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OfflineMADPANTSDOME
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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: tommyt916]
    #4730525 - 09/29/05 09:00 AM (18 years, 4 months ago)

stop doing drugs and go with he evil flow.
or somone else will be forced to take your place.
Dont let them make yourlife hell


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: stemmer]
    #4730724 - 09/29/05 09:36 AM (18 years, 4 months ago)

Stemmer, I'd like to hear more on this. The last time I smoked salvia, I realized I couldn't go any further because as brave and adventurous as I tried to pretend to be, I knew I was scared. This went for morning glories, too. My little "children" are nothing but mycelium under the sink right now, but I just hope I'm ready by the time they fruit.

The first time I did MGs I went to sleep and had this dream. I didn't want to put it in trip reports, because it's a dream and not a trip, but here it goes:

I awake inside a straw hut in what appears to be Asia. In the dream, I assume it's Thailand or Korea. I realize that my fiance is sleeping next to me, and that we are both in slavery. I wonder what kind of slavers don't split up the couples and families. Isn't that priority number one among captors? Anyway, I realize that we have been asleep for a long time, and have had two cycles-- one real sleep where we are resting, and the other sleep where we are walking around, unaware of our actions like puppets. This terrifies me.

I realize that I am blind, and I reach up to rub my eyes. There is a spice of some sort on them. As I open my eyes, I focus on a window of light. This light grows brighter until I can see. I don't want my captors to know that I'm awake and aware, but I need to get out. My fiance won't wake up, so it's up to me. I get up to explore.

In a tent I find some Middle Easternerns. I assume they're the captors, but a few interactions with them reveal they're not much more awake and aware that I was when I awoke. I begin to wonder what or who woke me up? I have no idea. I see a nice Korean woman whom I know takes care of the slaves. I know she is the one who has put spice on my eyes. She doesn't try to stop me from leaving, in fact she quietly takes my dog on a leash to watch him for me. (He was awake and aware, BTW).

I go into a courtyard and see friends. They are laughing like the damned and seeming to have a great time. I try to tell them we're in slavery, but they don't want to listen. They start to make noise and draw attention, so I need to get away. Just then the ground begins to shake and helicopters appear in the air with lights. Pandemoneum breaks out among the slaves, and I take this opportunity to escape through a small rip in a fence.

Suddenly I'm in a neighborhood, and I can't read the signs. I realize they're in French. I must be in France! I needed to contact the French authorities so I could go back and rescue the other lost souls. I see a security guard and tell him to call police (Difficult to communicate, I don't speak french). Just as he begins to several large, frat-boy type guys appear in front of me. They're American. One tells me he is my master and I am his slave, and I will never escape. That's when I realize it's not the Asians, it's not the Middle-Easterners, it's the Americans-- my own kind! They begin to kill the security guard, and I take the time to run and slip through a small window. Suddenly I'm among free French citizens. I try to call the police on a cell phone, just as the frenchman answers, I wake up.

OK-- so, this dream has been on my mind for months now. It was so disturbing and so real, and I"ve been determined to find out the truth about things. But as hard as I try to determine it, I'm really terrified of seeing it. Does this make sense? How do I get over the fear?


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: Gliders]
    #4730761 - 09/29/05 09:42 AM (18 years, 4 months ago)

your human mind is making that end up
how could something so insignifant as your brain
understand the end? reach the conclusion?

only when we die and shed this carcass of meat
will anything on that scope of things mean anything

for now just enjoy the ride, the mystery, dont try to figure it out
there isnt really anything to it..
you are forgetting that there is no end!


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: swampthing]
    #4730855 - 09/29/05 10:04 AM (18 years, 4 months ago)

this is probbly off the wall but

just let them burn their eyes on you moving...

peace


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: onceinawhile]
    #4733625 - 09/29/05 08:31 PM (18 years, 4 months ago)

negative feelings are purely about perception. Most everyone fears death. So coming to the end would obviously cause anxiety and fear. But stepping into that realm and simply refusing to allow the end to be a negative experience is possible. The wall has appeared once for me. And to think that I could have reached the end of the road was an incredible experience to me. I kind of feel like it is similar to being all knowing. I mean you've seen everything and have reached the end. Although my wall didn't have eyes but it was textured. I also had a feeling that I could paint the world on that wall and step right back in. Almost cyclical.


