohm doses that were floating around for awhile.
Well, after tripping for about an hour, I decide to go home. I was tripping real good and danksis was asleep, so I layed down beside her and listened to the birds sing outside the window. It was a visual wonder when my eyes were closed. I kept seeing danksis walking/flowing around with a basket in her hand, gathering up this bird's eggs and I kept hearing those trip sounds intermingled with this bird's crazy cooing clucking noises. I had to be at work at 10:15am and I dosed at around 3:30am. That whole morning at work was just a long continuation of the bird dreams. I was like what can I get you guys to drink? That was the craziest trip that I have had in a long while!
That was a good trip report, btw.
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: blissedout]
#5332020 - 02/23/06 02:58 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
I had the strong conviction that everything is PERFECT, that we are all GOD
sounds alot like buddhist thought
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: bobjones]
#5332081 - 02/23/06 03:22 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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cool trip report.. one question tho, what are "synesthesic" visuals??dont even know what that word means....
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: AliceDee]
#5332093 - 02/23/06 03:25 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Synesthesia is the mixing of senses, such as seeing sounds or tasting colors.
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Noviseer]
#5332122 - 02/23/06 03:36 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
Noviseer said: it actually happened to me.
That's how I felt too...when it happened. 
Welcome back to earth.
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: MOTH]
#5332157 - 02/23/06 03:52 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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So I just got through a day of class. I had to constantly hold back telling everyone how happy they ought to remember to be, and how much I loved them. I was sitting in my literature class just marveling at how great our professor is, how wonderful every student is in his or her own way--and then I'd stare out the window in absolute awe at the trees, butterflies, and squirrels. heavy afterglow 
Mid-high doses are where its at! 2 gram trips used to get me there, but as of late they'd just been giving me a bit of weirdness, maybe some altered thought patterns, visual sharpness, and anxiety. This time I had a truly blessed trip. I've been seriously enjoying the simple things since I woke up this morning, and hopefully this'll last a while.
On a side note--its crazy how little I remember of my peak. I know I was lost in thought loops--that they worked like cogs in a machine--and that when the machine was working properly I UNDERSTOOD. But I don't remember much beyond that. I don't remember many of the visuals--the few that I do recall were absolutely stunning, palaces made of jewels with elevators in the front ferrying creatures up and down, that sort of thing. But in the same way that one barely remembers a poignant dream, I can only catch glimpses of my peak. I think, though, that what is making me so happy today are the subconscious effects of having UNDERSTOOD, even if I don't understand any longer, and can't remember what exactly understanding felt like. I just feel--more alive, and less afraid, if that makes sense.
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Noviseer]
#5332183 - 02/23/06 04:03 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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It does...I am due for another "Everything 101" session myself.
I'm very happy for you. It's always great to hear from someone ecstatic with revelation.
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Re: my last 36 hours [Re: Noviseer]
#5332195 - 02/23/06 04:08 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
Noviseer said:
But fuck.....
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