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OfflineThe_Hobbit
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Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting..
    #4410873 - 07/16/05 06:48 AM (11 years, 4 months ago)

I wrote about my trip on IRC. I decided to post it here.

Some general info - I'm 19. I weighed 135 lbs. at the time of this trip.

<hobbitcg> I would suggest trying an eigth myself.. the experience is much more defined =)
<xgmr|poiz> what are the effects
<hobbitcg> hallucinating ofcourse..
<hobbitcg> and
<hobbitcg> a different thought process
<hobbitcg> which is the whole point
<hobbitcg> that's why some people consider shrooms to be spiritual
<xgmr|poiz> how will you aquire them now that you're in hawaii
<hobbitcg> I'm not sure.. I've read that they grow wild
<hobbitcg> and there are people who supply them here, just as anywhere else
<hobbitcg> but I don't know anybody
<hobbitcg> I'm not in any rush to do shrooms again
<hobbitcg> my last trip left me satisfied enough
<xgmr|poiz> when was it
<hobbitcg> to the point where I don't care if I never do them again
<hobbitcg> about 4 months ago
<hobbitcg> I did shrooms mainly for the experience.. to see what they were all about
<hobbitcg> and 5.3 grams showed me
<hobbitcg> an eigth, which is what most people's limit is, is 3.5 grams
<hobbitcg> beleive me.. those extra 2 grams really make a difference
<hobbitcg> add onto that the fact that I fasted for 6-8 hours before taking them
<hobbitcg> drank a glass of orange juice + vitamin C tabs, which increase metabolism
<hobbitcg> and smoked weed
<hobbitcg> and you can see why I tripped balls =D
<hobbitcg> if you saw me on that trip you might not want to do shrooms...
<hobbitcg> but it was a really positive experience for me
<xgmr|poiz> lol
<xgmr|poiz> why
<xgmr|poiz> what did you do
<hobbitcg> have you ever dreamed, and you act with your true emotions rather than what you think is right and wrong?
<hobbitcg> that's how all my dreams are
<xgmr|poiz> mine too
<hobbitcg> and that's how that trip was.. when I was concious
<hobbitcg> I was never blacked out.. atleast not for long if at all
<hobbitcg> I remember everything
<hobbitcg> but I was only 'awake' for part of the trip
<hobbitcg> I was doing them with a big group of friends
<hobbitcg> when they kicked in I got really paranoid
<hobbitcg> because everyone was acting akward
<hobbitcg> so I went into my room and layed in my bed for an hour or two
<hobbitcg> and this is where it gets weird..
<hobbitcg> my friend calls the house and I pick up the phone
<hobbitcg> and he says "do you want to have a session" (smoke)
<hobbitcg> and I say yes
<hobbitcg> except I thought he said "do you want to have sex"
<hobbitcg> =)
<hobbitcg> so..
<hobbitcg> that makes no sense right.. I'm not gay
<hobbitcg> but it made perfect sense
<hobbitcg> at the time
<hobbitcg> I thought he was bringing over his gf
<hobbitcg> and we were all (including everyone in the house) going to have a big orgy
<hobbitcg> why? I'm not exactly sure
<hobbitcg> I can tell you that I was very horny at that point in my life, though, and I often thought about having sex
<hobbitcg> so..
<hobbitcg> I call everyone
<hobbitcg> they come running in
<hobbitcg> and I tell them that we're going to have an orgy
<hobbitcg> which is when I start grabbing at everyone
<hobbitcg> even guys..
<hobbitcg> so naturally they're freaked out
<hobbitcg> but I considered it to be a game
<hobbitcg> like they were acting
<hobbitcg> so they go away.. and I decide to leave my room
<hobbitcg> and I walk into the kitchen where most of my friends are at
<hobbitcg> knocking into everything on my way
<hobbitcg> though I couldn't feel any of it
<hobbitcg> I brush everything off the kitchen table and say "we can clean it up tomorrow"
<hobbitcg> my memory lapses at this point.. or maybe it's just hard to remember now
<hobbitcg> so..
<hobbitcg> ofcourse everyone is thinking Wtf is going on
<hobbitcg> I start grabbing at everyone
<hobbitcg> I remember humping the wall and licking it
<hobbitcg> as well as pulling down my pants and humping the couch
<hobbitcg> and grabbing my bro's gf and humping her
<hobbitcg> which is when they decided to pin me down
<hobbitcg> that's when I told them.. I had it all figured out
<hobbitcg> I said "we're all energy, don't you see?"
<hobbitcg> all of this was happening
<hobbitcg> and I thought it was all an act.. everyone really wanted to have an orgy, but they were just being dramatic
<hobbitcg> in my mind, it seemed like things were happening that weren't..
<hobbitcg> I could hear them talking and whispering
<hobbitcg> and as things progressed, they were more and more keen to the idea of an orgy
<hobbitcg> I started screaming after they pinned me down.. or maybe a little before
<hobbitcg> it was more like energetic screaches than screams
<hobbitcg> because I was so happy that I needed to do that
<hobbitcg> so my friend gets there
<hobbitcg> and he is an older guy who was watching the house for my parents
