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wrestler_az
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lost my job
#4596113 - 08/29/05 06:45 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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again.
ya it sux.
i try to keep a positive outlook on my life.....but it just keeps getting harder and harder. i keep asking myself, whats the point?.....im starting to run out of answers for that question.
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WeAreAllOne
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you're not the only one running out of answers...
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Silversoul
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Ouch.
I'm guessing you won't be at Nocturnal, then?
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wrestler_az
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good guess....
but being at nocturnal is the least of my issues at the moment
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Holydiver
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Sorry to hear about the job loss. Life is getting exceedingly harder for me lately as well. For those of us that weren't born into money, handed money, or married wealthy, life seems to be an endless working hell. What is the point? If you're working so hard you can't extract any joy whatsoever out of life, then why exist? It's all so pointless. (unless you have money )
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wrestler_az
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Re: lost my job [Re: Holydiver]
#4596171 - 08/29/05 06:54 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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ya, and you know what? this came out of nowhere. i thought i finally had a job that was going to last me a while. but my boss called me today and was like, my friends cousin moved to town and he needs a job....hes like 30 years older than you so im gonna work him instead.
so i said fuck you, have a nice life.....and this isnt the first time, probably wont be the last either. anytime i get into a situation i feel comfortable.....i fuck it up some how. i just wanna give up, live under the bridge with the rest of the bums.
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Shroomism
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I think the point is to make money so you can pay bills for the rest of your life and be a productive member of society or something. At least that's what they tell me. I've never been very good with money. They say the more you make the more you need, I find this to be true. So I took the suckers way out and went travelling and left behind all the bullshit. One thing sucks - uncertainty. The rest is happy freedom. It's harder to find work when you don't have a permament address, phone, and car.. but it can be done. It doesn't take a ton of money to survive.
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Simisu
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life is most certenly not about money! life is what YOU make of it...
*god i'm such a hippie wannabe
but yeah i still stand behind what i said (from right here on my comfy chair in my comfy perents house where i dont have to take care of my self (though i do my best!)
don't know what your situation is but if you still own a computer it's probably not bad enough to loose hope in life
you still have options and it's just a matter of giving up on alot of stuff you're used to
good luck with whatever you do!
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Simisu
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Re: lost my job [Re: Shroomism]
#4596232 - 08/29/05 07:10 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Shroomism said: It doesn't take a ton of money to survive.
problame is people don't want to survive... they're looking for lisure (SP?) they want "fun" they want to consume...
modern society has everything backwards if you ask me!
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faslimy
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Re: lost my job [Re: Simisu]
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wrestler_az
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Re: lost my job [Re: Simisu]
#4596260 - 08/29/05 07:19 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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well, sure i have options....i can continue mooching off of my grandpa....that is till he dies. then what? go live with mom? my dads a cunt that dont really give a shit. i can get another job, lose it and my mind as this cycle continues. i could sell drugs again. dont really want to, but im good at that. ultimitly i want to move out, on my own. i need to. but fuck....that shit takes money.
i dunno, im all excited and depressed and what not....im sure it will all be ok, but i dont know how many more time i can handle having to start over again. im starting to lose it i think.
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Todcasil
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hey man, i bow my head towards you right now. remember, be here now.
im not worried about you brother, you always manage to take decent care of yourself
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Shroomism
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Lets go live in the mountains
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TheDude
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Re: lost my job [Re: Shroomism]
#4596288 - 08/29/05 07:26 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Shroomism said: I think the point is to make money so you can pay bills for the rest of your life and be a productive member of society or something. At least that's what they tell me. I've never been very good with money. They say the more you make the more you need, I find this to be true. So I took the suckers way out and went travelling and left behind all the bullshit. One thing sucks - uncertainty. The rest is happy freedom. It's harder to find work when you don't have a permament address, phone, and car.. but it can be done. It doesn't take a ton of money to survive.
Good luck when you have medical problems in old age and no way to get help.
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Silversoul
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Re: lost my job [Re: Shroomism]
#4596303 - 08/29/05 07:29 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Shroomism said: I think the point is to make money so you can pay bills for the rest of your life and be a productive member of society or something. At least that's what they tell me. I've never been very good with money. They say the more you make the more you need, I find this to be true. So I took the suckers way out and went travelling and left behind all the bullshit. One thing sucks - uncertainty. The rest is happy freedom. It's harder to find work when you don't have a permament address, phone, and car.. but it can be done. It doesn't take a ton of money to survive.
Ya, I gotta say, in some ways I envy you. You may not have all the money and comfort that I have, but you seem to have a lot more freedom than I do. You're not tied down to one place, so you seem to get around a lot more. I don't know how you do it, but I gotta say it's pretty fucking cool.
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Simisu
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do you have any sort of higher education?
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wrestler_az
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Re: lost my job [Re: Todcasil]
#4596317 - 08/29/05 07:33 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Todcasil said: hey man, i bow my head towards you right now. remember, be here now.
im not worried about you brother, you always manage to take decent care of yourself
thats exactly the thing....ive never really had to take care of myself. aside from the one time i moved in with a coke dealer, ive always lived with family. been trying to move out, but with me not being able to hold a job, my peice of shit truck that always needs work....then theres the occasional speeding ticket or jet ski crash....SOMETHING always keeps me from getting what i want. im at my wits end here. i think im just gonna get slobbery drunk tonight and see how that goes.
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Skunk420
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don't worry, you will find another one...don't look at life negative, Ihate mine and it causes too much stress sometimes. but I look at the positive things about it, and life seems good after that.
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wrestler_az
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Re: lost my job [Re: Simisu]
#4596321 - 08/29/05 07:34 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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i did some general studies at a community college.....so i guess, no.
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QuantumMeltdown
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Paradigm said: Ya, I gotta say, in some ways I envy you. You may not have all the money and comfort that I have, but you seem to have a lot more freedom than I do. You're not tied down to one place, so you seem to get around a lot more. I don't know how you do it, but I gotta say it's pretty fucking cool.
Shroomism is a transient hippie who crashes at friends houses(maybe some shelters?) and hitch hikes around. He probably picks up odd jobs and stuff for cash. It's not that hard to do that theres tons of people who do that, they just don't post on the shroomery. Its a major culture shock and probably not the kind of lifestyle you would want to live.
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