What did I say? This world is falling from its natural state. Marijuana has been turned into shit by us. our dirty hands have been all over its ecological value, and now, it is infected with our contageous desease- called development-civilization-and artifical poop. hello..? you there?.. hello? do you see what is happening? does this mean anything to you? I am writing this as a message to stop what we're doing, and chill out -literally. The earth is suffering from serious global warming. and it is a major risk and a threat to earths very atmospheric existance. Why? Why do we burn this follel fuel when we know of the damage it can do? Is it just that it is here, on earth, and that it is easily accessible, and a "CONVIENENT" source of energy? hello??? dickheads...?? (excuse me)- But we need to pull our heads out of our asses and take a look arround. the so-called "oxygen" that we breathe today is almost as bad as smoking a cigerett. yeah, we're constantly killing ourselves everyday. and yet EVERYDAY, we continue to do what we've BEEN doing EVERYDAY. stupid ass shit! we're suffocating ourselves and the atmosphere, as we burn this substance. EVEN though there are ALTERNATIVE solutions to an energy source. such as.... HMMM? fukin' dams!!! water dams! windmills! what happened to the old will-mill days? when the air was so fresh.when you could walk out of the house and not have to worry about your skin melting from the non-filtered radiating sun. we have torn the coffee filter from the earth. It is a victim of a prositution act, against its own will. It needs to support its family though.. humans... It gives so much to us, and yet we give nothing in return. What ungreaefull little bastards we are! And as for people who realize what is happening and understand what i'm saying; well then -good job... But its not enough. You need to help me. we must restore the light. We must change the lightbulb. its flickering and almost completely out. we're hypnotized by the flickering action so that we are not in a clear state-of-mind. Good for the people who can withstand desire and controll their natural instincts as humans. These include: constantly wanting MORE POWER, even under any circumstance. A form of money to which contributes to the power, and is a major supporting foundation which holds our desire. we must get the key to achieve nirvana. a state of wanting nothing. It is only then, that we will restore balance, and free the doves from their cages -so they can fly high, and evermore maintain harmony with earth. I have experienced my instincts today, and Now I am much more self-aware of these instincts, wich can get in the way of the truth. The light. We have become so helplessly weak. RELYING of technology. we have summed up all the actions of life, and made devices to better ourselves with time frustration. You can easily get stressed-out in the world we have created. your sences may easily be cloaked by the enviornment we have created... in order to srotect your senses from the harsh, acidic air. I've seen this air today. This air in which we call "smog" yes, its smog. "oh look.. the weather says it's going to be smoggy out tomorrow". It has become a fucking weather object in which we measure. Artificial weather. Expect this weather, unlike the NATURAL weather -kills. "Ohh, but its jus smogg". "whats alittle SMOG gunna do to ya". besides putting your lungs through the most traumatic, intensifing experience they have ever been -=designed=- to do, pretty much nothing. take your showers, bathe yourselfs in your "sanitary" water. But nonetheless, you will ALLWAYS be bathing is a tub of your own waste. scrub-a-dub buddie! do it till your arm hurts. It makes no difference. herbal esences.. yea.. its natural eh? its herbal isn't it?..If you have read this far, you are probably feeling pretty shitty right now... GOOD! thats what i'm trying to do! Im trying to help you realize the truth. with some people, drugs uncover the truth. And today, I have had the experience of experiencing the truth. I have smoked president Bush's asshair. I dont care what you think, it was literally ASS. "california grown", the guy says. He wouldn't have had to tell me that if I had done some before. Fushing buds stained yellow with the artifical flourescent light. Grown in a mass-production warehourse- FOR SURE. They pick a nice,sticky strain and they grow it to be nice and resinous, to add weight-wich resin, no doubt, contains hardly any canniboids, wich is what makes you trip. Some people thinging of sticky plants being a good sign of some dank. NOOO WAYY BITCHES! they grow that shit sticky so that they can roll it in green leaves(from another plant somewhere elese) and so that the green leaves will stick to the stained california warehouse shit swag that I got today. But anyways.. Yes all this has certainly helped me realize the truth behind what is behind the truth. The true meaning of life. Which is to choose.. LIFE, or DEATH? look arround, or help each other drown... I have