<hobbitcg> so he takes charge of helping me
<hobbitcg> and that basically means pinning me down along with his friend
<hobbitcg> for a few hours
<hobbitcg> while I was screaming (apparently)
<hobbitcg> I don't think I was screaming for that long
<hobbitcg> so.. at this point I'm basically all in my head
<hobbitcg> soon after my friend got there and brought me to my room, that is
<hobbitcg> and this is where things really get good
<hobbitcg> I figured that we're all energy.. everyone and everything
<hobbitcg> I imagined myself in a 3d space
<hobbitcg> that I can't really describe
<hobbitcg> but I felt everything around me
<hobbitcg> all around my body
<hobbitcg> pressure
<hobbitcg> it felt like I was moving all over the place.. I was forced into moving
<hobbitcg> all around, 360 degrees in every direction
<hobbitcg> twisting and turning, all crazy
<hobbitcg> and it seemed like I was becoming ooze and melting into everything
<hobbitcg> that's when the orgy began.. inside my head
<hobbitcg> it felt like I was the center.. everything revolved around me
<hobbitcg> and there were others there with me
<hobbitcg> julia, the girl I loved in junior high
<hobbitcg> my best friend matt
<hobbitcg> my friend amanda
<hobbitcg> the dude who was helping me, crosby
<hobbitcg> and others
<hobbitcg> and it felt like we were all together.. we were all part of this goo
<hobbitcg> I could feel them all around me, all around every part of my body
<hobbitcg> I can't explain how good it felt =)
<hobbitcg> we were all moving around
<hobbitcg> sometimes it was just a gentle movement
<hobbitcg> and then it would become really energetic
<hobbitcg> off and on
<hobbitcg> it was completely silent
<hobbitcg> except for their voices
<hobbitcg> and my own
<hobbitcg> I would call out different people and take turns
<hobbitcg> like I was with them at that time, but everyone else was there too watching us and taking part
<hobbitcg> I can't explain what I saw
<hobbitcg> my thoughts were mainly what I felt
<hobbitcg> but I could see their faces
<hobbitcg> so..
<hobbitcg> I'm having this really intense orgy for a while.. maybe an hour or two (time was impossible to tell)
<hobbitcg> making me lose my train of thought =(
<hobbitcg> so..
<hobbitcg> after that
<hobbitcg> it changed
<hobbitcg> like.. I was in a 3d space
<hobbitcg> and where I was travelling was a straight line through it
<hobbitcg> and every new point was a different possibility of what could happen in life
<hobbitcg> like all the different things you could do, based on the decisions you make
<hobbitcg> it had a theme to it
<hobbitcg> because I kept saying "that's so weird.. that doesn't make any sense"
<hobbitcg> and I was laughing
<hobbitcg> because I saw how pointless it was.. all the random things that you take so seriously
<hobbitcg> and it's all so random.. you could take any path
<hobbitcg> I think that's when I woke up
<hobbitcg> and I was stuck
<hobbitcg> I was laying on the floor of my room
<hobbitcg> intertwined in my blanket
<hobbitcg> drenched in sweat
<hobbitcg> and I couldn't move
<hobbitcg> I could only hear
<hobbitcg> I heard my friends talking in the kitchen
<hobbitcg> bs conversation..
<hobbitcg> totally pointless
<hobbitcg> akward and driven by insecurity
<hobbitcg> and I kept hearing in my head.. over and over
<hobbitcg> life is pointless
<hobbitcg> and I was stuck hearing that
<hobbitcg> it seemed like 5-10 minutes.. but it felt like forever
<hobbitcg> because it was the most awful feeling ever to know that life has no point
<hobbitcg> I felt like crying by the end
<hobbitcg> but then I regained control of my body
<hobbitcg> I tried to get up but I had so little energy that I could only drag myself along the floor
<hobbitcg> I dragged myself so that my head was under my bed
<hobbitcg> and I just layed there.. feeling like part of me was still in the other reality
<hobbitcg> I was suprised to be myself
<hobbitcg> because I really thought that I had turned into energy and melded with everything
<hobbitcg> so..
<hobbitcg> eventually I got up
<hobbitcg> and layed down in my bed
<hobbitcg> because I was too scared to leave my room
<hobbitcg> I didn't know wtf had happened
<hobbitcg> eventually crosby comes in and tells me what happened before
<hobbitcg> because I had forgotten about what I did earlier
<hobbitcg> and I thought.. holy shit - I can't beleive I did that
<hobbitcg> I layed in my bed for a day or so after that
<hobbitcg> I could hardly beleive that I had given up on reality and was so happy to do it
<hobbitcg> it really effected me.. that whole trip and it's implications on my life and my purpose
<hobbitcg> it's not like I'm a whole different person now
<hobbitcg> but it did change my thinking
<hobbitcg> shrooms are crazy like that.. like how could a chemical effect your brain chemistry and effect you in that way
<hobbitcg> but that's something you'll have to figure out for yourself.. I don't try to answer questions like that =)
<hobbitcg> and that, my good friend poiz, is my story

