(Reposting this from another forum I post on, trip happened early in september).
Hello everyone, Kaniz here - happy to join your forums, and thought I'd share my first LSD trip report.
- I have done LSD once before this time, however I was nervous to try it as I was out in the woods at an outdoor festival, so only took 1 tab in two halves over the span of a few hours, which resulted in a very weak, but enjoyable experience.
Having two tabs left, and my birthday coming up I had decided I wanted to do the remaining hits of LSD - and of all places to do it - Canadas Wonderland (an amusement park just outside of Toronto).
I was very excited for this trip, and thought I had some idea of what to expect, having done a weak trip once before, and countless Mushroom trips, with a number of very very strong trips, so I thought I was prepared for what was in store.
About 30 mins outside of Canadas Wonderland, I drop two hits of LSD and talk with my friends as they are driving, slowly I can feel the LSD coming strong as we get into the parking lot. I divide up the mushrooms that my friends were planning on taking, refrain from taking any myself, and then smoke a joint before heading into the park.
We decide to go onto Top Gun as the first ride, and start to wate in line, and now very quickly I can feel myself starting to slip away and slide into another type of reality. I'm finding it increasingly difficult to stand and get comfortable - but at the same time I am feeling really good and dont mind.
Things start to see absurd to me, and I start to see the 'worst' in people come out except for my friends. My boyfriend seemed to be 'glowing', and our friend D took on the appearance of the cover of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.
While waiting in line, I notice two children having ketchup wars - fighting with packets of ketchup. This strikes me as so absurd that I ask if I am actually seeing that or not - was told "Yep, those kids are doing that", I mumble something about them being little bundles of horrible.
The acid is starting to get very strong now, and its my turn to get into the ride. I can feel the excitement building up in me as the train starts to move and go up the first hill - slowly, it reaches the top then BOOM, goes tearing down the first bend. I start to lose my shit - but in the best possible way, my adrelenin is kicking into full gear, and full-force LSD visuals start to kick in, I can only describe it as 'all hell is breaking lose'.
As we crest up over the first loop, everything is burstign and exploding into fractals, and I am enjoying myself alot. The only way I can describe it is
- You know when you're stoned, and you start laughing at something stupid, then you're laughing at the fact that your laughing at something stupid, then you try to stop laughing but you cant - so you start laughing at the fact that you cant stop laughing.
The feeling I had was similar to that, but with how much fun/enjoyment I was having. It was
- Oh my, this is so much fun - I am amazed I am having this much fun - This is retarted that I am having this much fun - I am amazed at the fact I amazed at how much fun I am having
and it just kept building and building into the most intense and unique expierence I've had (next to the sensation of having my body ripped to shreds and shot across the universe in a beam of energy while on a high mushroom dose). Then the ride opened up and swallowed me and sent me for a loop. The ride seemed to last forever and I couldn't get enough with it, between the visuals and the body sensation - it was soo much fun.
The ride comes to an end, and I am simply in awe at what I had experienced, but could still feel the LSD getting stronger yet - and knew I was about to get in over my head.
Walking out of the ride, I see a horrible girl who looked like Vicky from "Little Britain", I asked my friends "did that just happen? the travesty to the left of us?" - they said yes, I turn around and she starts to follow us. After this, I learned to stop asking "is that real?", as alot of it was, and was worried someone would over-hear me saying something insulting - and, I dont like insulting people - it just seemed as if she wasnt real as she was /that/ horrible in how she looked, carried herself, her vibes, etc.
We walk upto a bench and sit down, I'm having a hard time staying composed and decide I should take an E to help return me to reality a bit. I send our friend D to buy me some water, as I know at this point I can not function and do it on my own. She returns with the water, I down the E and we head towards the next ride, and a number of times I had to sit down to gather myself as things were just getting too out there and being too much. I almost wanted to go home, but decided to ride it out - as all in all, I was enjoying myself.
We make our way over to the next roller coaster. Canadas Wonderland had changed a bit in how the rides are setup, and I was very confused by the new setup for the Mind Buster, and it seemed as if the building kept getting smaller as I got closer to it, and found myself trying to crouch down to approach it as it seemed so small - I only went on because D was telling me "no, its ok, its normal sized, its OK", but it looked like a miniature house to me.
