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An Important message about one of our Brothers.
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I really do not know where to begin.  Well one of our fellow shroomerites is in trouble.  He is strung out on crack and heroine.  He has been fighting addiction for 3 years and is in really really deep this time.  His name on here is  Dark_Star.  I'm not sure if he would like me posting this but I have to.  I feel it is my responsibility to try to help him.  He is drowning in his addiction.  I do not want him to be another person that the cops find with a needle in his arm.  I care deeply for this guy.  Even though he is not blood related he is a brother of mine and it hurts me to think about him going thru this.  He is a truly special person.  His posts are helpful and are missed.  He is an asset to this community and to the world.  He has done many great things already in his life and he has also been there for me.  I love him.  When he beats this addiction he will do alot of good in this world.  The evil in this world has just gotten him down, because it knows how much good he would do.  He needs your love and good vibes and anything else good you can send his way.  He is a wonderful person who has just slipped into addiction.  Just thinking about what he is going thru right now makes me cry.  So please send some love or whatever you have his way.

If you read this Brother I hope your not mad about me posting this and keep on truckin brother I know you can do it.  If you need anything you have both of my numbers brother.  We all love you.

Much peace, love, and good vibes brother.
:peace: :heart: :smile: :goodvibes:
Terrapin77


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We miss you Dark_Star.  The Shroomery Loves Ya Brother. :heartpump:

We miss you Syd

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Terrapin77 said:

I'm not sure if he would like me posting this but I have to.


If you haven't discussed this with him, your post is awfully presumptuous. Of course we all wish the best for all our fellow Shroomerites, but were I Dark_Star, I would be displeased about this.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Good speech!!!!

But really I do agree with you, I don't even know they guy IRL but the shroomery is just a large network of family. We have our wise grandparent, the idiot cousin, and the stuck up Sister to. If I believed in God I would prey for you, but I am sending good e-vibes your way bro.


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yawn...
SG

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Burke Dennings]
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He posted in a thread about him being addicted. I'm sure he wont mind. If he does all he need do is pm me and I will have it deleted.


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We miss you Dark_Star.  The Shroomery Loves Ya Brother. :heartpump:

We miss you Syd

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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D_S pull your head out of your ass.

If your life is worth living for, it's worth dying for,
If your life is worth dying for,it's worth living for. .. ... ....

Good Luck


:sun:


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Child of the 60's, Tripping ever since.


:sun:

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: KaptKid]
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a battle worth winning is a battle worth losing
and vice versa

pull out of it, man.. i know deep down you want too. while we never chatted, i remember how serious you were about your clean streak about half a year ago.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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That was a really beautiful post, Terrapin.  :heart:  D_S is obviously a very close, very important friend to you and he is very lucky to have you.

D_S, we have never chatted personally, but your buddy is worried about you.  Sort your shit out mang...I wish I could say I understand where you're at right now..but I don't.  I've never been there.  I've seen friends fall down and have a really hard time getting back up.  There is no shame in rehab.  Let them help you.  Let your friends help you.

I don't think there's anything wrong with making this thread.  Sometimes people need a wake up call.  Maybe an onslaught of Shroomerite love could be that wake up call.

I wish you the best on your journey... it's probably going to be a long one.  :heart:


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: CherryBom]
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Best vibes for your friend... addiction is a bitch, slap it away.


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+'this' reality is the one i like the most+

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: AngeloWish]
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Thanks for the love for D_S guys. I know he appreciates it as do I.


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We miss you Dark_Star.  The Shroomery Loves Ya Brother. :heartpump:

We miss you Syd

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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That's sad news man, sad news indeed. :crying:


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Microcosmatrix]
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Nice post Terrapin, it comes from the heart.


Dark_Star, i never really chatted but i allways liked your posts. You allways had a good attitude towards everybody, i can tell your a good person, man.

I hope things look up man, you can beat this shit dude :dancing: :heartpump:


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"There is never a wrong note, bend it." Jimi Hendrix


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Sorry to hear of his troubles, but I have to say that you can talk to him until you're blue in the face and have no effect unless he's ready to kick his habit. Such is the sad nature of addiction. :shake:

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Le_Canard]
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ToiletDuk said:
Sorry to hear of his troubles, but I have to say that you can talk to him until you're blue in the face and have no effect unless he's ready to kick his habit. Such is the sad nature of addiction. :shake:


Thats what I am having such a hard time with.  Talking from me wont help this time.  I really need to make a road trip to his house and just help him thru it.