The time frame of this trip was about 8 hours. 1 hour spent with everyone in the kitchen. 1-2 hours spent in my room alone. 30 minutes spent concious. Approximately 4-5 hours spent having my head trip.

The orgy that I experienced was probably the best feeling of my life. It was pure love. The recurring thought I had when I woke up was probably one of the worst feelings I've ever had.

So there you have it. The most profound trip of my life. I could explain it in more detail, but I covered all the main stuff.

I'd appreciate any comments.


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: The_Hobbit]
    #4411728 - 07/16/05 03:06 PM (11 years, 4 months ago)

Sounds pretty damn awesome to me. Is it safe to assume the trip has left a lasting impression on you?


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: The_Hobbit]
    #4412241 - 07/16/05 06:14 PM (11 years, 4 months ago)

Wow, awesome, I felt like I was totally there with you! 

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shrooms are crazy like that.. like how could a chemical effect your brain chemistry and effect you in that way




That blows my mind too.  Yes it's "just a chemical," but an amazing one that has the ability to elicit such personal change.  It makes you wonder.  :mushroom2:


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: dblaney]
    #4412740 - 07/16/05 09:48 PM (11 years, 4 months ago)

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dblaney18 said:
Sounds pretty damn awesome to me. Is it safe to assume the trip has left a lasting impression on you?



Yes it did.