seen this world before we came. I have seen it befor ethings got nasty. I have felt its ecstacy that it has on the mind. A natural supplement that is 10x more potent than that atrificial shit. We used to be proud of life. we used to love living it. Then, I dont know what happened. Something somewhere along the road, we just went nuts. our emotions were thrown into a blender, and mixed up and made into a sandwhich. I think maybe the cause of the drainage in ~souls~ is due part to the fact that we watch TELEVISION almost everyday. Maybe you dont realize it, or maybe you want to deny it, but either way, 98.6f all americians watch T.V. Yeah, which is pretty much everyone. A big country full of people at home sitting of their ass and watching T.V. -prehaps eating some hot-pockets if they're fortunate enough. around 5-6:00, thats when the majority of them get off work. Only to zone-out on the tele, and maybe pickup some goodies to eat. I have obseved this behavior in my whole experience of living in washington. It was also a factor in Alaska, but not nearly equal. Poeple in Alaska were generally more happier fellas. they diddnt have as much shit in their ears from that bath that we're allways taking time day after day. No, but it's getting there. Shit is allways changing. Expanding. They must build larger roads to support the growing ammound of cars, which are consumed by the growing ammount of people, which are birthes from a growing generation of people. We asll started somewhere though. And that place is still undiscovered. It seemed as if we were just spread throughout the world randomly, and went out sepperate ways. The africans adapted to the hot climates, and learned the ways of the land. All this The white man has evolved to take part in colonization. In intelligence. The smarter the buisnessman, the wealtheir the buisness. The white man has instead of adapting to the climate, has adapted to social parties, democracies, beleifs, religions, a wealth of different subjects and topics which surround a peoKnowlege which was then lost in a matter of a few decades due to colonization and stupid fucks. Then theres the white man. Who instead of adapting to the enviornment, adapts to social situations. He evolved using the same method of natural selection, yet in a different form rather than africans or indians. The enviornment was already naturally immune to any diseases, the heat was not too hot. They did not have to worry about when the rains were comming or any of that shit. -We just flourished. Growing crops was a matter of time, rather than a matter of when the hell the gods were going to send the rain or not. We soon learned that more was better ("we" meaning fellow krakas out there) and that given any situation, that more would allways be a successful comeback. Instead of using efficiency, since we had such a huge-ass suppy of everything. Soon POWER over another human being was put into place by evolution, and was proven to be worthy of staying in the genepool. Today, this evolutionary method has proven to be more successfull than the old traditions of the tribes. Before they knew what day it was, we showed up, we pierced their virgin ecosystem with our war searching shovels, and caused catastrophy in their lifes. They were so well-adapted to that enviornment that, their immune systems are 50ore strong than any nationalized country's people. If they would have continued to live their traditional ways, they would have proven to be a successful culture of the world. They had a future. a harmonized balanced future. And we ripped the script, we disturbed their timeline. they were on a steady corse and we got bored of our corse, so we had to scribble all over theirs. we even piked through it a few times, since we were writing the map on our laps. They are confused about which way to go now, theres too many different lines, other than the origional thick line of success, which we had intentionally errased. We re-wrote their corse to trick them. we weote the rest of their corse to a dead end, to end their competition against us, and to have know where to go. Some have found mays of living with the white man. Though they are often segregated by others in an attempt to continue their enjoyment of living life. Yes, power is obsiously a thing of evil. an actual chemical in our mind that is naturally produced in order to make us dominant. Whoever has the most well-adapted mind for todays world, will thrive. Well, I personally would LOVE to thrive in life. Why shouldnt I? What is stopping me? Shouldnt I just be abel to live life, and enjoy it? Oh, wait... The government controlls that. Yea, I have rules to follow. Rules in which were created to help keep things balanced in this atrifucal ecosystem. Rules somewhat like the laws of psysics in the natural world. But this is the artificial world. We have paved over the natural world. Theres a new set of rules now. Fire cant be lit onto any building intentionaly. OK... got it... No fires. Which can be made