my human life began in the late 80s, my skin pigment is very light (for what its worth), and i am currently residing in a chicago suburb on the northwest side. my fiance and i will be joined in holy matrimony in a couple of months and then we plan to move THE HELL AWAY FROM CHICAGO!!! probably to colorado. i can't wait to be able to have an ounce of pot on me and not have to worry about serious jail time (i already have 2 charges out here:( jail fucking SUCKS!!!). i should probably add here that i have "awoken" from my human state/condition of confusion and view everything differently than most people. basically, i realized that my physical body is just a robot that i use to move around the third density, and who i really am is what humans normally call a "soul". the really strange thing about it though, is that my brain and the entire thinking process that goes along with it are merely human characteristics that will only be used for a number of years while in this density, and in reality (which the third density is only a VERY small fraction of) we all communicate telepathically and there is no need for human, cognitive thinking processes. when i say i "awoke" what i mean is that i became aware of who i really am, and now i don't feel like i am inside my body anymore. i'm actually a spiritual presence (an aura if you will) hovering around my "body" telling it what to do and using it like a vehicle, communication device, and a thinking and creating tool. the problem is that i see the world for what it really is, and to be honest, ignorance is bliss. this planet and every entity upon it seems to be suffering in some way, and i want so desperately to help others and be completely selfless, but i have a hard time finding a method that is affective. i grow more and more impatient with others' humanistic ways of thinking, and i wish i could just snap my fingers and have everyone wake up and stop being so consumed with things of this world. i'm in the process of learning to love people, all people, including my enemies, and i'm working on giving selflessly to others all that i can, physically and mentally, so i can be at peace with myself and God. with all that said, i chime in on a lot of political discussion on the internet to try and steer people in the "right" direction. i try to help people understand that the "government" as it were, is a selfish mob (republican and democrat) of people who consider themselves to be "elites" and have some serious control issues. when you vote, it means nothing. laws mean nothing, money means nothing, and positions of power mean nothing. all of this is merely temporary and will all disappear before you know it as every human body inevitably dies. so when i see people getting overly emotionally involved with politics, i try to open their eyes to the fact that they are wasting time. don't let physical things allow you to hate one another! don't let things like "politics" distract you from what is really important: the condition of your soul. and if anyone here thinks i'm "crazy", well that too will only last for a short number of third density years and in the "end" i hope it will be something we can have a good laugh about. you are all wonderful people, by the way, and your entrepreneurship in the field of mycology is astonishing to say the least. i love each and every one of you, because you are all beautiful, amazing creatures. so if i say something in the political discussion forums on the shroomery that offends anyone, please don't be shy! i am open to any/all criticism and feedback that any of you would like to offer.:D
-------------------- "It is well enough that people of the nation do not understand our banking and monetary system, for if they did, I believe there would be a revolution before tomorrow morning." -Henry Ford
 
 
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