I was so depressed after that trip. How could life be so shallow? How could all of it not mean anything? What is reality? I came to the conclusion that life really doesn't have to mean anything. You can coast from moment to moment, not caring. Watch TV, do nothing - you're just one moment closer to death. The thing is, you have to find your own meaning. I could go on asking questions about the purpose of it all, but that's pointless. I take those questions into consideration, but I no longer look for the answer. The answer is apparent... when I look into the eyes of a beautiful girl, when I see a sunset fill the sky with color, when I bust my ass in the gym. That makes sense. I'm happy to have that.

It also helped define my character. I had social anxiety then. That's why I left the kitchen in the first place. Everyone was standing around, doing nothing, feeling too akward to even say anything. And I was so afraid of it. Why did I care? I wish I had just said "Damn, it's quiet in here. I feel weird." just to break the ice. I could form a whole conversation off that now. I realized that I don't really care if other people think I'm weird or whatever. This is me. This is my life. I just want to live, regardless of whether or not it fits neatly into normality.

Now, if only I could tell that to my christian/lutheran parents. =D Judgement and shame suck. I feel like the dude in Apocalypse Now.


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: The_Hobbit]
    #4412885 - 07/16/05 10:39 PM (11 years, 4 months ago)

Wow, hobbit, sounds you like had an immensely valuable experience..those are the kinds of trips that can make the biggest difference in a person's life.


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
    #4413437 - 07/17/05 01:28 AM (11 years, 4 months ago)

you say that this "orgy" was the greatest feeling of your life, and you mentioned that if felt like unconditional love yet you still describe it in sexual terms. was a sexual feeling or something more along the lines of pure unconditional love for the everyone around you due to the feeling of complete connectedness and oneness? the term orgy makes it sound sexual yet such experiences seem much more spiritual in nature. can you elaborate on that part?


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
    #4413464 - 07/17/05 01:39 AM (11 years, 4 months ago)

Sounds like you had fun rock on :thumbup:


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: Dimmy]
    #4413597 - 07/17/05 02:10 AM (11 years, 4 months ago)

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Dimmy said:
you say that this "orgy" was the greatest feeling of your life, and you mentioned that if felt like unconditional love yet you still describe it in sexual terms. was a sexual feeling or something more along the lines of pure unconditional love for the everyone around you due to the feeling of complete connectedness and oneness? the term orgy makes it sound sexual yet such experiences seem much more spiritual in nature. can you elaborate on that part?



I used the word orgy because that's the best word to describe it. It was sexual in a way because I was 'having sex' with everyone; there was lots of thrusting + moaning involved. But it was done, as you said, with a feeling of complete connectedness and oneness. It's not like I was cumming. =) It was an orgy of emotions. I figure that having sex is inherently beautiful. It's the most deep way that you can connect with someone. It makes sense that I would connect with everyone in that way.

It was beautiful.


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: The_Hobbit]
    #4419928 - 07/18/05 06:47 PM (11 years, 4 months ago)

I really would like to have an experience like this but I know coming up I would be scared shitless. I also worry that after the trip I would probably spend the rest of my days devoted to a life of Buddhism.


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: PowerTrip]
    #4421183 - 07/18/05 11:56 PM (11 years, 4 months ago)

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I really would like to have an experience like this but I know coming up I would be scared shitless. I also worry that after the trip I would probably spend the rest of my days devoted to a life of Buddhism.



Being scared wouldn't be a good thing. =)

I didn't dramatically change because of this trip. You know what's right and how that should effect your actions, but do you live according to your concious 100%? We're weird like that. We like to do what's right, but we also like to do what's wrong. I like to think that shrooms is a good reference point. They help to lead you to the right. That doesn't mean you'll change into the Dali Lhama, though.


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Re: Trip Report: 5.3 grams after 8 hours of fasting.. [Re: The_Hobbit]
    #4424135 - 07/19/05 05:19 PM (11 years, 4 months ago)

Awesome... I can relate to some of what you experience in a similar trip that I had.

During my trip I experienced complete love aswell as complete hate which is kind of scary. Heaven, hell... very real... but only exist on earth IMO.


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