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Offlineshroomer44
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Loneliness
    #5252490 - 02/01/06 07:36 PM (18 years, 11 hours ago)

Lately ive been very depressed and lonely. I just got out of a 3 year relationship about a year and a half ago, and it seems like since then my life feels empty. One by one my friends are moving away or getting married or just basically cutting off contact. Within the past few weeks, however, its really been getting to me, I think because i went to a going away party for one of my good friends (hes going to japan for awhile) and after he left i realized that i have absolutely no one within 200 miles that i even feel like i could talk sincerely with, and i feel like im about to explode. Im done with school,etc, and it seems like all i do is work, come home, smoke weed, watch TV, browse on the internet... I dont really have any problem meeting people, i just cant seem to find anyone i like or can connect with... I cant find a girl thats not either plain stupid, shallow, or just boring. I dont know if the problem is me or what, and i feel like my life is going nowhere. Ive been a heroin addict for 10+ years,and ive been clean for almost a year, but i feel like theres no point. Everyone tells me that the only reason life feels so empty is because im used to the drug numbing me up and sedating me, but does anyone ever think that life is just empty and thats it?

Anyways, sorry for the rant, im not exactly sure what im looking for here, i just needed to get this out...


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Re: Loneliness [Re: shroomer44]
    #5252497 - 02/01/06 07:38 PM (18 years, 11 hours ago)

I've been feeling that way for the last 6 months or so too,

there is just no light at the end of the tunnel so it seems :sad:


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Re: Loneliness [Re: Freeker]
    #5252519 - 02/01/06 07:43 PM (18 years, 11 hours ago)

It is no fun when your best friends move far away...

One of mine is in Orlando, the other is in Denmark.....leaving my next close friend a state away....

bleh......boredom reigns supreme here as well


I always seem more down this time of year as well, probably something to do with seasonal affective disorder?


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Re: Loneliness [Re: Freeker]
    #5252525 - 02/01/06 07:44 PM (18 years, 11 hours ago)

Do some new and adventurous stuff.


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Re: Loneliness [Re: The_Hobbit]
    #5252535 - 02/01/06 07:46 PM (18 years, 11 hours ago)

I am just getting bored of life to be honest, and god do I hope there is no heaven and hell because when I go I really want that to be the end. Consciesness (sp?) is such a pain


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Re: Loneliness [Re: shroomer44]
    #5252561 - 02/01/06 07:53 PM (18 years, 10 hours ago)

Well from what I've hurd you miss having true friends above heroin. I had periods like yours and all I can say is that they go away. But that means nothing to you right now. I can advise you to go somewhere else for a while, change you job change and rearange everything you feel is wrong. It sonds hard, and it is..... untill you decide to make a major change. After you do it, it all comes pretty easy. I mean.... what do you have to lose?
This works for me, mixing and changing thing in my life from time to, when I feel there's nothing for me there.
Think about it. You and only you can make ot happen for you. Perhaps there's nothing for you out there in the way you live your life right now. So.... at least try to make your life come as close as possible to what you whish.


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Re: Loneliness [Re: The_Hobbit]
    #5252566 - 02/01/06 07:54 PM (18 years, 10 hours ago)

One of the problems with doing new and exciting things is that i can barely afford to support myself as it is. Thats a huge part of the problem, my degree is fucking useless, and i work 10 or 11 hours everyday just to pay rent and bills and food and pay for my car which i use to go to work so i can pay for my rent and bills and food so i can continue to work and barely survive... Im afraid to leave the job i have now because its the best one ive been able to get so far, but still its not enough. And i hate the way this country fucking works regarding business. It seems like my workplace is full of assholes who kissed enough ass to climb the ladder and get into a position of power, and once there they team up with all their higher-up friends in the same company and get rid of people they dont like, push all the work on people who dont get paid shit, and hop in their mercedes at noon to "cut out early", laughing all the way to the fucking bank. I wonder sometimes if these people are happy. It seems like i havnt met anyone in the last 10 years who has seemed happy, maybe happiness is just an illusion. Thats part of the reason i think im so lonely, because this entire country (and the entire world) is run by the allmighty fucking dollar and it seems like i cant meet anyone who hasnt been corrupted by it and isnt spending their life kissing someones ass so they can buy the better car, the mansion, the pool, the hottub, designer clothes for their 2 year olds... the fucking american dream. Money really is the root of all evil. There are just so few genuine people left in the world...


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Re: Loneliness [Re: shroomer44]
    #5252613 - 02/01/06 08:04 PM (18 years, 10 hours ago)

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shroomer44 said:
There are just so few genuine people left in the world...