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We miss you Dark_Star.  The Shroomery Loves Ya Brother. :heartpump:

We miss you Syd

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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He's a good guy. I remember enjoying some late night S&P convos with him. He's deep, insightful and has heart. This is lousy news to hear. :sad: Thanks for letting us know. I'll be holding good thoughts for him. :sun:

:peace: :heart:


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Ahuwale ka nane huna.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: gettinjiggywithit]
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Kicking heroin was the hardest thing I've ever done.  I feel like I wrestled with the devil himself to get though that shit.  I don't know you D_S, but I can tell you that once you see that shit for what it is and get through it, you will be one of the strongest people alive. 

Being addicted to heroin doesn't mean you're a weak person.  In my opinion, it means quite the opposite.  It seems like the most sensitive people, in possession of an amazing amount of depth and beauty, tend to be the most susceptible to addiction. 

The kick will suck. bad.  But it is so fucking worth it. 

I will be sending you some lionheart energy your way.  Just remember, as cheesy as it sounds,  that darkness cannot win against love. 

Sorry I rambled but I've got a soft spot for my fellow addicts :flowers:


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All statements in this post are fictitious.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: janelle1502]
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janelle1502 said:
I feel like I wrestled with the devil himself to get though that shit.


my father was an athiest, he said the exact same thing about heroin, he kicked the
habit a couple of times, never for very long. One day he was talking with my
brother and told us of a couple ODs that almost killed him, once being
hospitalized because of mercury poisoning, several other junkies were as well
and he detailed the amount of money he's put into his veins. It killed him.

4 people attended his funeral, my self, my brother and sister and a kid he'd
adopted and raised as his own, his mom was a prostitute. we took him in and
treated him as if he were our brother, he also had no one just like his father.


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California Has Legalized Child Prostitution

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: janelle1502]
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Damn...

I haven't been around lately. But one of the last things I read was that things were turning shitty from him. He'd lost (in some form) some of his acid, (He made that giant thread in ODD what it is) and seemed pretty upset about it, and other things seemed to be going down hill. I really hoped he wouldn't lose his grip.

Best of luck man, I really hope you kick this thing in the ass.


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You're not like the others. You like the same things I do. Wax paper, boiled football leather... dog breath. We're not hitch-hiking anymore, we're riding!

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: janelle1502]
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janelle1502 said:
Kicking heroin was the hardest thing I've ever done.  I feel like I wrestled with the devil himself to get though that shit.  I don't know you D_S, but I can tell you that once you see that shit for what it is and get through it, you will be one of the strongest people alive. 

Being addicted to heroin doesn't mean you're a weak person.  In my opinion, it means quite the opposite.  It seems like the most sensitive people, in possession of an amazing amount of depth and beauty, tend to be the most susceptible to addiction. 

The kick will suck. bad.  But it is so fucking worth it. 

I will be sending you some lionheart energy your way.  Just remember, as cheesy as it sounds,  that darkness cannot win against love. 

Sorry I rambled but I've got a soft spot for my fellow addicts :flowers:


You didn't ramble.  He needs to know that there are people out there that have beaten it and that he can do it.  I beat an addiction to heroine and it was like you described "wrestling with the devil himself".  I'll never forget what he told me on his 2nd or 3rd to last lsd trip before he slipped in deep "I will be facing the devil soon, I don't know how or when, I just know that I will, and I hope I'll get a point for the good side."  I cannot get this comment out of my head now.  Thanks for the love for D_S guys.


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We miss you Dark_Star.  The Shroomery Loves Ya Brother. :heartpump:

We miss you Syd

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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great post, terrapin... this is something that definitely disturbs me as well...

D_S you deserve more than this, and it is in your hand to get what you deserve... take control over your life, take the wheel and steer... don't be ashamed to ask for help... you knew you would face the devil now it's time to do it and kick him in the nuts... much love out to you  :heart:


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: In(di)go]
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these two difficult drugs generate satisfying results for the result oriented consumer.

it is extremely hard to argue with results.

amazingly the results are a sham, a thin veneer,
and not too healthy or loving either.

only caring counts. I hope he gets to the meta-results stage quickly, and can see that what counts is not results like these ultimate satisfyers.

be well dark star.
shine brightly again.


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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:frown:

best of luck...

as much as i hate this word... it is a feasible option, i guess... 'intervention?'....

in some ways, I wish that someone had organized one for me when I was struggling with my vices.... i'm sure he'd be angry as all hell at first... but, he seems to be a good, honest person inside... and he should see the benefit in the situation.

again.. good luck!

