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OfflineToddo
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bah
    #5322913 - 02/21/06 03:39 AM (17 years, 11 months ago)

as i sit in my room, after smoking a small bowl, something hit me.
I'm not living my life. Its just passing me by.

Its kind of funny, I'm not sad about it. I feel something deeper then that. I feel the realization that i just didn't quite catch on to life. I'm not living. I'm consuming and have these stupid fucking walls that stop me from interacting. Whenever I'm around a girl that I MIGHT have a chance at talking with... i turn away and stay quite.

You guys are really the only people I have to talk with about this. I'm really sorry if I'm annoying anyone. I just feel like I'm at the fucking rock bottom of everything. I really have no true "friends" I'm not meant to fall in socially and not adequate physically.

GOD DAMMIT. I feel like i cant change.. because when I wake up in the morning I'm going to rejustified all the walls I have up. I want change..i truly do.

This has nothing to do with drug use. This has everything to do with this mindset I have. EX. "I'm going to seem stupid if i say that."

alight.. I'm just going to stop. You know.. I'm just going to sleep right now, and gonna wake up early in the morning. Get up and go on a walk. There I will step back and really reassess my life.

bear with my grammer.. i just needed to get that down on paper.


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Edited by Toddo (02/21/06 03:42 AM)


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OfflineBasidiocarp
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Re: bah [Re: Toddo]
    #5322919 - 02/21/06 03:46 AM (17 years, 11 months ago)

That was supah awesome! Do you keep a journal Shroomerite?


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"...if the mind is actually part of a continuum, a labyrinth that is connected not only to every other mind that exists or has existed, but to every atom, organism, and region in the vastness of space and time itself, the fact that it is able to occasionally make forays into the labyrinth and have transpersonal experiences no longer seems so strange."

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