Yeah. I was driving in my Jaguar the other day and I was thinking the exact same thing.


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Re: Loneliness [Re: RandalFlagg]
    #5252782 - 02/01/06 08:33 PM (18 years, 10 hours ago)

Look, your never going to meet anyone if your outlook on life is this way. People are naturally attracted to others who have a fun outgoing good look on life. But you say, well my outlook on life WAS much better but after so long its starting to fade away...its like there isn't any hope? Well, theres gonna be times when life SUCKS. Thats the nature in life. You gotta wake up every morning and expect the day to be different. You say you go to work, come home, smoke pot and watch TV, then go to bed. I'll tell ya, your not gonna meet anyone at home. So you dont have alot of money? Maybe you can save up some pot money instead of smoking it and join some kind of club, activity, or group event where you think other like minded individuals, such as yourself, would meet. I don't know what you want to do, but my little piece of advice is that you think of everyday as a possiblity that something different might happen. You may think that your life is boring and very routine, but life has a way of throwing you a delightful curve ball once and a while. If you're looking down on life you might not notice your ooportunites.


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Re: Loneliness [Re: RandalFlagg]
    #5252836 - 02/01/06 08:42 PM (18 years, 10 hours ago)

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I just got out of a 3 year relationship about a year and a half ago




that's a long time, i would suggest getting over it.

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Ive been a heroin addict for 10+ years,and ive been clean for almost a year, but i feel like theres no point.




you've been clean for a year, that seems like an excellent reason to be happy about life.

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One of the problems with doing new and exciting things is that i can barely afford to support myself as it is. Thats a huge part of the problem, my degree is fucking useless, and i work 10 or 11 hours everyday just to pay rent and bills and food and pay for my car which i use to go to work so i can pay for my rent and bills and food so i can continue to work and barely survive... Im afraid to leave the job i have now because its the best one ive been able to get so far, but still its not enough




i don't know how you live, but the problem may be trying to live above your means or you could just be making minimum wage which can't support a person to live on, but i doubt it as you have a degree. since you *do* have a degree put a resume together and post it online, who knows you might find something that will pay better and you can enjoy.

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It seems like my workplace is full of assholes who kissed enough ass to climb the ladder and get into a position of power, and once there they team up with all their higher-up friends in the same company and get rid of people they dont like, push all the work on people who dont get paid shit, and hop in their mercedes at noon to "cut out early", laughing all the way to the fucking bank. I




i hate to burst your bubble, but probably anyone who has ever had a job has been in this position, it sucks yes. but either deal with it or find a different place of employment.

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It seems like i havnt met anyone in the last 10 years who has seemed happy, maybe happiness is just an illusion. Thats part of the reason i think im so lonely, because this entire country (and the entire world) is run by the allmighty fucking dollar and it seems like i cant meet anyone who hasnt been corrupted by it and isnt spending their life kissing someones ass so they can buy the better car, the mansion, the pool, the hottub, designer clothes for their 2 year olds




sounds like an easy way to keep yourself lonely. no one is like you, they are all trendy, starbucks drinking, abercrombie wearing twits who only care about themselves. are there people like this? of course, you'd be insane not to believe that. but, is everyone like that? not at all just look at this community we have here at the shroomery.

you just need to know that there are people out there who do care and who will be your friends if you only give them a chance. i was lonely for years, thought i just didn't like people because i wasn't like them because i liked different music, wasn't into material things. it was a nice thought, kept me above everyone and kept them at a distance. but that gets old man, i'm sure you know it does. sitting at home infront of the computer thinking about your lack of friends and how it might be easier to just give up. but, get out of your house and go meet some people. its worth it and you can do it.

peace :thumbup: :thumbup:


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Re: Loneliness [Re: eVil_]
    #5253036 - 02/01/06 09:16 PM (18 years, 9 hours ago)

Dood wack off once or twice a month, start talking to women as friends and guys too. Have fun in live with friendships and maybe find someone to date or have fun with. Sometimes I feel depressed without someone but then I say why act that way? I bounce out of it and just feel better. Talk to people, find yourself, stay happy!


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Re: Loneliness [Re: Fluxburn]
    #5253227 - 02/01/06 10:03 PM (18 years, 8 hours ago)

unconditionaly say fuck the darkness

laugh at anything you can

know your role in life, tell others that don't understand to eat shit

work for man is celebrating life, breathe with the earth, it is a blessing

it can feel good to feel shitty for urself, but you cannot carry on for long, deep breathes.. think smart and rip that shit up, brother!


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Re: Loneliness [Re: swampthing]
    #5253296 - 02/01/06 10:15 PM (18 years, 8 hours ago)

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