D_S... take care of yourself...

yos-

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Yoschie99]
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He says he wants to do it on his own but if I don't see him doing it I will make a road trip to the NE. He will be pissed but I want him to live longer than 23 yrs old.


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We miss you Dark_Star.  The Shroomery Loves Ya Brother. :heartpump:

We miss you Syd

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Good luck brother. I just kicked smokin two months ago, haven't done a line for almost two weeks. Shit wrecked my life for a few years. I'm still a mess and an alcoholic, but I am so much better. Just a few days you can start to see the light again. We are all weak at times, but we also are stronger than we can imagine.


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Truckin' ain't for Sally's

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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I think very highly of Dark_Star, and consider him a friend as well. I hope he can find a way to get through this, one way or another.


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To find a place to live between the negatives and positives.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: redgreenvines]
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Dark_Star...  your on the wrong bus my phriend!

I've seen many phriends fall hard...  and some don't get back up, so lets get up and get on the right bus!

:heart:


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Stay Kool, and enjoy the bus ride.....



"Intrepid Search For Innerspace"

DAVID JONES where are you?

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Here is what Uncle Bill has to say about Apomorphine from the Appendix of
NAKED LUNCH:

"Apomorphine. - Apomorphine is certainly the best method of withdrawal that I
have experienced. It does not completely illiminate the withdrawal symptoms,
but reduces them to endurable level. The acute symptoms such as stomach and
leg cramps, convulsive or manic states are completely controlled. In fact,
Apomorphine treatment involves less discomfort than a reduction cure.
Recovery is more rapid and more complete. I feel that I was never completely
cured of the craving for morphine until I took Apomorphine treatments.
Perhaps the "psychological" craving for morphine that persists after a cure is
not psychological at all, but metabolic. More potent variations of the
apomorphine formula might prove qualitatively more effective in treating all
forms of addictioin."

Something I lifted from maps.org

I don't know if this is of any use but there it is anyway


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Let it not be remembered
That mycelium eats detritus and dies
But that life in all it's glory
Counts mycelium to be on it's side.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Booby]
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remember D_S there is always light at the end of every tunnel, the darkest of thunderclouds have the brightest silver lining, and the ability to love defeats anything that stands in your path.

From one ex addict to another i KNOW what you're going through, if you dont know already you're never alone in this and nothing is to strong to defeat you. You can beat ANYTHING with support and help, its ok to stumble, its definitely ok to fall off hard, but its not ok to just give up. Keep fighting brother, you have my, and others, support and love for you. You can do this, just keep fighting man, keep fighting.

I dont know you, but, you can always PM me. Keep on keeping on brother.


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To get really high is to forget yourself. And to forget yourself is to see everything else. And to see everything else is to become an understanding molecule in evolution, a conscious tool of the universe. And I think every human being should be a conscious tool of the universe. . . .

-JG

i really am glad you came back to us instead of taking the other path. *hug*

-A_S (RIP your final words to me will never be forgotten)



Don't fuck with the laughing jesus.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Microcosmatrix]
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Microcosmatrix said:
That's sad news man, sad news indeed. :crying:


I feel the same,  :sad:

Be strong DS, i know it is ALOT harder in action then in words, but you can do it brother. I had been wondering why you hadn't been posting lately, and hearing the heartfelt post my Terrapin just cut to the bone. Much :heart: from me and the rest of the shroomery

:flowers:

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Freeker]
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ahhhh please my man, i dont know you but pull out of it bro. im 18 years old and i have friends who are still in school and my age doing this shit. GOOD friends too it makes me sad they dont ever wanna smoke good ol' reefer w/me anymore. . .we used to toke all the time from dusk till dawn, always inventing new bongs (outta 4 foot tall fake plastic fishtanks, dunno if you know wut im talking about, but man do they make a good "big tymer"), smoking 1/2s and ounces every weekend with a couple others, and its sad that our childhood memories didnt take him high enough. . . either that or hes stuck in the low's. None the less Dark Star come back to the brightside, im sure your friends miss ya whether or not your still around them. . .


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if growing shrooms was legal itd be my favorite subject in school. . .if only. . .

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: kingofthemtn151]
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Dark_Star, wherever you are:
Please pull thru this. Walk in newness.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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That is a tough situation, I understand how he feels... I have been there before too. In fact Dark Star has offered advice and support to me before when going through tough times.
Being in this sort of situation, many people will form negative opinions about you and not trust you.
Just to let you know, if you are still around, I understand exactly and have been through the implications of a situation like this. You have my support.
Best of luck to you.


