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OfflineKristiMidocean
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Life
    #4592004 - 08/28/05 08:53 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

hey everyone sorry I have been gone for a while after everything happened I needed a few days to just be really fucked up....

No not with my kid she was with her dad for the weeekend.(was his weekend thank god)

I am okay just really sick been a many many pills and alcohol and things had to get alot of thing out of my mind although they still arent out...............I feel a little better


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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4592009 - 08/28/05 08:54 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)



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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4592015 - 08/28/05 08:56 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Hi Kristi. if you ever need a place to getaway....just let me know.
You can come and visit me anytime. A shroomerite is comig to stay with me for a bit pretty soon....you're welcome to join us.


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Re: Life [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #4592017 - 08/28/05 08:56 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

I'm also glad you're doing better.  Hope everything works out.

Welcome back.  :heart:


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InvisibleTHE KRAT BARON
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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4592018 - 08/28/05 08:56 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

You should be feeling like gold Kristi. :smile: Your bf,someone you care about greatly, got into a devastating crash and pulled through just fine. What better reason is there to feel joy? :sun:


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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4592026 - 08/28/05 08:58 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

glad to see you back, kristi...

here's what i wrote in the other thread, i thought you might want to give it a read...  :sun:

Quote:

hey kristi...

i understand what you are going through... i know it still is a bit different, but i lost one of my best friends i had known all my life when i was 18... we rode the same bus to the same school and lived right around the corner of each other for 10 years and when he died i felt like a hole was ripped right into my life... it was one of the hardest times in my life and i can only imagine that you feel even worse than i did...
you know i have thought about the "you being there instead of him"-deal quite a few times in my life... and i have always thought that i don't want to be the first one to go because i don't want my loved one suffering... i know you wish that he would be able to continue with his life but if this was so he would be going through the same pain you are in right now...
it is very hard to find things to say in a time like this, and i am very sorry to hear that your faith is shaken by this or even that you consider there to be a hateful and vengeful god... especially because faith is one of the few things that can give you strength in a time like this...
i always like to think about the story of footprints in the sand... a woman dies and goes to god and looks back on her life together with the holy being of light... and her life is like an endless beach with footprints in the sand... there are 2 sets of footprints... one are hers and one are gods... strangely though in the times of her life when she felt she most needed god there is only 1 set of footprints... so she turns to god and asks: "why did you leave me alone in the most painful times of my life? why weren't you there when i most longed for your strength and support?" and god smiles to her and answers: "you only see 1 set of footprints because during those times i was carrying you in my arms."

i hope this post was a little bit of help for you... my prayers and thoughts are with your loved one... i hope he pulls through not only for you but for his own life... and i hope you pull through not only for your daughter, but for yourself :heart:




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OfflineKristiMidocean
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Re: Life [Re: THE KRAT BARON]
    #4592029 - 08/28/05 08:59 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Its funny ...you would think I would be happy which I am that he is okay but he woke up and told me he doesn't want to see me again... So I am glad he is ok just really really hurting and confused and lost and really hurt


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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4592037 - 08/28/05 09:01 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

You can only imagine what he must be going through as well. I'm sure that his intentions are not to hurt you.


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OfflineSerioOria
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Re: Life [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #4592049 - 08/28/05 09:05 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Prisoner#1 said:
glad you're doing better

http://www.robotcombat.com/video/elvis_hi.mov




that video is friekin awesome, i want one


and hey kristi, i think there are a few people that will be happy and relieved to see you again :laugh:


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Edited by SerioOria (08/28/05 09:06 PM)


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Re: Life [Re: SerioOria]
    #4592065 - 08/28/05 09:10 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

id be one :heart:


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GODDESSES
Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud
GODS.


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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4592469 - 08/28/05 10:47 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Hi Kristi! Glad you are okay, some folks were worried about you. Keep your head up, girl. Life is a beautiful struggle...
:heart: :peace:


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Re: Life [Re: ToolTroll]
    #4595783 - 08/29/05 07:05 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Thanks everyone for your worries prayers and vibes. I have been having a really hard time latly and i know a lot of people think that names over a site won't help someone feel better in a time of need but I highly disagree.

You guys mean somuch to me. The support that comes from this site is really really really awesome. I can't express how much your words of comfort means to me.

Update on him. He is doing really really good. He however can't walk. And that why he said what he said to me because he feels like he is always suppose to be strong around me and right now he can't be strong and he doesn't want me to see him like that.... we have talked and are working on things.

Honestly I am just really really glad that he pulled through. I don't know what I would have done if I lost him to death. I know death isn't a bad thing .. I know this through tripping but I also know that There are still so many things that him and I need to share with each other, and I know that I need to tell him how much I loved him and cared about him just one last time...

Love really is a ery crazy thing and a very hard thing...


And tooltroll life is definatly a struggle I not sure if it is always so pretty though

and serio thank you I miss you guys a lot when I am gone.


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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4595813 - 08/29/05 07:13 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

:heart:


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Re: Life [Re: TYL3R]
    #4595817 - 08/29/05 07:14 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

TYL3R said:
:heart:




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Re: Life [Re: dblaney]
    #4595939 - 08/29/05 07:51 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

dblaney18 said:
Quote:

TYL3R said:
:heart:







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Re: Life [Re: Cowgold]
    #4596208 - 08/29/05 09:02 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

my pub buds :hug:


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Re: Life [Re: Cowgold]
    #4596300 - 08/29/05 09:28 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Cowgold said:
Quote:

dblaney18 said:
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TYL3R said:
:heart:










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m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.


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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4596308 - 08/29/05 09:30 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Glad your doing better!


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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4596328 - 08/29/05 09:37 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

I am happy to hear about everything getting better, and your boyfriend pulling through...I am happy to hear that you are doing alright also..we are here for you..keep your head up! :sun:


Edited by skunk78395 (08/29/05 09:38 PM)


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Re: Life [Re: KristiMidocean]
    #4596452 - 08/29/05 10:16 PM (11 years, 5 months ago)

Yes, we're all relieved that your BF pulled through. The worst is over for you now - relax, and appreciate life because, as you've seen, you can lose it in a flash! :laugh:


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