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Captain Loafy McPoopdick
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I give up in life
#4745852 - 10/02/05 04:37 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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for the last time. No more will I be a nice guy. I'm a fucking criminal and i'm just going to stick with that.
Everytime I succeed I turn the corner only to get kicked in the nuts by life. So fuck it, i'm done. I hope I go to rehab and never come back out of that place alive.
If there's a such thing as heaven or hell, i'd rather go to hell. Heaven seems like it's full of arrogant pricks.
I don't know how many more lies I can tell myself. There's no such thing as living right with me. What's the point I ask? What's the point?
Anything I do gets ruined by something better.
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Stonerguy
I smoke penis
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I think you need some nutella . Being foreal whats the matter bro. You must remember there are always better days to come.
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CaptainH13
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Re: I give up in life [Re: Stonerguy]
#4745868 - 10/02/05 04:42 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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you just have to enjoy the life you have.
my shit fucks up around every turn,but i've grown to accept it for what a shitty mess it is.
to ya.
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Captain Loafy McPoopdick
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Re: I give up in life [Re: Stonerguy]
#4745869 - 10/02/05 04:42 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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My life is just a lie. I tell myself, it's all good. Things will get better.
They never do.
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Captain Loafy McPoopdick
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I thought I was happy. But my hate and anger was just blocked out by something called "paxil"
I thought that was the high point of my life. Only to have that crash down and crush me under my own weight.
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Captain Loafy McPoopdick
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I wish I had a little side-kick with me at all times. For when i'm feeling bad, he'll come up with little punch lines and make me happy.
He'll lead me in the right direction with good advice, and never let me down.
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Turd
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things dont just get better... sometimes you have to make them better... and sometimes that takes many years... some people have it in them to fight that hard... and some people just give up
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Stonerguy
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Everyones life is a lie the only difference is some people feel bad about it. Keep your head high.
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it stars saddam
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Paxil sucks. Smoke weed.
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geokills
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Sounds like you are losing hope and optimism, two things, without which, can make our existence quite a painful one.
There is no question that the weird chance of our consciousness coming into being, brings with it incredible amounts of trial and error, sadness, strife, discomfort, and other mental anguish. If you give up, then these things are likely all you will ever know. But if you choose to stay strong in your positive mindset, persistence and patience will ultimately lead you to happier times ahead.
Good luck
PS. How could heaven be full of arrogant pricks if heaven is your own personal sanctuary?.. and for the record, I do not believe in a conscious afterlife, so I am only trying to let you know that if I did, I would believe that heaven is for you, and in so gaining entry, everything there would be perfect, as you see it. Therefore, if ya don't like them arrogant pricks, they wouldn't be in heaven at all, but in hell, where the atmosphere is designed to be that which you dislike. Just some ramblin's... don't mind my agnostic ass
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Re: I give up in life [Re: geokills]
#4745901 - 10/02/05 04:52 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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Do whatever it takes to make yourself happy, or die trying. There's no point to be miserable in this life. Living life in misery is for chumps who are led to believe this life is for suffering and then it's all good in the afterlife. What a crock of shit.
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it stars saddam
Satan
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Because life has no meaning, you can give it any meaning you want. Good deal.
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Silversoul
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When you're done pouting and feeling sorry for yourself, you might want to look into meditation, yoga, jogging, or something else to bring up your self-esteem. Then you can realize how petty your problems are, and how they don't matter.
PS: I'm not trying to be an asshole. I just refuse to feed your ego-driven self-loathing.
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eric_the_red
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where do you live?
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THE KRAT BARON
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Life can be a bitch but that's no reason to give up on it. Keep on fighting and you'll be alright man.
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daimyo
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Exercise. Channel your negativity into bettering yourself. Join a health club or buy some weights. If you got no money, do whatever you can. Push-ups, sit-ups, running/jogging, etc. There is nothing like working out to make one feel infinitely better. Might suck for the first week or two, but after that you'll love it.
Oh, and get laid That always helps too.
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Edited by daimyo (10/02/05 05:30 PM)
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Skunk420
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dude dont be so hard on yourself, never bring youself down or let others bring you down. time to look in the positive..
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Captain Loafy McPoopdick
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I live in Pennsylvania.
Paradigm: Yea, I might be feeling sorry for myself. But that's all I have left. I know you don't mean to sound like a dick head. And I don't see how meditation can help me.
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Captain Loafy McPoopdick
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Re: I give up in life [Re: Stonerguy]
#4746464 - 10/02/05 07:15 PM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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By the way, what is nutella?
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HELLA_TIGHT
Madge the Smoking Vag
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Meditation relaxes you by clearing your mind so you stop thinking about whatever you're stuck on.
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