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Immortal / Temporarily Retired
The OG Thread Killer
My mushroom hunting gallery

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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D_S, the best option for you at this point would be checking yourself into an in patient rehab brother. (or at the very least considering it) Sheer will-power alone can only fight off so much. Sometimes it takes more to overcome the physical aspects of addiction.

Everybody is worried about you bro. We know you've been trying to beat this for over a year now. But you see, you must help yourself before anybody else can begin to help to help you.

You've been there for many people in this world through their dark times, including myself.

In your own words:

"Keep reaching for the stars!

Once in a while you get shown the light, in the strangest places if you look at it right."

Everything we do in this world is a learning experience. Maybe it's time to cut your losses and move forward?


:sun::heart::sun:


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m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Hey, has he thought about Ibogaine treatment? Might be worth considering if he hasn't already.

http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/ibogaine/ibogaine.shtml


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Thanks for posting!

Dark Star, should you read this please know that you have no chance to live this life unless you seek some help. I'm 47 years old, and over the years have lost just about all the friends I once had to these drugs. I've also been there myself so I know that you do have a choice and you can come out of this and lead a beautiful life.

PM me anytime my brother and good luck.


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The bus came by and I got on that's when it all began!


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: wandrnshaman]
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i have read dark_stars's posts for a long time
he has always been kind and on the level
i would do anything to help him
get well bro :sun:


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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i wish the best of luck to Dark_Star ... hopefully you can help him with his addiction.

i will be sending good vibes his way and hoping for the best. the only person who can really beat the addiction is himself, and that's only if he truly wants to. BEST OF LUCK DARK_STAR! you'll be in my thoughts for sure! if you're reading this, get your shit together, man. we love you!


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-- Accept my heart warming gift of TREE SCRATCHIES!!! I absolve thee!! --

JaP: 30,000 lines of gay, cock, and fag can't be wrong
Ped: only in #shroomery is "smuggle opium in her ass" followed by "i don't want shitty opium" which is followed by " *** Joins: PENISSQUAD"
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JaP: What would this place be without random sluts?
JaP: Nothing, I tell you.

:heart: :todcasil: :heart:

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Acidic_Sloth]
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:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :hairmetal: :hairmetal: :hairmetal: :hairmetal: :hairmetal:


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Reduce, Reuse, Recycle

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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I just wanted to stop by once again and tell everyone thank you for all teh love you have been sending D_S.  Sorry if I am being annyoning ... well actually no I'm not sorry I am just worried about him.  Have a good day all.


Shine On
:peace: :heartpump: :smile:
T77

Dark_Star, brother we Love you man. Here is some more comming at you Brother. :heartpump:


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We miss you Dark_Star.  The Shroomery Loves Ya Brother. :heartpump:

We miss you Syd

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Heres a coinky-dink, you know me and dark_star reged on the same day? I just saw it on his profile.

Ever since i reged here man  i allways liked your posts. Much love bro. Everyone here is here for you, lots of people care man.

Youre stronger than any drug, you can beat it. There is no shame in help either. Do whats best for you man. You have a good heart. :smile:


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"There is never a wrong note, bend it." Jimi Hendrix


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: sui]
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Good vibes exists and power of love is never to be underestimated... lets give him all the help we can this way, sending just now..... !!!


allways belive there is more to life for you awaiting


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Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.
- Carl Gustav Jung

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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please keep us updated, Terrapin. i hope he is doing okay.

the first couple days are the hardest ... i know from experience.


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-- Accept my heart warming gift of TREE SCRATCHIES!!! I absolve thee!! --

JaP: 30,000 lines of gay, cock, and fag can't be wrong
Ped: only in #shroomery is "smuggle opium in her ass" followed by "i don't want shitty opium" which is followed by " *** Joins: PENISSQUAD"
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JaP: What would this place be without random sluts?
JaP: Nothing, I tell you.

:heart: :todcasil: :heart:

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Acidic_Sloth]
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yeah please keep us updated.

Good luck DarkStar, I know you have the stength to beat this, because you've offered that strength and love to many of us here, when life seemed to get the best of us.

Don't be afraid of rehab, it may be the best option and don't be afraid to talk about your addiction, let us help you.  This community loves you and we don't want to lose another of our own. 

much love to you :heart:


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~Earth is the Insane Asylum of the Universe~

A closed mind is a wonderful thing to lose.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Gillette]
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great post , Gillette!

