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JustFootsteps
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Making amends?

#463274 - 11/19/01 09:38 AM (21 years, 10 months ago)

This weekend I Took Too Much (tm) for the first time in many years with my closest friends. I don't remember much, but I believed I was some sort of messiah and was shouting out people's names (thinking I was summoning their spirits), touching them in inappropriate ways, and taking all of their comments as jokes about the vast framework of cliches designed to keep me from reaching my potential... in short, I was way fucking gone. They were trying to talk me down, very frightened of me (I'm a fairly big guy, and I'd already broken a glass in my delirium), and I would assume violated and offended by a lot of what I said and did. My closest friend won't even speak to me and says she needs me out of her life, and all four of the others seem weary, confused and angry to have to deal with it... I don't think I'll trip again; it's terrifying that I could have lost touch with reality so completely; it was utterly convincing...

It's a lesson I thought I'd learned... don't talk out your fantasies, don't assume you're making sense, don't let yourself forget what's really going on... but at this point, I can't take it back, and there's a lot of damage done. So I need some advice... has anyone ever had this problem? What can I do to make amends, how can I earn back trust and help my friends get back to the real me?

I think I'm in for a lousy few weeks.

so far gone,

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egolesss
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Re: Making amends?

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#463390 - 11/19/01 12:31 PM (21 years, 10 months ago)

A freind did something similar to this to me and several friends..It's harder for people to deal with people who are gone more than the battle the person is having by themselves..We were patient, but I will never trip with him again, I wouldn't be comfortable..He never apologized and we never brought it up, I'm sure he could rember some of his actions..Were still friends, but it seems strange..Anyway I think an apology to the group and a promise not to dose big, would help...

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Re: Making amends?

[Re: JustFootsteps]
#463436 - 11/19/01 01:15 PM (21 years, 10 months ago)

yea, apology is a good thing (be sincere about it). also, don't ever do that shit again :wink:

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