On another ride, the Stand Up, one of the boys appeared to be too small for the ride and was constantly melting out of the ride - out of all the people on the train, he was the only one causing me to 'see anything abnormal'. He was like liquid-plastick-rubber man and it seemed to be having so much fun with the fact that he could melt out of the ride.
After this ride, I was still feeling very confused and in the mindset of 'I cant be left alone right now', so stuck with D while waiting for my friend to get off of the ride, she went to go walk away a bit and I nearly freaked out - as the idea of the 3 of us being separated just scared me a little. So, I ran over next to her, sat down on the bench waiting for my boyfriend to get off the ride.
Two large ladies sat down next to me, and started to talk to each other in the most annoying way, just bitching non stop and it seemed to me as if they were feeding off of each other in a cannibalistic type of way. The moment I saw my BF I just yelled "gotta get out of here NOW~!" jumped up and ran away. Apparently I said something about "need to get away from the walrus" (I dont remember saying that), and sped off.
Walking around trying to decide what to do next, we walked near the Kid Zone, this FREAKER me out, there was some sort of trampoline thing with kids on bungee cords attached and it seemed as if they were blooming into the air like palm trees, the sea of people was too intense and asked if we could take another route through the park.
As the day progressed, I started to re-connect with "reality" and could start to walk, talk, function on my own, buy my own food and what not. As the trip started to wear off, I started to enjoy it much more as it wasnt soo intense, and I could look at things, examine them, see the beauty in them without being overwhelmed and constantly looking away.
The rides I enjoyed the most were the rides that spun you around/had a really repetitive motion, I would close my eyes and have intense visuals and it'd feel like I was dancing with the 'things' I was seeing.
At the high points in rides, looking over the city simply looked AMAZING, and then woosh down a hill or a swing would go, then back up and peak. I wish I coulf of just stayed at the top of the rides the entire time just to look over the city - it was stunning.
Eventually, the day came to an end and we headed home. Once getting home, my boyfriend went off to bed - but I was still enjoying my trip (dropped at 11am, was still having visuals at midnight and closed eye visuals until I fell asleep around 2).
I sat there and watched TV for a bit, then played god of war, then I started to feel a bit frisky so I decided I'd try to masturbate . I got some poppers from the freezer, smoked some weed and started to pleasure myself.
The previous week, I had been playing allot of God of War, and the visuals I were getting while masturbating were heavily influenced by the game. The chaos blades 'fire' effect all over the place, I could see neon lines of minatoures charging at me, I was getting very geometric shapes and arrows flashing all over . It was intense and enjoyable, and finally coming felt /amazing/ and the visuals to go along with it were breathtaking also.
Cleaning up myself up, I put on my walkman and crawled into bed and listened to some Sleep Archive, the Research EP sounded amazing, and the visuals it was producing with my eyes closed were so interesting that I was disappointed that I had to eventually to go to sleep and end the experience.
At the end of the day, I had a feeling of
- If I had known the day was going to be like that going in, I don?t think I would of done it. But having done it, I'm glad I did it - but don?t think I'll do that again.
Now, a month or so after that, I am curious to try LSD at an amusement park again, but only after I've had a few more trips so I can better handle myself in public and not need an E to pull me back.
I am also dying to try LSD again, but in a more calm/natural environment, I am a bit disappointed in the fact I didn?t take enough time to look at / appreciate the things I was seeing, as it was just all soo much for the first time having a trip like that. It feels as if I spent more time looking no where so I wouldn?t see anything as it was too intense, it wasn?t until about 5 or 6 hours into the trip that I could start "looking" at things, and that is also when the E had long kicked in (and probably starting to wear off).
Its funny, all my friends who have done acid before have complained "it just goes on and on and on, and you just wish it would end or had an off switch", I found it rather disappointing that my trip was coming to an end, and wish I could have had it go on for quite some more time.
I'm looking forward to my next trip, and just waiting for the right time and headspace. The past few weeks I've been having some anxiety and stress issues related to school starting, so once I am in a better and happier mind-space, looking forward to doing another trip with my BF, as it seems as LSD has a whole world of potential to explore, experience and learn from.
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