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: boourns34]
    #4734216 - 09/29/05 10:47 PM (18 years, 4 months ago)

This sounds crazy, but I say this to the guy who posted this and You need to be very scared that you are experiencing death, real death. I dont have instant chat capabilities yet.
Death is the end of it to further retort but unlike more contradictory posters ill hold off on my critiques.
To those who were really interested, the eyes lead to the slimey million-dimentional and irridescent boat + its oars. The oars stretchout into the big bang and the next big bang( to speak figuratively and to speak of the visual mastery). The past and the future as one and you see not just hints of external/internal synchronicity but you see the whole of chaos theory untill you dont want to remember it or see its patterns anymore( the next step after dieing the small death). This point comes during the trip at some point, or at other times with massive and difficult trips, more so even weeks or months later(still tripping for 24 weeks, thats the end in a way). After all ive read and all ive seen, this is what being out of body really means. Knowing the voice personally and listening to it and thus perpetuating its influence upon you. The sounds of the voice that does not belong to you comes first(I first understood this because of a certain sound I heard that would have taken a million men to produce + improv jazz abilities that did not belong to me). The next part is realizing its many languages subconsciously, and the sub-last is realizing its role in the universe. The last, meaning your role in human evolution as it pertains to the things totally separate and outside of your body. The all too natural urge to feel totally dumbfounded and uncomforitable is normal and shows how you are not only unique but on the right path.
The last is a scary and sort of odd place to be in cause you cant prove it to anyone nor would you care to. T mckenna tried but he used artful rhetoric to blur the line and did this cause I think he had to and you cant totally beleive yourself whilst in this place.
Shrooms, lsd and mescaline are the greatest substances known to man. When I took ayahuasca It cured a 3 year long ailment that involved monazumas revenge in the skin on my legs after going to the jungles of mexico. My eyes were white (not as irie as ever before)my skin was clear for a long time, I battled alcoholism, that is untill I could no longer be so uncontrived due to the voice and its ever deminishing qualities. I cant see it or feel it anymore. My legs are fine my eyes are white my skin is perfect, but I cant see the soarce anymore. The end Is a fusion between personal/special evolution and the self. And its smarter than any other person.
I am not but it told me how my body works and even the fact that I need a cheeseburger to shed some skin.


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: stemmer]
    #4734248 - 09/29/05 10:54 PM (18 years, 4 months ago)

Its the alchemical stone of truth, it is the true philosophers stone. Lsd helps you see it. But shrooms and dmt type drugs are key to this strange matrix and the places it can take you. The visuals are the que for most people as they do mean something besides being eye-candy for the average tripper.


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: stemmer]
    #4734287 - 09/29/05 11:02 PM (18 years, 4 months ago)

I meant this in reference to the eyes or micro-ornaments within the visual feild. I didnt expect anyone to identify with this.
May I recommend a book, T mckenna's "True Hallucinations".
He and his brother discovered the shamans secret and wouldnt even write at lenghth about it, they got all scientific instead, a good choice to make in their position, unlike myself being Good for a laugh even maybee.


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: stemmer]
    #4740541 - 10/01/05 10:15 AM (18 years, 4 months ago)

So Stemmer..Are you saying that I'm DYING!!! I'm only 24 yrs old and in great health other wise. Are you implying that my EGO is DYING!!! I'm sorry..but I was a little lost on that.


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: tommyt916]
    #4741529 - 10/01/05 03:38 PM (18 years, 4 months ago)

I have felt like I am in an everlasting trip. I can still see visuals everyday that I wake up as though I was triping and the color specs remain there thoughout the day. I KNOW that this is all being cause because of that pain in my head that wont go away. It seems as though it is punishment to me for going where I went. I just wanna take my life back to what it was. Do you have any suggestions? Would a sherman be worth talking too about it?


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Re: EXPERT ADVISE NEEDED [Re: tommyt916]
    #4751036 - 10/03/05 07:20 PM (18 years, 4 months ago)

Made arrangements to see a sherman this week. I will keep you posted on how that goes. Any other opinions?? Its appreciated.


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