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nunciate
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An Apology to my connected souls.
#5087870 - 12/20/05 11:05 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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Todcasil, mndfreeze, Nano, Irijes, 99, dank, waz, taco, oDin...40
You were all there for my first roll. And all of you were the most accomdating of all humans that I had ever known. All your information, all your kinds words, all your shit talking ;p. I could not have asked for a better group to show me a life changing experience. For the better, I mean. I cannot stress how it was a -positive- experience enough.
I really, from the bottom of what heart I have left, love you. To you all: I am sorry if I don't talk more when I am around. I just feel like I am filling a spot that is already taken. Which makes me redundant as a being. Loigicaly... blah blah blah, dig?
Your household is beautifully knit, I don't want to unstitch what you've all woven. But in the name of anything that has ever been considered holy, I want to be covered by that blanket.
Anyway, AFOAF is havin a paryy soon. She wants to roll, and is inviting all kinds of drama (for me). Most of them wanna go to the bar and get wasted. but I am trying to hit them all with a roll. As ir stands, I'll be buying the rolls and I am ok with that. But I do feel a bit lost without all of you there rolling with me. It looks like its my turn to lead, and none of you are t/here. Wish me luck.
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40oz


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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: nunciate]
#5088158 - 12/21/05 12:18 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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dude...wtf are you talking about? yer a shroomerite. youll rock.
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wrestler_az
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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: nunciate]
#5088234 - 12/21/05 12:39 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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fortyounces2freedom said: dude...wtf are you talking about? yer a shroomerite. youll rock.
that about sums it up. you rock, plain and simple.
have another
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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40oz


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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: nunciate]
#5088573 - 12/21/05 05:41 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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nunciate said: ...all your shit talking ;p.
i feel soo honored 
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Irijes
Dankwoman


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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: nunciate]
#5091917 - 12/21/05 11:04 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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You, sir, are a kind soul. You are a shroomerite. You are one of us. The blanket of love will keep you warm even when we are not around, best of luck to you.
Remember you are always welcome here anytime.
Be well and much love.
-------------------- "Apparently there is a great discovery or insight which our culture is deliberately designed to supress, distort and ignore. That is that Nature is some kind of minded entity. That Nature is not simply the random flight of atoms through electromagnetic fields. Nature is not the empty, despiritualized lumpen matter that we inherit from modern physics. But it is instead a kind of intelligence, a kind of mind." -Terence McKenna
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God, I lovethis...


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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: Irijes]
#5091947 - 12/21/05 11:10 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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NUNCIATE!!!
Don't waste good rolls on people who'd rather drink...
If someone wants to pass up thizzing for drinking then they shouldn't be allowed to thizz in the first place...
Damn drunks...
I'll roll with ya anytime, and I'll buy my own lol
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C.M.L.W.

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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: Original]
#5091955 - 12/21/05 11:12 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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Can I get a link to the meeting of the minds video, someone?
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Todcasil
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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: nunciate]
#5092114 - 12/21/05 11:48 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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nunciate said: Todcasil, mndfreeze, Nano, Irijes, 99, dank, waz, taco, oDin...40
You were all there for my first roll. And all of you were the most accomdating of all humans that I had ever known. All your information, all your kinds words, all your shit talking ;p. I could not have asked for a better group to show me a life changing experience. For the better, I mean. I cannot stress how it was a -positive- experience enough.
I really, from the bottom of what heart I have left, love you. To you all: I am sorry if I don't talk more when I am around. I just feel like I am filling a spot that is already taken. Which makes me redundant as a being. Loigicaly... blah blah blah, dig?
Your household is beautifully knit, I don't want to unstitch what you've all woven. But in the name of anything that has ever been considered holy, I want to be covered by that blanket.
Anyway, AFOAF is havin a paryy soon. She wants to roll, and is inviting all kinds of drama (for me). Most of them wanna go to the bar and get wasted. but I am trying to hit them all with a roll. As ir stands, I'll be buying the rolls and I am ok with that. But I do feel a bit lost without all of you there rolling with me. It looks like its my turn to lead, and none of you are t/here. Wish me luck.
Brother,
I think your amazing. AWESOME. a beautiful personality and soul even. All i can say is that i hope you realize your self worth as much as your friends do....
for that i give you the most wonderful of gifts...
a greamlin!