Dark_Star ... if you need someone to talk to, it sounds like you have an awesome friend in Terrapin. PM me if you need anything, i'm always here to help out my Shroomery family.


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-- Accept my heart warming gift of TREE SCRATCHIES!!! I absolve thee!! --

JaP: 30,000 lines of gay, cock, and fag can't be wrong
Ped: only in #shroomery is "smuggle opium in her ass" followed by "i don't want shitty opium" which is followed by " *** Joins: PENISSQUAD"
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JaP: What would this place be without random sluts?
JaP: Nothing, I tell you.

:heart: :todcasil: :heart:

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Acidic_Sloth]
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Dark Star,

Your at a crucial point. The stuff your messing with has killed in the past and will kill in the future. Dont let it turn you into another victim. We love you and we are here for you. This may very well be the darkest point of your life, but it doesn't have to be the end. Dont let this be the end. I'm turning my love light on full power and shinning it on you Dark Star. and you better believe that i'm gonna leave it on.  :heart:


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Dark Star:

Luck be to you when you need it:

http://members.cox.net/theluckyleprechaun/index.html

The Lucky Leprechaun


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DivinorumDevotee

My Little Garden  :smile:

It's Hummertime! :grin:

The Lucky Leprechaun  :laugh:

Growing Salvia Divinorum for Seeds :wink:


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: DivinorumDevotee]
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Hopefully you make it through this shit and don't end up in jail for a year for BnE's like my neighbour who was also cracked out for a while, because it's probably inevitable that you'll start doing wretched things to feed the habit if you can't work otherwise. My cousin got through it, my friend did, and they all have jobs and are succesful and happy. Good fucking luck to you, whoever you are.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: NosferatuMan]
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I'm glad this thread was made. Maybe it will open Dark Star's eyes a little knowing that so many people care about him.

Please seek the help you need Dark Star. You can't do this by yourself!


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Goin' where the water tastes like wine.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: kosmic_charlie]
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listen to yourself DS, you know what is needed

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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He has done many great things already in his life


Such as?

Seriously. I'm just interested to hear of these things. :laugh:

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Anonymous]
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hear hear!  Too Dark Star :cheers:


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Toddo]
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Salut to the junkies! Who else will cut the grass of America for a dollar and a cigarette? Nobody! Hip-hip-hooray.  :smirk: :wink: :smile: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :syringe: :sad: :smirk: :smile: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :sun: :mushroom2: :grin: :laugh:

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Anonymous]
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We will pray to the Lord for you, Dark Star. God be with you, and godspeed, brother.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Anonymous]
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i wonder if Dark Sar has even read this?...has he replied?


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: mushiemountain]
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Bump. Where's Dark Star?


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Microcosmatrix]
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I talked to Dark Star this morning. Actually still am right now. He is trying to get clean!! He is going thru withdrawls and it is horrible right now. He still has a way to come before he is done with it but he has some things that are hopefully gonna be happening to help him along the journey. He needs you thoughs/prayers/good vibes/love any good feeling you can send him. He has a job so that is a plus. I really appreciate all your vibes you sent him, and I know he does as well. I have his permission to post this update. So please, once again, just send him some vibes or some prayers or whatever it is that you do.

T77


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We miss you Dark_Star.  The Shroomery Loves Ya Brother. :heartpump:

We miss you Syd

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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Good vibes, best wishes, keep us posted!


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"You've got to get hold of the thread of marching time, pull the fuck thing down, get on the end of it and pang yourself to the infinitude of absolute mind"
Ken Campbell - Furtive Nudist

"The mystery of life is not a problem to be solved but a reality to be experienced" - Aart van der Leeuw

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: theorganicdomino]
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theorganicdomino said:
keep us posted!


Thanks. I will !!


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We miss you Dark_Star.  The Shroomery Loves Ya Brother. :heartpump:

We miss you Syd

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Terrapin77]
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this is a very good thread...ds is indeed going through hell right now...I know because I have talked to him privately and in a thread concerning addiction...I am going through addiction too but I have pulled out already for the better even tho I am still technically addicted...ds did say he was startin to feel like his old self again after we talked but now I'm worried myself...I don't know him as well as u do but I can tell from our breif talk that this is a wonderful soul and I really hope he can pull out of this hell because this world needs more ppl like him...ds if u read this man...I"m routing for u and u have been in my thoughts as of late...just know that no matter how dark things seem there is hope...I was there man...I developed severe depression after a brief addiction to k and then spiraled back into opiate addiction because I could not handle the emotional pain...I truely thought my life was over...and I almost commit suicide at one point even...I put the pills in my mouth and just kinda swirled them around while crying and thinking about my life...but I spit em out and went into the hospital...tho it was many months after this till I pulled out...actually without lsd I would still be burried deep and I would not be posting here and I would not have met rhys who I believe is my soul mate...anyways I just want u to know ds that I know how bad it hurts and thats why I've been trying to warn ppl...this is serious fuckin business it is not a joke...please keep fightin dude...I KNOW u can do it...this world will not be the same without u!

