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 Tyrone_C
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 For now me and drugs are talking time apart. 
#5121040 - 12/30/05 01:02 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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  Drugs have been my replacement for a girlfriend over these recent times. My subconcuouse decided things weren't gonna work out in my life, so I might as well have fun crashing.
Well I was wrong, and everyone else was right. Soon I will appreciate my life, not as much as those around me, but it'll still be important. And you people aren't just stoners who would say only pussies quit, but do you guys get why I'm quitting?
Like it's just fucked my minset, relationships, goals and intentions. This is exaclty what I never wantedx.
I really don't wanna go into any more detail, because this is fucking personal and I just don't wanna open up to every single person on this planet (that post indierectly does that).
So yeah, does anyone wanna talk. If someone is cool with PMINg me thier MSN adressed and we can talk...I'd freackin love that right now if someone would be good for it.
So don't be shy! I'm welcomeing conversation with any singe person on this planet right now! So please, PM me with your MSN adress (msn is all I have), and we can quit.
But I'd just like to talk to someone! Thats the first most important thing. And second will of coarse be quitting, and seeing how all that shit's gonna work out.
And yeah, I'm in a "weird" mindset, which means I'm gonna be talking A LOT and expecting people to be honest and open (wow I sound so funny right now).
So yeah, go ahead with that PM'n, and I'll be on to check in like 20 minutes, peace dudes  
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121146 - 12/30/05 01:37 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Geeze 0 replies and it's been a little bit of time, let me type something out in this thread, but first let me eat and go to the bathroom! Gawd dawm.
Somone please reaply or PM or smethinm, i'm dying!
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121163 - 12/30/05 01:42 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sucks that you use MSN. All I have is AIM.
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Pirate_Patrick]
#5121168 - 12/30/05 01:43 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Pirate_Patrick said:
Sucks that you use MSN. All I have is AIM.
ditto
pm sent
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: wrestler_az]
#5121198 - 12/30/05 01:53 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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good luck remember its mind over matter, also stay away from peeps that will bring you down with em
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121208 - 12/30/05 01:58 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Dude, someone look back on my prev. posts sometime when your bored or whatever...something look familiar?
I say this same shit all the time, I think it's all a big deal or whatever...."I'm quitting drugs! Yay!!" But I always slowly crawl back, no matter how good my reason for stopping was.
I need to stop now...I honestly thing if I get any more into this there will be no going out..
I have a lot of thoughts, a lot of oppinions to share, and a damn good story to write, but i need to learn about people first, so thats a good reason why I wanna talk 
Wow I'm insane...lol
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121258 - 12/30/05 02:34 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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The sad thing is...I'm like this all the time. I seem so fucked, and I know I'm fucked...but I'm never sober lol.
It's sad.
So I'm going on a binge tonight, what needs to be done needs to be thone, and thats that. This binge will either depress me to the point of suicide or actually show me how much drugs AREN'T at all good for me right now.
So hopefully this binge does the trick. I'll probably be on the computer here for another hour or 2 then go for a nice walk...this is gonna be used as a reminder That'll be so fuckin chill, no harm in goin out in style.
I'm still gonna stick around d000ds, so don't worry. I still have a lot to learn about this stuff, and just because I'm takin a break doesn't mean I can't still research lol
Either way, what counts is I'll still be here, and hopefully active. I need to talk to as many people as I can about completely random things...for a peice of art (fancy word for story) I am creating (fancy word for writing).
So yeah, anyone wants to do my interviews (when I finish them  ) then I'd owe them big.
May I just add that this is all for public information, and anything I say one on one needs to stay there lol 
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121263 - 12/30/05 02:37 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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bad idea dude.
really
really bad idea.
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: wrestler_az]
#5121278 - 12/30/05 02:57 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Meh you guys proove a good point...I've done 4 so far, but that was before I can here at all lol.
I know I'm fucked, but oh well, I take things to the MAX!!!
No really though I am dumb, your right 
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121280 - 12/30/05 03:02 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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4 is more than enough to kick yourself in the ass about tomorrow. give the last 2 to a friend. or flush em. god knows you dont need them.
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121284 - 12/30/05 03:06 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Meh, I'm fine though, A-okay! So no need to worry.
The only thing thats REALLY shitty is the fact I have no one to chill with right now 
Oh well, peace and love to ya all 
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: wrestler_az]
#5121287 - 12/30/05 03:07 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Oh shit...I forgot about the day-after effect where it depresses the shit out of you (well me at least)...this is gonna be real harsh 
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121289 - 12/30/05 03:11 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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its all good.
enjoy your roll....
ill be around if you want to send me a pm about anything. think i may go watch some tv for a while, but ill be in and out all night.
my advice, get some tunes going, put together a nice play list and just lay back and chill, with some headphones if ya got em. take a break from the writing, the thinking....get off of the computer. get lost in some music.
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121290 - 12/30/05 03:12 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Tyrone_C said:
Oh shit...I forgot about the day-after effect where it depresses the shit out of you (well me at least)...this is gonna be real harsh
yes, this can be pretty nasty. nothing is free. 5-htp can help with this.
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: wrestler_az]
#5121300 - 12/30/05 03:30 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
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my advice, get some tunes going, put together a nice play list and just lay back and chill, with some headphones if ya got em. take a break from the writing, the thinking....get off of the computer. get lost in some music.
Thats actually some damn good advice. It's gonna be hard to do it with the speedy feeling, but oh well, I'm just gonna chill I guesss, thanks for the help
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: Tyrone_C]
#5121308 - 12/30/05 03:44 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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Like it's just fucked my minset, relationships, goals and intentions. This is exaclty what I never wantedx.
that's why: moderation = key
good decision
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Re: For now me and drugs are talking time apart. [Re: stefan]
#5121336 - 12/30/05 04:45 AM (18 years, 3 months ago) |
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True enough, moderation is KEY...
Wow that ended up not lasting very long, like the peak of the roll at least. Like I can tell these are BOMB e's, and like everyone in my neughtbood loves 'em, so they're not bad or anything/...i was just dissapiionted that it didn't last longer and I did a good portion lol.
Meh.
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