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lwo
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ah man... help me out folks
#5275583 - 02/07/06 10:21 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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ah man. I fucked myself again tonight! Live and learn. I've made two big mistakes recently, involving cocaine. Help me out brothers and sisters, Let me know I am not alone in this fight. I could use sometime to chat with shortly, when I get blasted to forget this bullshit. So, PM me your aim name and I will hit you up. -Good people only. Good evening and even if I get no PM's I hope you will post here. Ignore my low rating. It was the assholes in OTD fucking with me. Good vibes only. Peace
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lwo
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: lwo]
#5275599 - 02/07/06 10:27 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Four views, no reply. Actually I think three of the views was me. Well I send karma your way, regardless.
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lwo
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: lwo]
#5275604 - 02/07/06 10:28 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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BRB, my stove just got hot. Hopefully a little herbal smoke will chill me out.
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lwo
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: lwo]
#5275621 - 02/07/06 10:34 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Ahh, well I guess no one is up for it tonight. I hope every is doing well.
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lwo
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: lwo]
#5275637 - 02/07/06 10:42 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Alone oon this issue I see. Well alone is good. I need to see within myself. Only I can change myself. I need to stop relying on others to hold me accountable. I need to stop harming myself like I do! help! oh boy tommorow will be a long day. I just hope tonight can keep going smooth
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: lwo]
#5275647 - 02/07/06 10:45 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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elaborate on the cocainya problem
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been there done that. I dont have aim or else id talk.
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: lwo]
#5275663 - 02/07/06 10:50 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Hey, you still have my screen name right? I should be on here more in a little bit, right now I'm making some pasta .
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lwo
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: eris]
#5275688 - 02/07/06 10:57 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Same name.
TO elaborate I indulged tongith AGAIn, after doing 1.5 just three short days ago. This time I onyl did 1.0, but it was a bad idea. Less high, worse comedown. I have done this before, but even worse. Coke always makes me wonder what the fuck am I thinking.
The money is a big part of it... (hypotheticly it is $50 a gram) But the money is a small part. Feeling tired and crappy the next day. Being stuffed up for a week, the risk of being arrested, etc. It's just a shitty life choice and I am sad I decided to do it again.
It's been four months before the last 3 days that I did it. Anyone else feel the same?
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: eris]
#5275693 - 02/07/06 10:58 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Not sure how long I will make it, lol. I always fade out somewhere inbetween something. Right now I am wide awake though. and very alert/up and up ants in my pants. Etc. Hit me up later if you feel like talking. We can talk pasta, and more :un:
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: lwo]
#5275710 - 02/07/06 11:03 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Coke sucks mostly do the shity come down and the 15minute high. Coke mixed with good dose of oxycodone is great. that is shity that you pay so much for coke. I used to pay 100$ for 3.5 grams. 300$ for 14 grams and 600$ for 28 grams. I think that so long as you stay out of truble then coke isnt that bad every now and then. Take like two excedrine pm's those were a life saver when I was on drugs like glass and coke. coke and speed made me homeless. I would sleep under bob hope bridge. and shit. steal coins out of fountains to get dope money and shit. bad times. fuck even the mexicans would get me coke at 125/ball. You need better hook ups 50$ per gram is fucking retarded.
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lwo
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Re: ah man... help me out folks [Re: onetime]
#5275727 - 02/07/06 11:07 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yeah it's retarded, but what can I do. And it's actually in my opinion probably about only 30% pure cocaine, sadly.. Maybe more, who knows. Thanks for the true story of what coke can do. It's a ripoff sure. A very big ripoff, with a large negative return. Live and learn
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