with the flick of a match or a snap of a lighter. We have forgotten the truth. We have lost what we were made for. Yes, we have come a long way, and have evolved to a lesser degree. But thats nothing. Somewhere along the line we we placed here. I dont beleive in evolution from single-celled organisms. Its all bullshit. There is no WAY that some of the things we see today could haveused the process of evolution to become what it is. There are some features that are unexplainable. Yes, you can make-up shit stories about how a species came to be, based on some old crusty bones and shit. But the truth is, Its all a theory still. Everone has their different theorys why the hell we are here. I was connecting with the creator today in a way that made be achieve ecstacy over knowing the truth. It is STILL MY truth though. It is my beleif. And there is nothing that I can say or do to convince you that your way is wrong or anything. Thats what people dont understand in Israel. They are so content on THEIR OWN beleif, and so closed to other opinions because deep in their heart, they know it is the truth. And this can be a very powerful influence over the different people. They get so angry at the other non-beleivers that they try to prove to them that their beleif is right, using words of evidence out of the bible and other such evidence-providers. That is one thing people need to be convinced -evidence. Unfortunately, all the beleifs Do not have true evidence supporting any beleif, NO MATTER what they say. IT IS STILL not hard evidence that their beleif is "true". And everybody seeks truth. It is natural human behavior to want to know "why". It is in our blood, just like power and the other shizzs. Without wanting to know "why", we would not be what we are today. We would not have the same intelligence as we do. Males have more of this chemical than females do. Which is why you allways hear the expression, "man created this", or "man did that". So, there is definately an evolutionary side to the truth, too. But not as in-depth as everyone thinks it is. When we think of evolution, why do we go back so far? why not just go back to "when man was put on the earth"? Why go back to the big bang shit and all that. It all leads o nothing, because there is still the question of how things came to be. such as... THE UNIVERSE. or - SPACE. or even- MATTER AS WE KNOW IT. It really gets silly sometimes. Some of the theory's we create to fill-in the absence in knowlege. Yes -most of it IS based off facts and hard evidence. But we can definately get alittle carried away. -When it's just so simple. Hopefully I've opened up your mind to different opinions. Because it is extremely important to know your surroundings, and interact with them, instead of shutting everything off from thought. There are some good people in this world, and I want to meet them. and I want to create music with them. I need you guys, wherever you are. Because i'm pretty sure there's none in MiLl CrEeK Well, my fingers are starting to hurt now, and I must start drinking more water because literally- when I was trippin out like 6 hours ago, I could feel my joints. They were like almost mechanical because they wewre so un-smooth. I was hearing little "errrrrrrrnggg" (like a robot) sounds as I moved each finger any direction. And a bunch of nice chinese ladies gave me a back -messiaghe- My back is really screwed up. and I know why. It was when I was fat. I used to slough over, and hide my gianormous man boobs, because of what society would do if I diddn't. And this was all through my highest developmental state. puberty. I was going through some tough times with ladies... ladiess... I was scared of them... I was scared of looking at them- sexually. I was about 9 when I first started to feel it all. and it followed me all the way up untill 15. Ive also had a bad 4th grade experience which literally ruined my character. I used to be a much briter person. I remember. But as soon as that girl threw that ring down the lunch table, and the kids started laughing... It was all over. In a way, Im extremely grateful that I had those years where I was overweight. I had the experience of actually being in an overweight persons body. and beleive me, it is truely amazing how people treat you. Truely amazing. Some fat people have been fat all their lifes, and they eventually adapt. But, nah, I went through the phase where I experienced the worst of what they get. Which is truely- SHIT. People literally shove your face in shit, hoping to make themselves feel better about who they are, or just to be funny, or approving to someone elese. So, I can really see what is inside of people now-a-days. I really know who you are. Ok so, this is from myspace posted as a blog, from me. trevorda88
-------------------- "All you touch and all you see is all your life will ever be" -Pink Floyd. Memories make up our lifes as we know it. Our souls are lost between time and space.
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