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"Am I having early mental illness onset effects?"
    #4734200 - 09/30/05 12:42 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

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(I am coming down off of DXM currently, and I also took a bong rip of salvia)
Things keep getting stranger lately, I seem to feel more and more out of touch reality. I talk to myself more than normal, not necessarily as another personality but I give myself a lot of second opinions. I know that the world isn't real. I know that it is just an image put before my eyes and that I have no control over it, and that it does not exist. I try to convince myself its not true, but every day it feels more and more so. On my last trip, a voice asked me if I was ready for my mind to be opened the rest of the way. I answered yes, knowing that this was a hefty task. It was heartfelt, and now it seems like it actually happened. My mind is being opened, but the things that are going in are unreal.

A second ago it felt like something was grabbing me by my side, and at first I ignored it but it began to feel hot, gradually warmer and warmer. I grabbed at the spot and nothing was there but my side, but it was in fact considerably more warm than my other side. This is scary.

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That is what I wrote earlier while still heavily under the influence. Does salvia normally have this kind of an influence on your trips?


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Re: "Am I having early mental illness onset effects?" [Re: adoseofparn0z]
    #4734488 - 09/30/05 01:57 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

"Am I having early mental illness onset effects?"

only if you think you are!

I don't know about salvia.... just a theory here but one time I noticed that I felt presences, and I knew that they were just my different brain hemispheres, because it was sort of a sleepy meditation kind of experiment and suddenly i felt someone to the right of me... only that "someone" was the right half of my brain.

So..... what I'm getting it is maybe you have some sort of energy imbalance on the right side of your body...... chi/prana etc can be very warm, or cold, etc...

the fact that you said yes to such a voice indicates that things like that may continue to progress unless you change your mind and decide that you want to take things at your own pace, rather than the pace of supposed supernatural beings that may be communicating to us through drugs, or the drugs themselves.

But I'd say don't worry, if you want things to slow down, take a drug break with the firm knowledge that you are your mind, and if your intent is to get grounded, it will happen.


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Re: "Am I having early mental illness onset effects?" [Re: leery11]
    #4734561 - 09/30/05 02:12 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

after i smoke salvia and it wers offi always talk more so to myself liek u said but i also have conflicting thoughts of atleast 2 people talking like im listening in on someones conversation.


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Re: "Am I having early mental illness onset effects?" [Re: DeathCompany]
    #4734579 - 09/30/05 02:15 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

all in my head


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Re: "Am I having early mental illness onset effects?" [Re: adoseofparn0z]
    #4734903 - 09/30/05 03:41 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

re: salvia,
many conversations at once happens for me with salvia too
also the warmth- i experience many weird temperature effects with the stuff


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Re: "Am I having early mental illness onset effects?" [Re: adoseofparn0z]
    #4735187 - 09/30/05 05:13 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

its most likely not going to be anything. take a break from the drugs though and try to spend time being busy with things you'll be occupied with so you dont think about this stuff. i know this would be very scary, i'd probably think the same thing. but ive had similar things happen where i've thought the same thing but it was mostly all myself and fears that were driving it. so i hope things get better for you soon, im prety sure they will! :smile:


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Re: "Am I having early mental illness onset effects?" [Re: Locus]
    #4739081 - 10/01/05 12:20 AM (11 years, 8 months ago)

Yeah everything is fine now, that was just while I was still tripping and still a bit out of reality. I was just asking if while you guys are on salvia do you experience similar disbelief in reality?


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