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 Pax
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 I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. 
#4881934 - 11/02/05 12:11 AM (15 years, 4 months ago) |
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Since my first trip Saturday, I have come to a new and very profound understanding of where I am going in life, how to break free from the negative thought forms I've been caught up in and come to a new way of understanding things.
Coming down from my trip, I felt as if I had been given a new mind and a new body. I felt I I left my shell behind.
Well, since then, I've been feeling these thoughts, stuff like "that wasn't how it is and you know that" and "nothing has changed, so let it go." As if the old me realized it's been kicked to the curb and is trying to fight it. How do I keep the realizations and hope and joy I found during my trip? How do I keep these negative thoughts at bay so I can manifest this new path? Has anybidy else ever encountered this?
Edited by Pax (11/02/05 12:13 AM)
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Pax
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Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: Pax]
#4881952 - 11/02/05 12:14 AM (15 years, 4 months ago) |
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kotik
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Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: Pax]
#4882613 - 11/02/05 08:06 AM (15 years, 4 months ago) |
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imho: shrooms basically kill your ego. they *can* be a "shortcut" to what would normally take someone quite a long time to realize on their own through self-denial and etc.
i suggest that you don't forget everything you experienced, but make an effort to realize it in your life everyday. stop to notice how everything is related.
just dont fall into the traps of either only using drugs to get there, or of forgetting it all and just looking at it as recreation.
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Pax
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Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: kotik]
#4885887 - 11/02/05 11:37 PM (15 years, 4 months ago) |
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I've never believed in using mushrooms recreationally.
It's NOT a toy.
I agree about only using mushrooms to get there..also not good.
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 FreedomFight
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Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: Pax]
#4886614 - 11/03/05 02:24 AM (15 years, 4 months ago) |
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It happens everytime with me. The mushrooms can't change you, they can only show you what perhaps needs a change.
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daimyo
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Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: Pax]
#4888359 - 11/03/05 01:40 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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You have to want to change. Make a conscious effort to do the things that you feel will better your existence.
Write down the realizations you have. Set some goals(week, month, year) and follow through on them. Read your list every day and do what you have to.
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Edited by daimyo (11/03/05 02:19 PM)
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Dreamer987
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 Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: Pax]
#4888360 - 11/03/05 01:40 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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Mushrooms can take you to the mountaintop, but you have to learn to climb back on your own.
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Gomp
¡(Bound to·(O))be free!
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Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: Pax]
#4888878 - 11/03/05 03:41 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Pax said:
Since my first trip Saturday, I have come to a new and very profound understanding of where I am going in life, how to break free from the negative thought forms I've been caught up in and come to a new way of understanding things.
Coming down from my trip, I felt as if I had been given a new mind and a new body. I felt I I left my shell behind.
Well, since then, I've been feeling these thoughts, stuff like "that wasn't how it is and you know that" and "nothing has changed, so let it go." As if the old me realized it's been kicked to the curb and is trying to fight it. How do I keep the realizations and hope and joy I found during my trip? How do I keep these negative thoughts at bay so I can manifest this new path? Has anybidy else ever encountered this?
yes..
Do not listen to the "voice".. but hear it out..
and act only, upon the thoughts you talk of.. 
actually, I would recomd this book..
http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/1878424548/ref=sib_dp_pt/103-8986565-5956613#reader-link
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Gomp
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 Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: Dreamer987]
#4888962 - 11/03/05 03:57 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Dreamer987 said:
Mushrooms can take you to the mountaintop, but you have to learn to climb back on your own.
I am making a cable railway.
soon we will all take the cable car, .. on shrooms! :P
ha-ha
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Deviate
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Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: Gomp]
#4890088 - 11/03/05 07:57 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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id recommend a spiritual teaching.
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budsicle
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Re: I Can't Go Back To My Old Ways, But Something Pushes Me.. [Re: Deviate]
#4890394 - 11/03/05 09:03 PM (15 years, 3 months ago) |
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ofcourse on shrooms you can suddenly figure out stuff that would otherwise take you months, years, even decades to figure out.. so when u come down its no surprise if it seems that nothing has changed. its hard and constant struggle to guide urself to better paths.
i used to spend years in abusive downward spirals and now ive worked several years to get myself outta there and its only now that im gettin to somewhat clearer waters.. and the shadow of past is still such a burden sometimes..
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