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Twirling
Barred Spiral
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It sounds like social anxiety really controls things for you. I used to be the same way, still am to a certain extent. You start seeing the way people behave in terms of patterns, and it makes no sense some of the things we do as humans.
I used to be very sensitive to any kind of singling out by people, the idea that I was some kind of target. After I learned to realize that my friends were just joking around, and that I was the one taking things to have some kind of importance on my self-esteem/self-worth, I was able to relax about it. It's not easy, hope things get better for you.
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dblaney
Human Being
Registered: 10/03/04
Posts: 7,894
Loc: Here & Now
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MAN! That's the most fucking annoying thing ever. Well if you have the time and don't mind re-typing it, I'd still like to hear it. And same for you bellylard, a link would be really awesome!
-------------------- "What is in us that turns a deaf ear to the cries of human suffering?" "Belief is a beautiful armor But makes for the heaviest sword" - John Mayer Making the noise "penicillin" is no substitute for actually taking penicillin. "This country, with its institutions, belongs to the people who inhabit it. Whenever they shall grow weary of the existing government, they can exercise their constitutional right of amending it, or their revolutionary right to dismember or overthrow it." -Abraham Lincoln
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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
Registered: 07/08/03
Posts: 42,409
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Breathe brother!
I fucking hate when that happens. When I'm typing long posts now I do them in notepad because I've lost them so many times.
-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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CaptainH13
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Re: Regrets? [Re: dblaney]
#4500710 - 08/05/05 04:03 PM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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i had the tiny little scroll bar,it was long....
i' do it later,i'm debatind taking a bat with barb wire to my computer right now....
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CaptainH13
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i'll have to do the note pad thign for now on....
that just killed me.....
and thast bat is calling to demolish this basterd,ahah..
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Twirling
Barred Spiral
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Quote:
CaptainH13 said: GODDAMMITIlbu.Sgsx I JSUT TYPES LIKE TWO PAGES OF THE STORY AND I JUST LOST IT
CNSDTH
I hate that shit, used to happen all the time in I.E.
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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
Registered: 07/08/03
Posts: 42,409
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-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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CaptainH13
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nice....
ya need to get up on your pirate talk though.....
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THE KRAT BARON
one-eyed willie
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-------------------- m00nshine is currently vacationing in Maui. Rumor has it he got rolled by drunken natives and is currently prostituting himself in order to pay for airfare back to the mainland but he's having trouble juggling a hairon addiction. He won't be back for a long while.
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KristiMidocean
fattie whale
Registered: 01/27/05
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Loc: Texas
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I got addicted to meth when I was 18 and gave it up about a year ago finally.
It really did a lot of damage in life and still to this day I crave it and I know that ifit is in the room with me I prolly will do it. So I try not to associate myself with anyone that does it.
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The_Hobbit
Bilbo Baggins
Registered: 04/06/04
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Loc: The Shire
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I regret having smoked too much weed sometimes. I was already high and super tired. My metabolism was nada. I was just a lump of flesh lying there with no energy and poor circulation.
But for some reason I still kept smoking. =)
It killed my chances with the girl that I liked because I didn't think we'd be hanging out sometimes, but then I'd miss a perfect oppurtunity. Now I realize that I have to try and conduct myself as human, rather than being a monkey (i.e. Tony Montana, never giving a shit about how he looked). It's more sociable that way. I don't try to be on the ball all the time. Sometimes I will just kick back, relax, and not care about my body at all. But when it counts, I'll be ready. That way, I won't miss any more oppurtunities.
-------------------- Smoking my hobbit leaf... Please keep in mind that I am just a human being. Please read my posts carefully and interpret their meaning for yourself.
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Deadmaker
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Re: Regrets? [Re: dblaney]
#4501091 - 08/05/05 06:04 PM (18 years, 7 months ago) |
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I regret drinking almost every day.
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