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Iamthewalrus]
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First of all, I'd like to thank all of you for your kind words, love and support, & I'd like to thank Terrapin77 for posting this thread...this means more to me than I can possibly express. This community is truely amazing. One of these days I need to get my ass to a Gathering and meet all of ya'll, and thank you in person. I had given up on myself, but none of you did, and your optimism wore off on me. I have renewed hope, & renewed strength...I'm NOT letting this evil shit kill me, & I'm not wasting the rest of my life on it, fuck that.

This has been worst nightmare I've ever gone though....as well as some of the best times of my life. However, in the end, the pain outweighs the pleasure, and I can honestly say that I regret ever touching opiates & coke...esp. the opiates. It's a miracle that I made it out alive, and looking back I can see that some sort of divine intervention saved my ass many times. I can also see what a horrible person I turned into, I'm back to my old self again, albeit a strung-out old self going through a hell of a battle.

My dark side came out, but it went away again, thank god...hopefully it never resurfaces again. I can now say that I know how horrible heroin & other drugs really are. A lot of shit opened my eyes, including the loss of many friends to the system. When most of your friends, are facing 10 yrs, 20yrs in prison you start to think & take a good long look at everything.

I've been trying, unsuccessfully to clean up for over 4 months now...I don't even remember when I hit rock bottom and "decided to quit", but now I believe I have the upper hand...I have some cool shit coming up in the near future, Jerry's B-day Bash for one, and I'm starting at community college in the fall. The withdrawls are god awful, but I'm slowly coming off of the H, and I'm hoping that this is the week that I let go and never go back. I was hopeless and helpless for a while, just wanted to die, but I'm hopeful now, and I've been experiencing genuine drug-free happiness again recently, as well as flashes of feelings and shit. I had totally forgotten what that was like.

Thanks to a wonderful soul I will soon have a key that will cleanse me and give me a fresh slate, I've always self-destructed and relapsed in the past, but this time will be different I hope...I'm going to make the most of it. I'm going to be a much stronger person after this; if I can beat heroin I can do anything. It's good to be getting my life back, and that would not be possible without all the love, caring and prayers I've been getting. Thank you all so much. Much love & God bless you all,
DS


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Dark_Star]
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:congrats:

Congrats.

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Dark_Star]
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Best of luck to you man. :heart:


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Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake.

-Erik Davis

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Dark_Star]
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I'm very happy to hear that. Keep it up man you clearly have the strength and right outlook to do so. I can tell you're too strong of a person to let addiction destroy you.


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: kosmic_charlie]
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Start posting in P&S again, man! :thumbup:

:earth: :sun: :headbang: :satansmoking:
Peace. :mushroom2:


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If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: fireworks_god]
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addiction is a bitch, slap it away


LOL, yeah that!

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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Cubenisseur]
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DarkStar, I've never really been close to any one on this place...but I feel ya brother. It can be HARD...and one thing that always nicked me was the lingering thought of "well...what the fuck am I going to do now with this free time....?"

After going through one of the hardest points in my life a couple months ago, I had nothing to do. My old hobbies no longer interested me, and I was wasting away in front of the computer whilst visiting the same sites over and over.....but one thing changed it.

Sounds rather childish, but I picked up a star wars lego set while I was at walmart one day. I've always loved building these things as a kid. Aside from being amazingly nostalgic, it kept my mind occupied BIG time. I tend to over think things, so it was perfect.

I know you'll pull through. Best of wishes.


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Re: An Important message about one of our Brothers. [Re: Chazzersize]
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Thank you all so very much. fireworks_god, I definitely plan too, I've missed those discussions we used to have there...once my head has cleared up and I can really start thinking deeply and express myself well I think I'll have a lot of fresh insights to share.

Chazzersize, I'm glad to hear you're doing better...Lego's are definitely the shit man, and the new ones are so detailed, I hadn't thought of that as a hobby, but now that you mention it, it sounds fantastic! That was a great suggestion.


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