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Shop: Kraken Kratom Red Vein Kratom   Unfolding Nature Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order

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    #4425397 - 07/19/05 08:39 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

i have seen everything bad, and i can't remember what was good very well anymore.  i feel stretched thin. 
my goal is to not touch herb for 159 days, from tonight until christmas
so what i'm gonna do is i'm gonna let you guys know if i crack so you can all point and laugh. if not i'm a liar and a fiend truly.  cub scouts honor

:sunny:


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Re: jesus-is-your-friend-quitting-journal [Re: question_for_joo]
    #4426233 - 07/19/05 11:51 PM (18 years, 8 months ago)

I have been clean from herb for 2 weeks now (I was at about 3 times a day for 6 or 7 years)......trust me....its very hard to stop.

It seems like your having a hard time and I respect you for wanting to change it...the same goes here.....What I've found in the last two weeks is that

1)The things you hate are going to become much more promient
2)Your going to try to convince yourself that its not that important to stop....
3)Your going to realize that its not just the herb thats causing all the F#cked up Shit in your life (I found it easy to just blame it on that)

My responses to there are....

1)Your dealing with a chemical (in my case severe) inbalance....its gonna take a while to be stable again.....I'm doing a detox/diet/exercise thing as well...if you have energy you might try it.

2)What I've been saying to myself over and over is that I've been down that road...I know where it leads and I dont' want to be there anymore.

3)Herb made it mostly impossible to address the real issues in my life..which was horribly convienent and easy. Be prepared to start facing those..take it slow and don't overwhelm yourself

I also find its a lot easier for me to meditate (I'm regaining my brain/concentration power). One of my favorite new mandra's is "What do I want"

Try asking it to yourself and don't let yourself get away with any easier answers.

Best of luck and I'll PM you my email if you want to share =

Peace + Love - Justin

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Re: jesus-is-your-friend-quitting-journal [Re: question_for_joo]
    #4474390 - 07/30/05 05:52 PM (18 years, 7 months ago)

ok well every day since I made that post i have toked.  now i am out so i guess it's for real starting now.  hahaha.

:rotfl:


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Re: jesus-is-your-friend-quitting-journal [Re: question_for_joo]
    #4474406 - 07/30/05 05:56 PM (18 years, 7 months ago)

VILE FIEND!


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Re: jesus-is-your-friend-quitting-journal [Re: Wysefool]
    #4476850 - 07/31/05 10:34 AM (18 years, 7 months ago)

it's not so bad once you get passed 4 or 5 days...unless you're in a setting where everyone around you is always smoking....then it just sucks. i couldn't quit for awhile just because like all my friends smoke. the biggest step i could take would be not smoke by myself.


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Re: jesus-is-your-friend-quitting-journal [Re: nightkrawler]
    #4476880 - 07/31/05 10:51 AM (18 years, 7 months ago)

i don't got any friends so I don't have to worry about that. it's not like this is the first time i've become sober for years. i was sober for a couple weeks in April when I ran out. i was sober for 4 weeks last november. now it's easy cause in order to get more i'd have to make a 120 mile car journey.


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