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carbonhoots
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surely a cry for help
#524068 - 01/18/02 12:28 AM (21 years, 8 months ago) |
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Wow. After a few tries I managed to get whacked. It was the same. A series of hellish fearful depraved anxious states of mind, then revelation. I am a person under severe spiritual attack. Period. And this world is full of demons. They are here with me now, trying desprately to stop this communication. I*'m sure I'll be made to pay. The thing that bugs me is I can't seem to turn off this hell bent mind. I lack some sort of power to overcome that theoreticaly I could have. I feel like Satan has tapped me like a maple tree, and his crew eats me for breakfast. I don't like it but there's comfort in knowing that Jesus bled too. Anyways, I am most interested in leaving here forever, and I'm ready to do anything for that to happen. It's the point I come to when I get high like this, I'VE GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE! I know that I'll forget why or even that I want to in the morning, but it's where I'm going. Somehow. It's all been arranged and I'm just touring through on a float in some spirit parade. Thank you God. Everything is a fight. It is. I don't want to fight or even know what fighting is. What an awful problem!
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Re: surely a cry for help [Re: carbonhoots]
#524104 - 01/18/02 01:11 AM (21 years, 8 months ago) |
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It's a great big drama isn't it? Fun to watch
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tak
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Re: surely a cry for help [Re: ]
#524732 - 01/18/02 03:54 PM (21 years, 8 months ago) |
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get a new drug ;)
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djfrog
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Re: surely a cry for help [Re: carbonhoots]
#525183 - 01/18/02 11:53 PM (21 years, 8 months ago) |
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Edited by djfrog (01/18/02 11:54 PM)
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sunconscious
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Re: surely a cry for help [Re: carbonhoots]
#525223 - 01/19/02 12:41 AM (21 years, 8 months ago) |
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Hell doesn't exist, and God-fearing Christians shouldn't be taking drugs. Does that help?
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carbonhoots
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Re: surely a cry for help [Re: sunconscious]
#525651 - 01/19/02 02:45 PM (21 years, 8 months ago) |
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that last half sounds like something D.A.R.E. or somebody would say if God didn't want me using drugs, he would'nt have put them here. I am aware of a list of do's and don'ts, mostly pertaining to not killing/stealing/lying etc...and the 1 do rule of Christ...do unto others...you know the rest. Never heard nothin bout drugs, besides, Christ's first miricle was to turn the water into wine. Alcohol is a drug. I made the original post in the spirit of self parody. I thought it was rich. Seems like no one understands...
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Edited by carbonhoots (01/19/02 02:53 PM)
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