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 Gillette
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 So sick 
#4719390 - 09/27/05 11:00 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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So I got into this discussion with my boy last night and things are not looking so good, in fact I'm waiting for him to decide if he wants to fix it all or not and if not we go our seperate ways. I hate waiting, I feel like my life is in limbo. There was a lot of crying involved, I went to sleep and woke up in the middle of the night puking my guts out and have been puking since, so I started taking gravol, now I'm all sedated and groggy and feel like shit, sleeping on and off, crying in my sleep I think, cuz I'm all puffy
 I dunno what to do. I'm all fucked up and scared.
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KristiMidocean
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 Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719414 - 09/27/05 11:05 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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oh sweetie I know exactly how you feel I have been there so many times. What is happening is you are thinking about it soo much you are having an anxity attack. It happens to me like that. If you really want to be with him go to him and express that let him know how you are feeling. Tell him you can't sit around not knowing anything and if he cared about you he wouldn't want you to.
I alway have to tell myself if it is meant to be it will... so don't worry to hard babe.
I wish you the best of luck 
Kristi
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Gillette
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Like I had to call in sick to work today, thats so not cool, I feel like a total baby.
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Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719450 - 09/27/05 11:12 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hope you start feeling better.
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KristiMidocean
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Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719452 - 09/27/05 11:12 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Its okay your not the only one a lot of girls get like this. Have you talked to him or are you trying not to call him?? or will he just not talk to you?? Its kind of wrong of him to just leave you hanging
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Gillette
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I'm trying to not call him. He's at work and I don't want to bother him, and I don't want to sway his decision, just because I'm a mess is no reason for him to stay if he really doesn't want to, despite what I'd like.
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Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719476 - 09/27/05 11:19 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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dont torture yourself thoughif you feel like you need to talk to him talk to him. Games are not fun to play. They hurt people. How do you know he isn't thinking about you and wishing that you would call so he knows you still care?
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Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719482 - 09/27/05 11:20 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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space is good right now. He would be bothered most likely if he's at work.
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Gillette
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I don't think its fair to get into it while he's at work.
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Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719489 - 09/27/05 11:22 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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don't work yourself up over this, unless you think he's 'the one'
anyhow he needs to get his head checked out if he lets you go
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Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719492 - 09/27/05 11:22 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Relationships should be beneficial and make your life easier. If thiis is not the case, which it clearly doesn't sound like it, get rid of it like a bandaid - right off! The pain will subside.
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Cowgold
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Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719498 - 09/27/05 11:25 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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The one with the least interest in a relationship is always in control.
Edited by Cowgold (09/27/05 03:53 PM)
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Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719518 - 09/27/05 11:31 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Hope everything works out ok Gillette.
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Re: So sick [Re: Learyfan]
#4719519 - 09/27/05 11:32 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
Learyfan said:
Hope everything works out ok Gillette.
I very sincerely concur.
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Re: So sick [Re: goobler]
#4719524 - 09/27/05 11:33 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
goobler said:
don't work yourself up over this, unless you think he's 'the one'
anyhow he needs to get his head checked out if he lets you go
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Cowgold
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Quote:
KristiMidocean said:
Quote:
goobler said:
don't work yourself up over this, unless you think he's 'the one'
anyhow he needs to get his head checked out if he lets you go
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Re: So sick [Re: Cowgold]
#4719557 - 09/27/05 11:41 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Seriously, where would I be without this place Shroomery. At least if it all falls apart I can always come here.
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KristiMidocean
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Re: So sick [Re: Gillette]
#4719572 - 09/27/05 11:46 AM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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of course you can we all love you here. Theres no place like the shroomery and its people When you feel like you have no one you can always come here and have everyone on yourside with open arms
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Cowgold
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Quote:
KristiMidocean said:
of course you can we all love you here. Theres no place like the shroomery and its people When you feel like you have no one you can always come here and have everyone on yourside with open arms
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Gillette
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Re: So sick [Re: Cowgold]
#4719700 - 09/27/05 12:16 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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so he's decided, we should just leave it and see how things go, if they get better then good, if not then we break up. However, he doesn't think anything needs to be done to make it better...but obviously if this discussion had to be had in the first place...some things have gone wrong... :/
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