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Dmonikal
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Re: Terminus of Totus [Re: fresh313]
#5279904 - 02/08/06 10:49 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Sorry dude my speakers are Klipsch not veenom
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Dmonikal
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Re: Terminus of Totus [Re: Dmonikal]
#5279954 - 02/08/06 10:57 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Actually I'm listening to "the becoming" by nine inch nails (the downwad spiral) and stretching with a little bit of opiates to kill the pain so I can push my body further then it wants to go without screaming.
"The Becoming"
I beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming the me that you know had some second thoughts he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore the me that you know doesn't come around much that part of me isn't here anymore all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new consciousness that me that you know used to have feelings but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay the me that you know is now made up of wires and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away I can try to get away but I?ve strapped myself in I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears I can see it killing away all my bad parts I don't want to listen but it's all too clear
hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid Annie, hold a little tighter I might just slip away
it won't give up it wants me dead goddamn this noise inside my head (repeated over and over)
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Edited by Dmonikal (02/08/06 11:03 PM)
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Re: Terminus of Totus [Re: Dmonikal]
#5280371 - 02/09/06 01:36 AM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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with every death is a rebirth, just a matter of time
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Dmonikal
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Re: Terminus of Totus [Re: fresh313]
#5282830 - 02/09/06 06:21 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yes, I have had around 5 or 6 in my life. Well in this life I mean. That is how many times my mind has been destroyed and rebuilt.
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Edited by Dmonikal (02/09/06 06:22 PM)
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Dmonikal
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Re: Terminus of Totus [Re: Dmonikal]
#5283012 - 02/09/06 07:05 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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"Terrible Lie"
hey God why are you doing this to me? am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be? why am i seething with this animosity? hey God i think you owe me a great big apology.
terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie
hey God i really don't know what you mean. seems like salvation come only in our dreams. i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. hey God can this world really be as sad as it seems?
terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie
don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to.
hey God there's nothing left for me to hide. i lost my ignorance, security and pride. i'm all alone in a world you must despise. hey God i believed your promises, your promises and lies.
terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie
you made me throw it all away. my morals left to decay. how many you betray. you've taken everything.
terrible lie. my head is filled with disease. my skin is begging you please. i'm on my hands and knees. i want so much to believe.
i need someone to hold on to. i need someone to hold on to. i need someone i need someone. i need someone to hold on to. i give you everything. my sweet everything. hey God i really don't know who i am. in this world of piss
That song guides my life. Best to listen to the remix by Tool.
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Re: Terminus of Totus [Re: Dmonikal]
#5283493 - 02/09/06 08:58 PM (17 years, 11 months ago) |
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Slayer: Addict (another of my favourites) album: "God Hates Us All"
I won't cover you eyes I want your innocence Glisten before me in a cold sweat I wan't you to see your lie spill on me Spill on me Manifested as a primitive craving The craving never seems to go away I want to see the face of everyone fall Fall into the cold embrace of death You're in my nightmare I decide when it stops It's my fucking drug Makes my rush intensify Hardcore the overdose Your fear gets me high Unbound I'm the weapon made to sterilize Sterilize all the idiot victims Anytime, anywhere, anyone I want Everyone's addicted to this torture I'm the agony in every breath Every breath brings you closer to me You'll do anything, anything You'll do anything to make it stop You're in my nightmare I decide when it stops It's my fucking drug Makes my rush intensify Chaos deep inside it makes me It makes me feel surreal It makes me need to kill It makes me feel surreal It makes me need to kill Do you want to feel eternity Your eternity lies within me I am the terror of your final breath Your final breath brings light to my darkness Like an act of fucking God unleashed On the innocence - innocence of mankind You'll do anything - anything You'll do anything to make it stop It's my fucking drug Makes my rush intensify Hardcore the overdose Your fear gets me of like fuck
-------------------- Give your money or your life Take 'em both for all I care Dump your bullets right here
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