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OfflineNESpores
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Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high?
    #5317808 - 02/19/06 08:47 PM (17 years, 11 months ago)

I had a battle with insanity (no joke) over the summer/fall of 2005 and overcame it, mostly. While i was having mass halucinations, they were horrible ones involving all my worst fears appearing at night/dusk even when other people were around, and oddly enough, I had to close my eyes to make them go away (along with concentration of course).
I still, almost 70% of my waking life, have minor halucinations in the form of "Tie-Dye TV Fuzz" on walls, the sky, dark areas, ect ect. but i am (and always was) sane as far as thinking goes. Ive always known the halucinations are fake, but they were terrifying.
now that you know my history...

I have a very high tolerance to most drugs (alcohol, Amanita muscaria, ect), but am VERY sensitive to Salvia D, and Marijuana & Opiates (and opium related compounds). I have yet to try Psilocybin mushrooms and never plan to try LSD, Meth, Heroin ect ect.

When I have weed, it's good shit. like scale of one to ten, i never have lower than a 7, but usually around 8.
When i smoke any ammount, my vision gets all jerky and kind of blockis, like when a video game starts to slow down and skips frames.
After 2-3 hits, I get mild-medium closed eye visuals, that can only be described as the tyedye tv fuzz, with stripes and patterns thrown in.
After 4 hits, the closed eye visuals are there when I open my eyes.
After 5 or more, i get full blown things that aren't there but look like it, out of body experiancess rarely.
I can hardly keep my balance walking after 8 hits.

does any body else get these sorts of visual effect with weed? none of my stoner friends know what the fuck im talking about.

and btw, i know my shit aint laced

peace, and please help figure out whats goin down


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: NESpores]
    #5317888 - 02/19/06 09:03 PM (17 years, 11 months ago)

My educated guess is you either have under lying mental conditions that need to be addressed by a professional. Or your already having treatment for you condition and are on some kind of pharmaceutical drug, that is potentiated when you smoke pot.

Some more information would help.


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: Legoulash]
    #5317957 - 02/19/06 09:26 PM (17 years, 11 months ago)

i would never take any pharmacutical of any kinds (even alergy), with the exception of antibiotics (if those count).
I also don't think i would ever trust a total stranger with my mind... most 'profesionals' are actually beyond 'help' themselves. the one's ive met anyways.

btw, the weed halucinations are never paranoid or scary, everything is always happy or exciting.
ive yet to have a weed freak out, even when im nervous before hand.
the only time im ever even upset about the day to day halucinations is when i look at the sky. i have an almost spiritual connection with clouds, and it pisses me off to not be able to look at the sky and actually see it as blue sky. although, the clouds usually aren't distorted in any way (only the blue sky itself gets multi colored), i still get pissed

what type of info do you mean?


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: NESpores]
    #5318296 - 02/19/06 11:48 PM (17 years, 11 months ago)

I had some similar to yours, with a mild etheogenic experience. I related them here. Not persisting, though.


Edited by funnybunny (02/20/06 04:54 AM)


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: funnybunny]
    #5318566 - 02/20/06 01:57 AM (17 years, 11 months ago)

Sounds a lot like HPPD? http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=hppd&btnG=Google+Search

Did you get start to notice it after taking amanita/salvia/marijuana ??


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: day_tripper]
    #5319665 - 02/20/06 11:53 AM (17 years, 11 months ago)

the effects are intensified super intensified with weed, as i said before.
this is what i said before about what happense when i smoke weed:
"After 2-3 hits, I get mild-medium closed eye visuals, that can only be described as the tyedye tv fuzz, with stripes and patterns thrown in.
After 4 hits, the closed eye visuals are there when I open my eyes.
After 5 or more, i get full blown things that aren't there but look like it, out of body experiancess rarely."

the tydye tv fuzz is what i experiance on a day to day basis, actually its happening as i type this (on my walls, computer screen and ceiling).

omfg.
i just read the first link on the google search... i think that's what i have...


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: NESpores]
    #5319700 - 02/20/06 12:06 PM (17 years, 11 months ago)

As quoted from http://www.stormloader.com/hppd/what.htm
"Any hallucinogen (LSD, MDMA, MDA, MMDA, Mescaline, DMT, Psilocybin, etc) has the capacity to cause this disorder, but LSD seems to be the most common culprit"

I have only done small doses of DMT, and oddly enough, they havn't had much effect on me. I've tried snorting and smoking cahoba seeds. I could never finish more than 3 seeds though, and most people recomend 5 seeds.

But all this wierd shit started WAY before i ever tried DMT, and the only drugs i had done before this wierd shit, Marijuana (like 2 times) and Salvia D, but never even at the same time. Also, i've only had one relatively intense trip on salvia, never the full blown shit some people talk about, even with a torch lighter on a bowl of 10x.

So does anybody else have any input? thank you so much day_tripper, you really helped me out, im almost positive now that i have HPPD.

Anybody know of ways to make it stop? Obviously i should try quitting everything (mainly weed)... but i dunno if that would work, it might not be worth trying :wink:


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: NESpores]
    #5319708 - 02/20/06 12:08 PM (17 years, 11 months ago)

oh i also forgot to mention that since last year ive been experiancing seasonal depression (winter time only), so now i know it might be caused but HPPD
just thought id throw that out too


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: NESpores]
    #5319719 - 02/20/06 12:11 PM (17 years, 11 months ago)

i have mild hppd myself, weed gives me strong cevs and mild oevs, but it doesnt affect me mentally-


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: NESpores]
    #5319834 - 02/20/06 12:44 PM (17 years, 11 months ago)

im glad to know im not the only one, thanks everybody!
and giz, you are lucky you have it more minor! but do you agree that the cev and oevs are fun? maybe thats just me.

peace!


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: NESpores]
    #5322942 - 02/21/06 04:19 AM (17 years, 11 months ago)

you arent having a battle with insanity, just a battle with visuals. and obviously the battle is harder when you smoke a hallucinogen (weed).. but you've still got your head together:

Quote:

..i am (and always was) sane as far as thinking goes.




so you dont have a disorder, unless you think the visuals are preventing you from functioning "normal".


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Re: Battle with insanity-- Is that why I halucinate while high? [Re: NESpores]
    #5324809 - 02/21/06 05:02 PM (17 years, 11 months ago)

i know exactly what you mean NEspores, i have the same day to day hallucinations etc, as you do. its hard to explain the effects, and i know what you mean to feel as if yo uare ' batteling insanity ', sometimes more than others. ive been loooking foir info on these things for awhile now. but hey winters here in Vermont are long, and dark hah i know how you feel.


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