I cant wait till you get back man, life isnt the same without our conversations bouncing between us!!
peace love and understanding brother.
AND
as far as getting those blokes to roll, i hope it goes down!! it can be a life changing experience, and just know that the shroomerites that have effected you have left there mark in your heart and mind. so KNOW that your love has the mark of the shroomery upon it and you are an AVATAR of spirit and good vibes 
peace in your mind nunciate!
i know everything will roll well with you 


a poem:
life is the simple universe composing a complex poem you are a part of the beautiful ebb and flow you are from the origin and towards the goal connected to both
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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40oz


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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: wrestler_az]
#5092481 - 12/22/05 02:13 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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i remember waz & i were talking near the end of the gathering we first met you at. we talked about how you were the ONE out of all the n00bz.
..just shows, even without chatter, you CAN stand out among the rest.
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oDin
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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: nunciate]
#5095675 - 12/22/05 08:31 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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<3 man
your a cool dude
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nunciate
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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: nunciate]
#5099091 - 12/23/05 06:31 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well goddam. You people are so kind and understanding, I think it freaks me out sometimes.
This isn't quite the response I would have expected from my drunk, incoherent ramblings.
You are all great. thanks folks. <3
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Todcasil
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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: 40oz]
#5099922 - 12/23/05 10:48 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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fortyounces2freedom said: i remember waz & i were talking near the end of the gathering we first met you at. we talked about how you were the ONE out of all the n00bz.
..just shows, even without chatter, you CAN stand out among the rest.
i remember this conversation.....
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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40oz


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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: Todcasil]
#5099928 - 12/23/05 10:49 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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Todcasil said:
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fortyounces2freedom said: i remember waz & i were talking near the end of the gathering we first met you at. we talked about how you were the ONE out of all the n00bz.
..just shows, even without chatter, you CAN stand out among the rest.
i remember this conversation.....
werd
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Todcasil
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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: 40oz]
#5099938 - 12/23/05 10:52 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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how you doing brother?
havent talked in a mite
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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wrestler_az
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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: Todcasil]
#5099955 - 12/23/05 10:55 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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Todcasil said:
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fortyounces2freedom said: i remember waz & i were talking near the end of the gathering we first met you at. we talked about how you were the ONE out of all the n00bz.
..just shows, even without chatter, you CAN stand out among the rest.
i remember this conversation.....
lol, me too 
nunciate, much love to you brother. you are a good soul. try to stay positive, its hard i know.....a bit of self confidence works wonders. now if i could only take my own advice id be set
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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nunciate
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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: wrestler_az]
#5100119 - 12/23/05 11:27 PM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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nunciate, much love to you brother. you are a good soul. try to stay positive, its hard i know.....a bit of self confidence works wonders. now if i could only take my own advice id be set
Fuckin A. That hit the nail on the head. The original post was made on my first night back in a place that I left for a reason. Man, you guys got some serious insight.
<3
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Irijes
Dankwoman


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Re: An Apology to my connected souls. [Re: nunciate]
#5100680 - 12/24/05 03:25 AM (18 years, 1 month ago) |
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NUNCIATE!$!#$! "Nano" here .. I can't believe you could ever think such a thing. You have no idea how well you complete our group. I don't think you truly realize what a wonderful and warm person you are. You are always expected to be around when we have our little group outings. I was so bummed when I heard you were in Ohio for our get together tonight. You belong here with us the night before XMas-eve. I truly think you are one of the sweetest, most handsome, and interesting guys I have met. I feel I can relate to you in so many ways and you have a special place in my heart. Even when you are extremely quiet, your presence still warms me just because you are around or in the same room. You may not speak a lot at times but it still brings happiness to me to have you right there. You are very unique and comforting to me and I enjoy your company very much. I know I can be a bit neurotic at times and sometimes I am concerned I make you nervous, so if I ever have I apologize. I miss you and I can't wait till you get back from Ohio to celebrate a late christmas with us. Please stay safe and have a wonderful christmas. We love you !!!!
-------------------- "Apparently there is a great discovery or insight which our culture is deliberately designed to supress, distort and ignore. That is that Nature is some kind of minded entity. That Nature is not simply the random flight of atoms through electromagnetic fields. Nature is not the empty, despiritualized lumpen matter that we inherit from modern physics. But it is instead a kind of intelligence, a kind of mind." -Terence McKenna
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