1st off,thanks to evryone who posted a reply to my hastilly typed scream for help last night:Othough God knows how i did it?i was losing complete control of my body man ..My left arm was my right arm i couldnt walk,i thought i couldn't breathe,i was going2hurl(puke)but when i nearly did i thought i was going to throw up blood it hurt so much..I'l write a trip report later with my two VERY different experiences on Mexican cubenis and PLEASE READ THEM COS IT WAS FUCKING CRAZY,but for now i just want to say a big thank you to those who replied and gave me advice,which worked and to tell you what i think happened last night.
On Monday i took shrooms and had a GREAT trip,ver Extc like,beutifull feelings with my fav music washing over me in waves of pleasure-flick to last night,took maybe a few more shrooms,but ate then a lot quicker in one go and washed them down with cranberry juice(id read it enhanced the trip but i thought it was a crock of shit,guess it wasn't lol).I also took a maoi(thats what it said,a MAO inhibitor)it was Lithium anti-depressent,but some people here said it's not a maoi?ive checked on the web and it says it is?Is it or aint it?
Ok,so i WAS expecting an enhanced trip(but nothing like this)they kicked in a lot quicker than before,but i guess i wasn't prepared for the intensity of what was to come(read trip report)I WAS enjoying it,music,LOADS OFF INTENSE VISUALS lol but i think i now know what went wrong,someone reply if you think the following was the reason..I was meant to be tripping with a friend(i dont mind tripping on my own,but i do like to go for walk into nature while tripping,and i AINT doing that alone lol,so i'l take a friend wether he's/she's tripping or not)anyway,he'd been at a Bar all day,i SAID it wouldnt mix good but he ate enough shrooms to DEFINATELY get somthing from em,id allready had mine and they'd kicked in,so i left him with another'Freind'while i went back to listen to music and trip out etc..
so far so good..They kept hitting me stronger and stronger(LOT stronger than previously)but it was good and i was enjoying it,it was tettering on a level 3-4 at this point and then the PISSER happened,the thing that i think fucked me up.My friend who'd eaten the shrooms suddenly came round,i was smashed at this point,in a GOOD way and was expecting him to say he was feeling them too,he said he wasn't,he suddenly starts telling me whats just happened at his house in graphic detail.The other guy who'd been there had stolen his cash,he'd left it lying around but the guy denied it,they started arguing until it got VERY heated and my friend who'd been stolen from threatened to wrap a crow bar arround the other guys head
Now bear in mind when he was telling me this he was VERY aggitated ,getting angry again and re-lived every second of what had just happened.It didnt seem to have to much effect on me at the time,i was just laughing and agreeing with whatever he said,but when i looked at my friends face it seemed to be blue and i thought there were tears in his eyes cos he was so worked up,i told him to calm down,i was smashed(still laughing)but he said he was calm and at this point said he'd better go back home cos he hadn't locked the door,i said id give him a knock later.I then came back to my room,put the music back on and my'trippin'program on my computer(very cool) and tried to get back into the frame of mind i had been in before he came,i was still laughing at the situation he'd explained,i found it kind of funny but looking back now i think this was the point that'changed the whole trip'.
He sort of'contaminated'the good vibes i had going,changed the whole atmosphere,inside the house AND outside,i may not have been aware of this yet on a conscious level,i think it sank in subconciouslly to my mind though(and shrooms work from your subconcious yeah?)and my conscious mind was slowly grasping what had happened,his aggressive actions,his words,the way i saw him all'worked up' and'losing control',it may sound stupid and a bit mystical but i think he 'brought' those 'bad vibes' and aggressive intentions with him(knowingly or not)..I also sometimes experience telepathy while on shrooms and i think i somehow 'sensed' what was going on next door before he told me what had happened and the shrooms didn't like this one single bit...
Their natural,a gateway to another dimension,one in which there is really no place for this kind of thinking and those kinds of vibes,they like peace and happiness and i think they reacted accordingly sending my body and mind onto a 'Bad Trip'.Physically it was the worst,a lot of pain when i tried to walk,pains in my neck,wanted to puke but affraid to,trouble breathing etc,but metally it wasn't the worst..not yet anyway Anyway,this is turning into a full blown trip report,ive wrote way to much,please reply if you think im on the right tracks with my conclusion of why i ended up 'Going off on one'lol..I can laugh now,but last night i truely thought i might die(never in all my trips,and there've been a lot,have i EVER thought that?)I should add that the shrooms continued to get stronger and intensify so that i was almost on a lEVEL 5,i was losing all sense of reality...
when i wrote that message it took me about 15mins,my body just wouldn't operate,but il save that for the trip report which i'l go and write now and i'd advise you to read it if your thinking of taking a lot of shrooms,a maoi and cranberry juice..Or if you just want an interesting read or a good laugh at how fucked up i was lol ..Thanks again to those who replied,your stars.. 
MOD EDIT: paragraphs created by moderator
-------------------- Fanous saying:'ohhhhh,i think we took too many'lol
Edited by Wiccan_Seeker (11/10/05 08:11 AM)
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holy shit. i cant even imagine trying to read that as one big stream of conciousness....
-------------------- After one comes, through contact with it's administrators, no longer to cherish greatly the law as a remedy in abuses, then the bottle becomes a sovereign means of direct action. If you cannot throw it at least you can always drink out of it. - Ernest Hemingway If it is life that you feel you are missing I can tell you where to find it. In the law courts, in business, in government. There is nothing occurring in the streets. Nothing but a dumbshow composed of the helpless and the impotent. -Cormac MacCarthy He who learns must suffer. And even in our sleep pain that cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart, and in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom to us by the awful grace of God. - Aeschylus
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