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Offlinebigfatdork
Now I Have Teeth

Registered: 10/19/03
Posts: 1,310
Loc: North PoLL
Last seen: 10 years, 8 months
How I got through.
    #4565804 - 08/22/05 05:22 AM (11 years, 3 months ago)

what you don?t know, this, is
why I insulate
pockets of emotional void
it?s alright, laughter is pain
you?d kill me to protect your self
naked in the morning
I am an abused child
Laugh along with my mother
Her father?
She?s drunk and going under
To not see, in side room of a dark house on the outskirts of Dallas
One small, unloved child with longing brown eyes
Taken as a spineless doll-Mimic
When the lights are loud, bounced

Like white mice
In a reptile store

You want a clearer picture
You need me to spell it out
It?s too hard to listen
Laughter is the best defense

You know what page it always turns too
Every photo album and every smile you turn
Every page or holiday
Every unanswered telephone?

Here:
Every night you crank the radio and fuck him, mother
You leave coke straws on top of the refrigerator
I see you going up there, I love you
I want you to love me- mimic

You drink peppermint schnapps, tastes like candy
It burns
You give up when I beat you
Your child is keener than your clouded mind
Can handle, can slap the shit:
The love, the self respect, the determination,
The
Smack the life out of him

Fuck you

I can?s sleep with all this noise
So what:
I walked in on you, once
I know better, he made sure
I don?t understand
Every morning you fight, you beat each other
I don?t understand
I?ve only heard those words in pain
Do you know how far I?ll go to be a good boy
Do you know I worship you
Someday you will waste my faith
For now I find a corner of my room
And piss in it like a dog
Maybe a puppy

So I don?t get hurt
Don?t lie, one of you would hurt me
I may be a child, but I?m not an Idiot

You love me:
I pissed in festering corner of my room for over two months
Years to a child
And no one came
You never even smelled it

But the lice did
They crept in, and lived on the rotted urine soaked carpet
A teacher found them in my hair
A stranger loved your child more than you
You drunk
You?re a horrible mother
You never wanted a child,
You wanted a father
And I won?t be him

I?m still older than you
And I have no more to invest
The toy is broken

Laugh, you ape

Laugh at your own pain
Mirrored in me.




Feed back please.
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Empathize
Really? I just thought you were easy...
Guess I'm just too stoned.


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