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OneMoreRobot3021


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Re: Connection. [Re: MOTH]
#5323559 - 02/21/06 10:39 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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No, but I did come to terms with the fact that the older I get the more my skull is taking his skull's shape, and the less I look like my mom - except I have my mom's hair, and my dad is bald as fuck.
I don't ever want to be my father. I am very inspired by his life up to a certain point, but once he got to America his success soon afterwards really warped him. It was disturbing to see my face shifting into his.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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goobler
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Re: Connection. [Re: MOTH]
#5323563 - 02/21/06 10:40 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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/sadly lets balloon string slip through fingers.....watches balloon race upwards
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Re: Connection. [Re: goobler]
#5323585 - 02/21/06 10:44 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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*pops balloon with stinger*
yeah, I have a big needle sticking out of my ass.
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goobler
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Re: Connection. [Re: MOTH]
#5323588 - 02/21/06 10:45 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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MOTH
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OneMoreRobot3021 said: No, but I did come to terms with the fact that the older I get the more my skull is taking his skull's shape, and the less I look like my mom - except I have my mom's hair, and my dad is bald as fuck.
I don't ever want to be my father. I am very inspired by his life up to a certain point, but once he got to America his success soon afterwards really warped him. It was disturbing to see my face shifting into his.
What other faces have you "worn?"
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OneMoreRobot3021


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Re: Connection. [Re: MOTH]
#5323603 - 02/21/06 10:48 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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My own. And many times the face of a grotesque, awful, withered gargoyle.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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goobler
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ha, yea I get satan alot
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OneMoreRobot3021


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Re: Connection. [Re: goobler]
#5323622 - 02/21/06 10:52 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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If Ilook in the mirror too long I just get old, rot,and become a gargoyle. First three times it scared the bejeezus out of me - now I can watch it, and enjoy it.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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MOTH
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I've had some cool "face-capades" in the mirror before. I always look very alien and insect-like. I sometimes can control the shape and movements of my face, and turn it different colors upon will. I spoke to a Goddess while staring into my own eyes, once. It might have been me, but it might not have, you never know.
My friend once thought she saw herself "age" and get old in front of the mirror and it really flipped her out. Kevin's face tends to look 'impish' while tripping.
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OneMoreRobot3021


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Re: Connection. [Re: MOTH]
#5323650 - 02/21/06 11:06 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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With my eyes closed, I saw a crystal clear vision of myself. I was dying to look into my own eyes,and finally, this closed eye hallucination of myself turned and looked me right in the eye. His eyes then dilated and became a black abyss that I tumbled through...
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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MOTH
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...what was at the end of the abyss?
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OneMoreRobot3021 said: With my eyes closed, I saw a crystal clear vision of myself. I was dying to look into my own eyes,and finally, this closed eye hallucination of myself turned and looked me right in the eye. His eyes then dilated and became a black abyss that I tumbled through...
cooooooool!!!
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TYL3R


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TYL3R


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Re: Connection. [Re: MOTH]
#5323716 - 02/21/06 11:24 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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I'd like to make a connection with you 
Giggidy giggidy
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Re: Connection. [Re: TYL3R]
#5323745 - 02/21/06 11:39 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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teehee
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TYL3R


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Re: Connection. [Re: MOTH]
#5323755 - 02/21/06 11:43 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Hey there, sexy !
I like pigtails.
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OneMoreRobot3021


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Re: Connection. [Re: MOTH]
#5323761 - 02/21/06 11:45 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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EllemyshShade said:
...what was at the end of the abyss?
Why, everything of course. 
I wanted to spend more time with my eyes closed, but frankly I am an eager social creature, a being that THRIVES on making eye contact with other human beings. So I spent most of my time sitting quietly or laughing while flitting from eye to eye.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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heh, I was just thinking after reading about your experience just now that I dont' spend much of my trips with my eyes closed! They are always wide open, looking around, taking everything in. I feel like I'm missing out on that inner world.
Although the best trips for me are the ones where my inner becomes my outer and I can't tell whether my eyes are open or not!
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OneMoreRobot3021


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Re: Connection. [Re: MOTH]
#5323783 - 02/21/06 11:53 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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I haven't hit that level in a long time. I'm way overdue for a total blowing open of the mind.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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I always have the same experience when Im peaking on Shrooms and look in the mirror. If I slightly change my gaze so it's not full on to my reflection my apperances start to change in a series of totally different people. These changes speed up the longer I keep that off-center gaze, so eventually I am seeing a series of people, men and women, rotate through my original "form" fairly quickly. I have tried to understand why this always happens and I am starting to think that they may be images of my former selves in past lives, as they all seem familiar to me in some distant way.
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